Chapter Twenty-Nine: Remembering Pain

"Get out of school!" Ji Chenglin glanced around at the seat, sitting in a precarious room, very satisfied, the last time the hundred "killing sticks" not only beat Ni Xiu'an, but also the previous few thorns did not dare to make another time, and the academy was peaceful and peaceful.

"Uh, Brother Ji?" Ni Xiu packed up the scrolls and was about to go back, when she saw Ji Wushuang blocking her case, and she almost bumped into it.

In the past, she was blocking Ji Wushuang and stalking her, but today this scene is the first time, and she can't help but be very surprised: "Brother Ji?

Ji Wushuang was expressionless, glanced at her coldly, turned her head and left, making her even more confused, pointing to her nose, turning around and asking Pang Ye a few people: "I, did you provoke him?"

Pang Ye couldn't help but laugh when she asked: "I thought you messed with him again, I was just about to ask you, but you asked me first." He was also very surprised, recently it was about to be the moon, Ni Xiu became more and more weak, he was already different from ordinary people, his abnormally white complexion was even more miserable, and he was covered by fat powder, so that he no longer had fun looking for Ji Wushuang as usual, and even listening to school during the day no longer pestered Ji Wushuang to talk about the east and west, in Ji Chenglin's opinion, he was very peaceful, there shouldn't be anything to offend him, right?

You Min said: "Brother Xiu, did you inadvertently offend him, but you didn't know it?"

Ni Xiu thought about it and said with great conviction: "You know, I haven't been feeling well recently, and I haven't harassed him at night, and I haven't talked to him during the day, so how can I offend?"

Qian Duo had a rare poisonous tongue, covered his face and smiled: "Hahaha, Brother Xiu, maybe your existence is offended to him." ”

Ni Xiu spread his hands, his face full of helplessness: "Then I can't help......

Zhu Heng interjected with an expression of "I know everything, I know everything", "It's because you've been too peaceful recently, and he doesn't know that you're so peaceful because you're uncomfortable, so ah-he must have thought that you were holding back your bad and preparing to make a big move! I think the last time, that is, the time you read him that book in class, and the time you disturbed the school, wasn't it just that after a calm storm, a sudden wind swept over? So his eyes must be warning you!"

It made sense, everyone nodded one after another, estimating that this is the scene when he is at home on weekdays, and it is rare that his mother will think that he is suffocating for half a day.

Ni Xiu sighed: "It's really weird, I'm not having fun with him, I'm not looking for him to have fun, what does he want?"

Pang Ye stabbed her: "No. Didn't Jue Si just say, "It's just right for him that you don't exist. ”

“......”

Ni Xiu was speechless, but she didn't have the energy to care about him, because she suddenly had a pain all over her body, and she almost fell to the ground without strength. She knew that the moon would be full tonight......

It was night, and there was silence in the dormitory.

Ni Xiu's face was colorless, lying on the bed and he didn't know whether he was dizzy or awake, Pang Ye looked sad beside him, his father and mother were by his side on the day of the moon before, he really didn't think it was a dignified thing, and now that there were only the two of them together, he found that he was useless without his father and mother, and he was flustered, and he felt a little helpless, for fear that something would go wrong.

"Master ......"

"It's over, it's over! It's coming, it's coming! It's already in a trance!" Ni Xiu's whispering was like a hammer, and Pang Ye's heart was alarmed. He bounced up from the tea table in the bedroom and paced back and forth like an ant on a hot pot.

"No, Pang Ye, you have to be calm!Calm down!" muttered to himself to force himself to calm down, while staring at Ni Xiu to check the situation.

I saw her sit up from the bed abruptly, her eyes were already red, her fangs were exposed, and her throat was purring like a carnivore. Obviously, you have entered the realm of madness!

Ni Xiu hugged his head in pain, buried his face in the brocade quilt, and his shoulders kept shaking.

Every full moon night, she could feel her own fragility, feel that her five senses, which she had only passed through the three senses, gradually return to a deathly silence, and then feel the blood of her whole body rushing to her brain, let the bloodthirsty desire stain her eyes red, let the desire to drink blood churn in her stomach, and let the saliva in her mouth pull out her long fangs little by little, but she couldn't do anything......

The green tendons climbed up the white, bloodless arms like withered vines. She suppressed and hid. But the cold moonlight was pervasive, through the leaky window, through the crack in the door, riding the cold wind at night, seeping out the ugly black soil under her feet, coming to her in a thousand ways, blowing on her body, once, once, like Ling Chi......

Pang Ye in front of her has been blurred into several fleeting phantoms, in her eyes, it suddenly changed into Pang Yan's appearance, and suddenly became Dong Ruqing's smile, and there ...... Ji Wushuang?

knew that this was an illusion that she saw because she was in a trance, but why did she think of Ji Wushuang at this time?

Before she had time to think, the burning pain made her feel resentful: she didn't understand why God treated her so unfairly! She did nothing but became an orphan overnight; since she learned to walk, she followed her parents to study and cultivate, slay demons and eliminate demons, and do good deeds every day, but she somehow became a monster who was obviously dead but still alive; she didn't complain about heaven and people, and since then she has been indignant in the world, she only has to suffer her mind before she has a great task on the day, but why! Why can't she taste the sweetness of this world, can't touch the warmth of this world, but let her endure this inhuman suffering first? What kind of great task requires such hard work?

"It's all a lie! it's all a lie!" she screamed, hoarse.

There is no great task at all! Everything is just a trick of God! God has played with her in the palm of his hand, if she wants to live, she cannot die, if she is a monster, she cannot become an adult! And she! wants to vent this pain, this anger!

She leaps to her feet to find the blood she has longed for, the blood of humanity!

With a "boom", Ni Xiu was bounced back by the enchantment set by Pang Ye.

The force of the enchantment fluctuated into a large ripple as clear as water, and the icy blue light pulled back a trace of her senses, and Pang Ye's face outside the enchantment was not very clear, but she could see that the beads of sweat on his forehead smashed into the air......

His face was pale, and he was still struggling to support him, constantly sending spiritual power to the enchantment, and his eyes staring at her were already full of tears.

For a moment, thousands of faces flew through her head. There are masters, sisters, brothers and sisters in Yuehuazhuang, simple people in Jinhe, and classmates and friends who met on Xiangshan...... They are all bright and fresh lives, how can she bear to tear these smiling faces and see them show pain?

Ni Xiu was bitter, and thought in a trance: "It turns out that I have remembered so many people unconsciously......" She didn't remember her face, she was afraid. I am afraid that I will disappear without a trace of these people, and I will have to carry the memories of these people through hundreds of millions of long lonely days and nights.

"No! No, Rihua is still insisting, Master and Master are still waiting for you to go back, this is your sin, they haven't complained, how can you give up!" In his mind, evil and good are clamoring,-for-tat, and stalemate. She covered her ears, she said to herself over and over again, rolling on the ground, trying to shake off the unbearable ......

After struggling for a long time, his body suddenly became lighter, and his sloppy gaze finally fixed on Ji Wushuang's brilliant face......