I haven't updated it for a few days, and the manuscript hasn't been written, but I've held back a lot of words in my heart.

To tell you the truth, it's not Carvin, the next story is, it's not busy, the recent pandemic, I can't go anywhere, but I just can't write, why? Because there is a pimple in my heart.

I don't know how many of the readers and friends who have followed the present have been chasing books since their perfect lives, and how many friends know the book "Yuan Hunt", and now it is estimated that it is not easy to find, and it was a eunuch before it was put on the shelves, and it was later blocked.

Yuanzhen's grades were actually not bad, and he was still on Sanjiang at that time, so I told the editor, no, I can't write anymore, why?

These two pimples are the same.

In other words, this pimple has actually been around for a long time.

Specifically, I don't know how to describe it, in fact, these days I want to have someone sitting opposite me, one of us is a bottle of Xiaoer, just a stack of saltwater peanuts, you listen to me chatter, help me dismantle and disassemble, analyze and analyze, because in fact, until now, I can't figure out what the problem of my pimple is.

If I had to say it, I felt that what I had written was not the right word!

In other words, what you want to write in your own heart will change as soon as it comes out, and it is not what you want.

But I don't know how to get what I want.

I have been writing books for many years, and this is the biggest and most distressing hurdle I have encountered!

Friends who have read Yuan Hunt and read this book may have noticed that the biggest similarity between these two books is that during the update period, I almost never achieved two consecutive updates a day - even if it can be maintained for three or five days - the basic line of network updates, I can't do it at all.

It's busy, it's something, but it's really not the core reason.

The core reason is that when you write, you can't write smoothly.

I always feel that something is wrong with writing!

I should be a bit of a literary youth, and I like to be more serious with myself.

I can't walk with the screwed thing.

Originally, I wrote this book, but I didn't believe in evil a little, and I wanted to try again what Yuan Hunt didn't have time to write, and see if I could unravel this knot.

But what makes me very frustrated is that until now, this pimple has become bigger and bigger.

Some people will say that it is the reason for the grades, right? I think the grades are too bad, so I feel that something is wrong in my heart, and I am full of pimples?

Not really.

It may be that I'm used to hitting the streets, my requirements for grades, it's really not high, just my update speed, a day and a break from time to time, to now there can be 4000+ average bookings, I really think it's very good.

Besides, "Perfect Life" was only 1800 first orders on the shelves, which was worse than the first order of this book of 2700, and later it was not written that it was 15,000 orders!

If the thinking is smooth, I have the patience to wait for the results to come up.

So really not that problem.

Now, I don't have a job myself, and friends who have written may understand, and the grades are almost acceptable, but writing things awkwardly is really uncomfortable, and I can't write.

Maybe I just can't handle this kind of non-realistic genre?

Anyway, until now, I'm not quite willing to admit defeat, and I want to smack it again to see if I can straighten it out.

Of course, a friend reminded me just now that if I don't update it, the new book investment will stop, this is not good, especially the chasing investment, that is real money invested in money, and the long-term interruption has led to the loss of people's money, this is a pit person, so it's night, I'll send this out first, it's an explanation, tomorrow when the editor goes to work, I will find a way to beg the editor, first get me a finished book, so that the investment friends can take back the investment.

Next,If I think about it thoroughly,,I'll continue to write.,I remember that I can update the extras after the book.,This probably won't be a problem.。

I'm just worried that even if I think about it for a while, I won't be able to solve this knot......

In short, I try my best not to cheat anyone.

Of course, in any case, the book that has been repeatedly interrupted is certainly not a pleasant experience for all of you, and here, the knife still bows to you and apologizes!

I'm sorry to disappoint you!

Let me think again.

If you still can't figure it out in the end, you want to be a eunuch, you have to give up, I won't pretend anything, I will tell you directly and apologize to everyone again. But believe it or not, until this moment, I haven't thought about giving up.