Fanwai Musou 4
Since the death of my mother, my temperament has begun to be silent and cold, and the old things of the Ji family have talked to me more than once, and they have expressed their worries and care to me. When it comes to worry, Sister is no exception. She was also very worried about me, worried that I had been able to do it for so many years, and I didn't have a single friend.
However, the concerns of the former and the latter are clearly not comparable. My sister's worries are only about whether my personal life is happy, while the old things in the Ji family are worried about the prosperity and development of the Ji family. After all, as the next head of the family, how could I not be familiar with the world? They even thought they were secretly discussing the need to train my good cousin to replace me. It's a pity that a legend is a legend, and no matter how many cousins they drag over, they can't catch up with me. What's more, I'm still working hard under my already bright talent?
It's just that after meeting Ni Xiu, it seems that everything has changed.
Every time my sister saw me, she would tentatively ask about the relationship between me and Ni Xiu. She said, "I'm afraid that only someone as passionate and pure as Ni Xiu can enter your heart, right?"
Even Ji Chenglin smiled at me and said, "Recently, you have been very close to Ni Xiu, although Ni Xiu is so stubborn, but if she can really get into your eyes and let you change sex, it is really a good thing." It's just that you have to be measured, and you have to remember that the daughter-in-law of the Ji family must be a solemn, upright, gentle and gentle person. ”
I immediately denied their imaginative speculations: "You think too much." ”
Sister said: "Wushuang, your defense is too heavy, and the burden on your shoulders is too heavy, I know that my mother's death hit you hard, but this life is really long, if you draw the ground as a prison and live a difficult life, it will be really difficult, I hope you don't always carry it alone...... You always have to try to trust others, so that it will be less hard. ”
I stiffened my neck and was unmoved, my sister let out a long sigh, and said: "Look at it, they are all ordinary ages, if you talk about misfortune, isn't Ni Xiu more unfortunate than you? Her biological parents both died young, and she was adopted by the Pang family, although the head of the Pang family is chivalrous, and Mrs. Pang is also undisputedly gentle and virtuous, but no matter how you say it, she is under the fence after all! However, there is much more smile on her face than on your face!"
I still denied it perfunctorily, but unconsciously began to pay extra attention to her.
Then I found that when Pang Ye, Zhu Heng, Qian Duo, and You Min gathered together to talk about the newly hunted game, when they were tasting the fragrance, when they were tasting wine, and when they were talking about the time when the weather was getting cooler and when they were sleeping soundly at night...... Her eyes were full of envy and grievance.
But all these envy and grievances were fleeting, and her slightly depressed mood was forgotten by her in the blink of an eye as the topic was revealed—it seemed that nothing could bother him for long. And she always has a way to pass the time when she is bored and quiet.
She was an interesting person, and indeed a very dangerous person, as her mother said. Her danger is not only because of her infinite power and inability to control, but also because of her abilities. Yes, she seems to have something my mother didn't expect—breathtaking. The more time I spent with her, the more I realized that she controlled my mood like a soul.
My mood can no longer be as calm as before, and every time I see her, I can't help but want to get closer, want to explore, want to sink down, and yearn for a smile as real as hers. I've even wondered more than once if I should let go of my baggage and live a good life for myself......
The word "Time Snap" is really not appropriate for me at all, and I practice every day in addition to cultivation. Although I am used to it, I feel that if I think seriously and compare, my day will probably be as long as a year, but the difference is that after meeting Ni Xiu, half a year of listening to school is as short as half a day.
When the college organized the annual practice, I knew that I shouldn't sink but I couldn't help but came to her, and I found a very lame reason - supervising the practice. I swear, it's definitely the most embarrassing, worst reason I've ever used. But no matter how bad this reason is, I'm glad I used it. Because this is the first time I have trusted others, although this kind of trust is forced by the situation, she really did not disappoint me.
When she stood in front of me scarred, staring blankly to see if everyone was there, my heart ached as if I had been slashed by a knife. I hurriedly picked her up, didn't care about anything, couldn't take care of anything, and at that moment I knew I was crazy.
But I don't know if I suddenly went crazy or if I was crazy in the first place, and now I'm suddenly normal?
My mother's grim face came to me, and I knew I might be going to let her down. Remembering a letter of guilt in those notes, my mother said that her spiritual power was low, and it was difficult for her to take revenge, so she had to attack her best friends, because they were defenseless. And she has been blinded by hatred.
Do I want to do the same? Like my mother, who doesn't care about anything for revenge? Looking at the defeated and fragile face in my arms, I suddenly had doubts about my unwavering mission......
But I'm ashamed, in the end I still chose revenge, but I didn't choose to follow my mother's plan, I kicked Ni Xiu away and broke with him completely. If it is a personal vendetta, then I should avenge it myself, what kind of man is it to involve an innocent woman? What's more, if it is really for my own selfishness and does not compromise means, then what is the difference between me and the group of people in the Ji family?
But people are not as good as heaven, I finally pushed Ni Xiu to the cusp of the wind and waves-the heart stone I was wearing with me was gone! At the same time, Ni Xiu went crazy when he was cutting down the phoenix!
It's Sister!
The only person who can make me get close to me and steal the heart stone without defense is my sister.
I always thought that my sister didn't know anything, but it turned out that she knew everything, and the seeds of hatred had long grown into a towering tree in her heart. She was as gentle as ever, and she said, "Since you have no intention of her, then I have no scruples." ”
She also said: "Adan, I know you want to take revenge, but I will never let you take this risk." If you do it yourself, sooner or later you will find out about it, and at that time, what face will you face the accusations and interrogations of the people of the world? Are you going to throw everything away, spread out your mother's lifelong shame in front of everyone, and let your mother become the talk of others after dinner, or what?"
In the end, she said: "Adan, the matter has come to this point, and there is no way back. Don't forget, if it weren't for you, your mother wouldn't have endured humiliation for so many years. Her voice was soft and soft, but the tone of her voice was as inviolable as her mother.
That night, I meditated cross-legged all night, and my mind was numb......
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