Beggars

I was trembling slightly, and I couldn't deny that I was scared. I don't know what I'm afraid of. I can only say that I hate or dislike Li Mochou, but I haven't reached the point where I want to kill her. I don't want to do it right, but I just want to be worthy of it. If it were for my mistake that caused a life equal to mine to leave this world, I would not forgive myself.

The guilt in my heart was tormenting me, and my eyes were not even focused. At this moment, a figure jumped out of Li Mochou's room. When she landed, she couldn't see clearly because the street was in the shadow of the inn. She lit a fire and called softly, "Master!" My mind was drawn to her voice. After looking closely, I saw a young and beautiful Taoist aunt. Wearing an apricot yellow robe, with two swords behind him, he realized in his heart that this might be Li Mochou's apprentice Hong Lingbo.

It turned out that Li Mochou found out that there were people outside the house, and she heard that people were not weak, so she asked Hong Lingbo to be stationed in the house, and she came out to defend against the enemy herself. This Hong Lingbo has been listening carefully to the movement outside, only to hear Li Mochou hitting from upstairs to downstairs, and then there was suddenly no movement, she was worried, so she jumped down to check.

That Hong Lingbo looked around with the fire fold, and suddenly she saw me in gray clothes, and Li Mochou who was lying not far from me. As soon as I saw her coming, I turned my back on her. I have a ghost in my heart who doesn't dare let her see my face. Hong Lingbo saw Li Mochou lying down and screamed and ran over. I was screamed by her, and for a moment I jumped up and sealed her sleeping hole with my hand, making her lie down.

I did this subconsciously, and I looked at the two women lying on the ground, and my heart became even more uneasy. I didn't understand why, so I knocked down Hong Lingbo. "What am I afraid of?" I asked myself. I don't know what I'm afraid of, maybe it's the so-called not doing bad things and not being afraid of ghosts knocking on the door. I really have a ghost in my heart. It seems that I feel extremely guilty for Li Mochou's death. Raise your eyes to see the two people lying on the ground. The thought of destroying the corpse suddenly crossed my mind.

I slowly walked up to Hong Lingbo's side, stretched out my hand, and wanted to slap it down. But when I saw her frightened face, I was shocked in my heart, and I slapped myself in the mouth. I had this thought, I was not human. A layer of cold sweat broke out on my head, it seems that I almost became a murderer when my inner demons invaded just now. If I slapped it with one palm, I would probably have to live a life of killing people for pleasure in the future. It seems that my foundation is still unstable, and as long as I don't grasp my heart well in the realm of "refining my heart", I will never recover.

I sighed to myself, and the two women jumped into their room. I threw them on the chuang, turned and walked out. Because of my carelessness, maybe I haven't come out of the shadow of murder at this time. So I didn't notice that Li Mochou's heart was still beating. But fortunately, I don't know, and if I knew, I would be so angry that I didn't know what to do.

I walked to the window and jumped out, thinking that I couldn't forgive myself after all. I fled as if I had fled. And not long after I left, Li Mochou on the chuang suddenly woke up. It turned out that Li Mochou was beaten by me and couldn't fight back, and his heart was full of anger. Come to think of it, how could she have suffered such a grievance. Even at the time of the ancient tomb, she also had the upper hand, and although she was in a coma, it was only because she couldn't be water-based. But this time, she came up and let someone ruin the good thing, and let people be beaten as a sandbag for no reason. This is simply a great shame, and what makes her most angry is that she doesn't even know the identity of the other party.

Just like that, after I kicked her, she was so angry that she turned her back on it. Lying there fainted. The breath was also listened to because of the divergence. That is, I'm a stupid person, and I'm unsettled after killing someone, otherwise she would be more and less lucky today. It's funny to say, but when she woke up, she didn't understand why she wasn't victimized. If she knew, she would probably be proud of it. Because she is one level higher than Zhuge Liang, Zhuge Liang can only scare Sima Yi away after he dies, and she just fainted and scared me away.

