Unwillingness - (fifty-five) Past life 23

Back then, she always went to him to ask questions on how to do it, always went to him to ask questions, and stuffed things for him to eat.

After a long time, the students began to coax!

What did he say secretly, did Chen Huaiyu like Shen Ling? Does Shen Ling like Chen Huaiyu? The two have an adulterous relationship.

At that time, everyone was thin-skinned, and they only dared to talk about it in secret, discuss and discuss it behind their backs, and they didn't dare to make too much noise on the surface.

If you talk a lot, everyone will know a little more, not to mention that someone has come to ask him what is the relationship between him and Chen Huaiyu, and ask if they are a couple? At that time, he didn't say no, and he didn't say yes.

He remembered that in the eyes of the boys in the same class at that time, there were two goddesses in the first class, one was Yan Huanyu who won with his grades and beauty, and the other was Chen Huaiyu who won with his beauty and talent.

The former is as cold as ice, the latter is gentle as warm, and the latter's grades are not bad, so the latter must be more popular.

When I was young, everyone liked girls with good grades, good looks, and talents, and Chen Huaiyu happened to account for them all.

"You don't know how many people's hearts were goddesses at that time, and how many people's hearts were white moonlight. ”

It was also the white moonlight in his heart, but he didn't find it at the beginning.

In such a poor life, she brought him a lot of warmth, in fact, he would have fallen in love with her a long time ago, otherwise he would not have been with her later, but he was stupid, he was stupid, he didn't talk about love, he didn't take good care of her, and he cherished her.

Shen Ling sat on the chair beside her, remembering the scenes of his youth, he was really stupid at that time, there was such a warm and gentle girl who only had himself in his eyes, but he still had a crush on others?

Shen Ling stood up and went to the room to get a thin blanket and came out, covered her body, and put all her little blue hands under the blanket.

Sit back beside her and look out at the view.

Almost all the luxury villas here are decorated with golden brilliance, but the balcony of the villa where they are located is decorated with a small and fresh decoration, which is incompatible with this group of villas, Shen Ling looked at a potted plant in the corner of the balcony, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

After so many years, the succulents in the potted plants not only did not die, but also grew more and more, growing more and more densely.

This pot of succulent was planted by Chen Huaiyu himself and taken care of by himself.

There are a lot of memories about them in the villa, when he had just become the young master of a rich family, she was surprised and delighted, and when he just got this villa and brought her to visit, she said happily what she wanted to put here, what to put there.......

Everything seemed to be clear, and his heart was getting more and more painful, and it was getting more and more painful, what had he lost in the last few years?

"Xiao Yu, look, the succulent you planted is still there, and it's still alive and well. Shen Ling pointed to the pot of meat.

Chen Huaiyu looked towards the potted plant, the sun hit the potted plant, the succulent cyan color was very vibrant, she remembered the appearance of planting succulents a few years ago, and remembered the appearance of holding a small hoe to make dirt and carefully planting succulents into it......

Time seems to be forbidden, a long, long time ago, the two of them stepped into this villa for the first time, she was full of interest to get things, to put things, and still quietly thought in her heart that she wanted to live here with the man in front of her in the future.

Then give birth to two lovely children, a daughter and a son, preferably to look like dad and look good like dad......

Then the boy was called Shen Muchen, and the girl was called Shen Xichen.

Then she has to teach the children to grow up, hear the sound of them playing in the yard, and see them playing in the yard.

She must dress up the girl like a little princess, buy all the beautiful clothes she has never worn before, and buy a beautiful hairpin for the girl to wear......

There is also a boy, who must teach him to be a gentleman, responsible, like the little prince in the movie, handsome and cute, gentleman and charming......

In short, she will try to give the children the best education and the best dress......

A breeze blew, and there was the sound of a car below, and it was a luxury car starting off the road, which woke her up.

She touched her stomach with a wry smile on her face.

These things, she also fantasized about these things when she promised to be with Ye Jinghan, and she also fantasized about having two children, what name to make, and how to teach ......

Thinking of the child she lost not long ago, she felt sad, the world is impermanent, it is really impermanent, everything is not as expected, everything is not as expected, it is really difficult.

If it weren't for the fear that her parents would be worried, and that her parents would be sad, she would have wanted to jump off this balcony and not live.

It's really meaningless to be alive, is it?

She raised her head and tried hard to bask in the sun, wanting to use the power of the sun to wash away the sadness in her heart, she couldn't think like this, she couldn't be so pessimistic, she was just a man, just a child......

She didn't seem to come to this world just for this, her life is so short, she should live for herself, make herself happy, let herself live happily, love herself, and never have the idea of suicide.

"Xiao Yu, let's start again. ”

Shen Ling stared at her face, holding her hand through the blanket, and was quickly struggled out by her.

Chen Huaiyu didn't look back, he tried harder to raise his head and close his eyes, allowing himself to bask in the sun more, "Do you say that the temperature of the sun today is the same as yesterday? Can it be the same and similar temperature? Can it shine on you and me is still the same heat?"

"Shen Ling, we can't go back. ”

"You don't know what happened to me in these years, and you don't know that I'm in love with someone else. ”

"From the moment you and I separated, we were doomed to not be able to go back, no matter how sticky the broken mirror is, there are traces, and it is the same between us, not to mention ......"

"What's more, I don't love you anymore, I'm so grateful to you for saving my life when I was in a car accident, and I'm very grateful to you for saving me out of danger to your own life, maybe without you, I wouldn't be where I am now, maybe I've been burned to ashes. ”

"I thank you very much for saving your life, but this has nothing to do with feelings and love, even if I don't be with Ye Jinghan in the future, the relationship between me and you will be over, it's long over, don't you understand?"

After speaking, she glanced at Shen Ling, smiled gently, the smile bloomed like a peony flower from her white dimples, and her big eyes were pretty, charming, fragrant and sultry, like a fairy who fell into the world with outstanding grace.

The smile crept into his head, flowed into his blood, and then into his heart, causing the gently beating heart in his heart to thump and thump.

Such a smile made his heart ache every time he thought about it in the days that followed.

But there is nothing he can do about it, and he can't get it back.