Our little boy is so pitiful, and Madame doesn't like him at all. ”

"Who's to say it's not? I'm really surprised, how pleasing you say the little boy looks, why doesn't the lady like it?"

"That's right, isn't this lard blinding the heart? The little boy will crawl before he is half a year old, he can talk on his first birthday, he is so smart, and he looks so cute, the people in our house, which one doesn't like it in his heart? Even the head of the family holds the little boy every day and refuses to let go, but the mother is like an outsider......"

"Could it be because the little boy looks a little girly?"

"He looks good as a woman, not to mention that he looks so much like his wife......

"Shhh......hhh

The nurse and the maids whispered to me again, and I pretended that nothing had happened, and walked past them with my hands behind my back and my head held high.

How do they know that my mother is actually very good to me, but my mother said that it was a secret, and I would not let them find out at all, it was a secret between my mother and me.

Skirting the pavilion next to the rockery, I crept to my mother's room from behind. It's my birthday in a few days, and my mother seems to be busy with something lately, and she should be preparing a birthday gift for me, so I have to go and see it quietly. It's easier to be less surprised, but I can't help it, I'm too curious.

The sun had set in the west, and the door to my mother's room was still closed.

I secretly watched in the crack of the window for a long time, and when I peeked at it before, my mother was either sighing in the mirror in the room or stabbing a villain in the room, and I didn't know who was stabbing her, in short, she looked unhappy. But today, my mother was smiling and very happy.

It's weird......

I tried to lift up, but I couldn't see what my mother was doing. Eh, being short is the disadvantage.

I had to set up a sound-blocking barrier and bring some stacks of stones around me to put them together. Although the spiritual power is not high enough, it should be no problem to block this sound......

One, two, three,......

Wow!

White skin, red mouth, small and delicate nose, wearing red clothes, and two rich buns tied with a big red rope, a pair of big black and shiny eyes stared at his mother without blinking, I don't know what he was talking about......

I've never seen such a beautiful female doll, as if it was a person in the prime of life. Was it my mother's birthday present, so I'm going to have a new playmate this year, and I want to play with her right now......

I can't let my mother know I'm peeping, I'll put up with it, it's not my birthday in a few days anyway.

......

I finally managed to stay up until the end of the birthday party, and I came back to my room with a bunch of messy things, very unhappy!

I secretly went to see my mother today, and I thought I would have a good partner, but who expected that my mother would give me a stone! I looked at the stone again, although it was very red, very bright, and crystal clear, and it really looked good under the light, but did I lack these things? I wanted to be friends with that girl doll!

I liked the little girl doll so much that it didn't hurt to let my mother know that I had peeked at it, so I decided to go and get the little doll.

With that in mind, I took a step and sneaked into my mother's room. It's just that I never knew that this going would become the thing I regret the most in my life......

My mother's smile of joy when she saw me faded for some reason, and was replaced by a deep sorrow and a fierce determination. She said, "Wushuang, after tonight, you will be seven years old." It's already a sensible age. Most of the ordinary Xianmen disciples can lead their protégés to go out to practice at the age of twelve, and at the age of seven, they should be able to take the lead......

My mother's expression was very serious, and her tone was very low, and somehow, my heart began to panic. Then I heard a story that I couldn't swallow.

The reason why I tell the story is because I never thought that this kind of thing could really happen, and I never thought that even if I heard my mother say it with my own ears, I couldn't believe it, except for shaking my head, except crying, I didn't even know what else I could do.

She said that once upon a time there was a pair of fairy couples, the man was handsome and chic, graceful, and the woman was as beautiful as a fairy and gentle as water.

But suddenly one day, the best friend who the two met when they were studying at Xiangshan Academy wrote to ask them to help revitalize the Ji family, the two were unwilling, but the best friend kept writing and every word in his heart was depressed, saying that he had just taken over the position of the head of the Ji family, how difficult it was to move an inch, and repeatedly promised that he would never restrain the two.

So the two packed their bags and came to Ji's house.

The two of them were kind, but their kindness was not rewarded. The head of the Ji family had long coveted the woman, and devised a scheme to transfer the man away to do errands, and intercepted and killed the man on the way, and then forcibly took the woman as his wife. The woman resisted for a long time, and she was always looking forward to her husband to save her, not to mention that she still had a daughter who needed to be taken care of by herself, but she waited and waited, and she didn't know how long she waited, but what she waited for was the news of her husband's death......

The woman was in pain, she thought, or simply cut herself off, whether it was heaven or hell, she just wanted to break through with her husband. Why didn't the heavens fulfill people's wishes, and even Bai Aya was ready, but I found that I didn't know when I was pregnant......

It was her husband's child, maybe a boy. She and her husband are both orphans, both of them have no father and no mother, and now if she can leave a queen for her husband, she is willing to do anything, so she endured the humiliation and confusion, and finally gave birth to the child. Fortunately, God lived up to her difficulties and expectations and gave her a smart boy in ice and snow......

"Wushuang," I listened to my mother say in a daze, "your name is not Ji Wushuang, your surname is Luo, your name is Luo Wushuang!"

Although I could guess a little uneasily in my mind when my mother told me about it seriously, when she said it, it was as if thunder exploded in my ears and my head buzzed.

After a long time, I could hear what my mother was saying again: "Shuang'er, on your birthday this year, the stone I gave you is called the heart stone, and half of the heart of the girl doll you asked for at that time ...... me."