But he said that when I came back, I quietly slipped back into the house. After changing clothes, I lay down and wanted to sleep, but I couldn't say anything. As soon as I closed my eyes, I thought that Li Mochou's ghost was looking for me to settle accounts. I had a bit of a headache, I didn't expect to be so uneasy to do something bad for the first time, and I didn't know what I was afraid of. I suddenly felt that I was useless, I was just killing people, why was I so afraid. I just can't sleep when I turn over and over on chuang. I was angry in my heart, I didn't expect that I was even afraid of killing people, how could I be in the rivers and lakes that eat people and don't spit out bones in the future, it is better to go home early and farm. In a fit of rage, I touched my "black sweet". Force yourself to sleep.

After some time, I suddenly heard someone knocking on the door, and I was awakened immediately. In the end, I have deep internal strength, and gently touching the sleeping hole will not make me sleep to death. I sat up on the chuang bunk and said outside, "Who's coming?" After saying that, he hurriedly got dressed and came to the door to open the door. Outside, he said, "Brother Guo, why haven't you woken up yet? It's already noon." "As soon as I heard it, I knew it was Lu Wushuang, and it seemed that she had come to call me up again.

I opened the door and saw her playing with the hair on her shoulders with one hand, waiting impatiently for me to open the door. I smiled and said, "Peerless girl, it's early." Lu Wushuang pouted and said, "It's not early, what time do you see, why did you get up?" I said: "I couldn't sleep yesterday, and I slept very late at night." So I got up a little late. Lu Wushuang was stunned, afraid that I would know what they did last night, so she tentatively said: "Last night, did you notice any strange movements?" Did something happen?" Lu Wushuang said, "No, I'm just asking." "I can't fool anyone by sounding like that, but Lu Wushuang really believes it. I don't know if I'm saying she's naïve or good, or if she's a thief.

Lu Wushuang suddenly frowned, sniffed with his nose and said, "Brother Guo, how can you have the smell of women's rouge here." I was shocked when I heard this, and hurriedly shook my head and said, "Sister Wushuang, you are laughing." She came to me in disbelief and sniffed it and affirmed, "That's right, it's the smell of women's rouge." Big brother, you can't go out to find some girl last night, right?" I scolded in my heart, this rouge smell must have come from that unlucky Li Mochou. I'll have to get it out of here, or it's not good for her to misunderstand it. I hurriedly said: "What nonsense are you talking about, how can I go to find any woman, my eldest brother and I are still a child, don't ruin my reputation." ”

After hearing this, Lu Wushuang pouted and muttered in a low voice: "It's just that, can I still smell wrong?" I didn't bother to pay attention to her, I walked into the courtyard by myself, stretched my waist, took a breath of fresh air, and I left the events of last night behind. It can also be said that I deliberately didn't think about her, and for some reason I always had a little uneasy conscience about killing Li Mochou. I secretly said: "Anyway, she has killed countless people, and this is also the retribution she deserves." "I didn't think about whether I should do it or not. People are often like this, they will always find some reason to explain what they have done, and they don't care whether the reason is reasonable or not. There are a few people in this world who have the courage to admit their mistakes and know that they can change them. If everyone knew that their mistakes could be corrected, there would not be so many things in the world that should not have happened.

Cheng Ying and Lu Wushuang and I hastily had lunch, and looked at Cheng Ying and Lu Wushuang as if nothing had happened last night. After noon, there was a knock on the door outside the gate. We were all amazed, and we didn't know who was looking for someone here. Lu Wushuang whispered to Cheng Ying: "Cousin, wouldn't it be Li Mochou who came here?" Cheng Ying shook his head and said, "No, Li Mochou won't be so polite." If she comes, she'll kill her. Could it be that Senior Sister is here?" Lu Wushuang heard this, jumped up and said happily: "Great, if Senior Sister comes, I won't be afraid of her." Because they said in a relatively small voice, I didn't listen carefully, and when I saw Lu Wushuang crying out happily, I couldn't help asking, "What are you talking about?"

Lu Wushuang was speechless, she rolled her eyes and said, "Tell you, this may be our senior sister here, and she won't be afraid of you bullying me when she is here." "I look at her little man and look very good.