I looked at my mother in disbelief: Half a heart? Can a person live without half a heart?

As she spoke, my mother handed me a piece of jade pendant, and she said, "This is a token, and when you are older in the future, just say that this is the family affair that the girl's mother and I have set for the two of you." ”

"Wushuang, in this world, people must have a sword in their hands to be invincible, but more than that, they are restrained. Therefore, I have created a unique sword for you, and I want you to personally kill those people in the Ji family now, and avenge your father and me, because they are all people who aided and abetted the abuse, they knew what the Ji family had done, but they were afraid of the reputation ......of the family and erased all traces, they should be damned."

"No, Mother, I can't do it...... I can't do it......" I cried breathlessly at the hatred in my mother's eyes.

I really can't do it!

I always thought that my father was not my father, but my father's killer, but I have always relied on him, he is also very good to me, there is good food, fun, the first person he thought of is me, my knowledge is taught by him personally, and my swordsmanship is also taught by him personally...... I never thought that he had taught me so much, and that one day I suddenly realized that the purpose of my existence was to kill him!

I don't know how I got back to my room that night, I don't know how long I cried that night, and I don't know how I was going to deal with it. My mother said that she had secretly buried her plan under a green brick on my bed, and that there were many things written about her and my biological father, and about the little girl, and more about the little girl, the sword she had made for me.

But I didn't look for it, I didn't look at it, I didn't want to accept it.

It wasn't until I sat with my legs bent from night to day, until my whole body was numb like an ant-eaten moth, and it wasn't until I suddenly heard a scream from the direction of my mother's courtyard, and a long cry of grief from "Father," that I woke up abruptly. In the mourning music of seeing off my mother, I looked through the last notes my mother left for me for the first time.

Since my mother died, everyone said I had changed. "Father" came to see me more than once and enlightened me. He said, "Shuang'er, though your mother is dead, you still have your father, and your father will give you back the company that your mother owes you." ”

I suppressed the sneer and resentment that was about to appear on my face next, and pretended to be dumbfounded.

I know why my mother committed suicide after telling me this, because I saw the girl, and if my mother didn't tell me all this, I was afraid that the matter would be exposed, and then all her plans would be known to this "father" in front of me, and then she would never be able to avenge my biological father, let alone protect me.

I didn't think of "protecting me well" before, but from the temptations of "father" again and again, I really knew that my mother was most afraid that there was still no way to protect me. Because, the old thief of the Ji family asked me more than once: "Did your mother say anything to you before she died?"

I sneered in my heart, did I mean that I was not his son, and if so, so what? If not, what would I do?

I'm getting more and more silent, more and more silent...... I started to practice controlling my expressions, I looked at the mirror in the room over and over again to control what I said and did, and I controlled how I looked when I was lying......

Until one day, I realized that I really couldn't laugh, I wouldn't be angry, and I wouldn't be upset because of my lies. I went to "Father" and told him about my recent anomaly. I said, "My mother said on my birthday that she hated me and wanted me to die. ”

The unexpected reason is reasonable.

I said this calmly, like a dead heart, and then fell silent again. also dispelled the concerns of the old thief of the Ji family again.

The old thief finally put his heart in his stomach, and I began to hang my heart......

I began to sleep lightly, I began to retreat, I began to immerse myself in penance, and I began to guard against all unawake states. The Ji family now admits that there is only one son, so in the state of not being close to the head of the family, the best way to stabilize the status is to practice diligently and become an indispensable pillar of the Ji family, and becoming such a person is also a necessary condition for a thief.

So, I went from being smart at the age of five, to being diligent at the age of ten, and then to being famous at the age of fifteen!

During this period, the only thing that remained unchanged was my heart that was as hard as iron. I have too much hatred in my heart, and too much defense outside my heart.

When I was seventeen years old, I suddenly went to the academy to listen to the school according to my mother's plan, and joined the group of students of uneven levels, because the year I was seventeen years old happened to be the year of the girl's life, and my mother said that she had sent the girl to her home, which means that this year, the girl would definitely come to Xiangshan to study.

The notes left by my mother recorded the use of this heart stone, and as long as I input spiritual power and recite the mantra, I can find and recognize the female doll back then. Finding that sharp sword means that something big is about to happen, but when it comes to the moment, somehow, I have in my mind the little face that was the size of a palm, meaty, and tender......

I stared at the heart stone in my hand for a long time, and silently put the heart stone that my mother left me at the end into the dark compartment. I smiled wryly and thought to myself: this is not good at being smart, everything that impresses me, or what doesn't, can make me unforgettable.

"That's it, anyway, the academy has been studying for a whole year, and I'm not in a hurry at this time, why don't I see if I can recognize it first? I thought so, but subconsciously I knew very well that all this was just a cowardly escape from my situation. Because, in the mother's plan, the girl was going to die in the end.

That girl has become a ghost, no one in this world can tolerate such an existence, and my mother is afraid that I will not be able to control such an existence, so she must die with a pot on her back after helping me take revenge.

Even if I didn't want to, someone would want to kill her.

I sat still for a moment, thinking that it was still early and that there were still many opportunities, but the weight of revenge weighed on me and made me more and more irritable......

After reading the book for a while, I wanted to calm down, but the more I looked at it, the more impetuous I became, but fortunately I collected the pen and ink on the table, and went to a remote place to relax.

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