08 Inner Demons
At this moment, a little child suddenly appeared, with a fair complexion and delicate features, and he looked very lovable, but his clothes were very shabby.
Obviously it is the season of the wax moon, the weather is cold, and the air is foggy, he is wearing a thin jacket, the original color of the jacket has been indistinguishable, I don't know how long it has been worn, the thread has fallen off in some places, and some grass wool has flown out of the hole.
This jacket is not wrapped in cotton wool or straw, how did this child be treated?
Su Changyan felt inexplicably sad and sad, and walked towards the little boy silently.
It's like, it's been walked through countless times.
But when he reached the pavilion in the middle of the lake, the little boy was gone.
Su Changyan didn't know where he was at the moment, what he saw just now, but he suddenly felt very tired, sat on the stone bench in the middle of the pavilion, and closed his eyes again.
I know I can't close my eyes, but I can't open them.
When he opened his eyes again, Su Changyan came to a magnificent room again, with high beams, pear blossom wood furniture, and antiques, all revealing the word wealth.
Oddly removed were two stacks of visibly yellowed vegetables on the table, as well as a small bowl of brown rice sandwiched with it.
There were no chopsticks and no other cutlery.
Then the little boy appeared again, holding a broken bowl filled with water, but the water was a little muddy, and I don't know where the little boy got it.
I saw him carefully put the bowl on the table, then climbed up the high stool with some difficulty, and then pulled it with his hands to eat, the rice was too hard to swallow, so he took a sip of water and swallowed it forcibly.
The vegetables had obviously rotted and deteriorated, and the little boy did not understand, and after eating a few bites of food, he grabbed a few rotten leaves and ate them.
The spoiled sourness welled up in his throat, and the little boy said, "Wow." He vomited it all, and then began to vomit, probably without any food in his stomach, and after vomiting all the brown rice he had just eaten, he spit out a few mouthfuls of yellow water.
The little boy was a little stunned after vomiting, and then cried again.
This time someone came in, Su Changyan didn't dodge, and the people here really couldn't see him.
The person who came in was obviously a subordinate, and he muttered in his mouth: "Oh, my little ancestor, what are you making trouble, if you don't eat, you won't eat, why did you vomit it all, this is a waste of food, Madam knows, you have to suffer." ”
Then he threw down a cloth and took away all the food, leaving the pair of vomit on the ground.
The little boy cried and cried, and his stomach cried again. The sour and astringent smell of vomit fermented in the room, and the little boy didn't react as if he was used to it.
Su Changyan wanted to pick up the rag, but found that he couldn't touch anything, so he could only watch it all like an outsider.
The little boy cried for a long time and finally stopped, squatting on the ground to silently clean up the vomit, and his movements were unusually skillful. Then he walked out with the broken bowl, followed by Su Changyan.
Walking and walking to the lake, I saw the little boy take out a broken bowl and scoop water in the lake, scoop a bowl, and drink it with a bang, scoop and scoop, and drink four or five bowls, his stomach was swollen, and then he lay on the grass by the lake.
Su Changyan wanted to step forward and pick him up, but he still couldn't touch him. When his slender fingers brushed his cheeks, Su Changyan felt as if his fingers were wet by something, what wet his fingers, obviously he couldn't touch something here.
Su Changyan raised his hand in front of his eyes, and a few drops of water fell on his fingers.
This, as if, is, their own tears.
It turns out that I still have tears.
Su Changyan felt a headache again, he knew that the scene was going to change again, and he closed his eyes very calmly this time, because he was eager to know what happened to the little boy.
When I opened my eyes again, in another room, it was much warmer, and the warm earth dragon was burning, different from the previous room that seemed to be magnificent, but was actually cold and abnormally cold, this is the place to live.
This time there were a little more people, and a red-haired red figure sat inside the curtain, and the little boy who was still wearing a jacket of indistinguishable color knelt outside the curtain.
There were many servants standing next to him, both men and women, but Su Changyan couldn't see their faces clearly, he could only see the boy's appearance clearly.
When Su Changyan looked at the curtain, his eyes flashed with red light.
The little boy knelt on the ground without saying a word, and a subordinate spoke: "Madam, the slave maid saw the second young master beat the eldest young master with her own eyes." ”
The red figure didn't speak, and the ringing head didn't shake for a moment.
The little boy spoke: "I didn't, he wanted to rob my jade pendant." ”
The people around laughed and said, "Do you have anything worth thinking about our eldest young master, don't put gold on your face." ”
The red figure seemed to raise her hand, took off the long fingers, and then touched something, it turned out that she was still holding a boy in her arms, and the hands were so gentle that they were comforting the most precious treasure.
Madame did not speak, but comforted the boy in her arms, and the child who was kneeling on the ground was still kneeling there.
"Go and kneel at the door for two hours, and tonight's dinner will be free." If you have the strength to fight, you must have eaten too much. Madame finally spoke.
The moment Su Changyan heard that voice, he felt that the blood in his whole body was surging to his head, his eyes became blood-red, he suddenly rushed over, opened the curtain, and there was nothing in it.
When he looked out of the curtain, there was no one in an instant.
There was black coming at him again.
Enough, what the hell is this place.
Su Changyan ran out angrily, running and running, it was all pitch black and he couldn't see anything, but Su Changyan seemed to have been here, skillfully bypassing the obstacles and coming to the lake.
I saw that the entire surface of the lake was glowing with black light, and there seemed to be a black breath in the air.
Maybe he was suppressed by anger, this time Su Changyan was not defeated by the terrible sleepiness, he opened his eyes deadly, his whole eyes were blood-red, the jade crown on his head was crooked to the side, hanging obliquely on his head, and his hair was scattered and flying.
The whole person did not regain the original immortal energy, but was shrouded in red light, blood red and blood red, like the fire of original sin that was immortal in the demon wild.
Then the little boy reappeared, still in the same jacket, and he walked on the little bridge, just as he had seen it at first sight.
The boy's face was filled with tears, and there were traces of white tears evaporating on his little face that had been red from the cold.
The child was crying as he walked on the bridge, and as he walked, he suddenly ran up and fell off one of his shoes.
The little feet were exposed, and the toes were covered with red chilblains, some of which were crusting, and some of which were suppurating and ulcerating.
"Mother, mother......" The child called, and suddenly walked out of the pavilion, Su Changyan suddenly felt that his heart was pulled by something, and watched the little boy walk step by step into the water.
I saw that the lake was wrapped in circles of black mist, as if all the black haze was emanating from the lake.
"Don't, don't!" Su Changyan shouted, but his throat was hoarse, and he couldn't make a sound at all.
Step by step, the child walked towards the lake, muttering, "Mother, mother." ”
Su Changyan felt his heart twitch, and wanted to call out to the child to stop him, but after opening his mouth, he still couldn't make any sound, and the hand that rushed over could only pass through the boy's body.
Some strange words that came out of nowhere rushed into his mind, washing over his sea of knowledge.
"Hehe, I offended Steward Wang, so I can only come to serve this lord, it's really bad luck. ”
"If you say that it is the master, it is to promote him, and it sounds like the second young master, but in fact, it is a wild seed that no one cares about. ”
"I heard that his grandfather was a heinous man, but his mother was very beautiful and was taken by the master. ”
"His mother looks like a demon, no wonder she died at a young age. ”
"He is also a bad star, born on Halloween, and killed his mother when he was born. ”
"Wild seeds. ”
"Demons. ”
"Calamity. ”
Su Changyan's eyes became blood-red, and the red face was about to drip blood in the next moment, and his handsome face was full of gloom at the moment, and there was no trace of blood and anger on his pale face.
His hands covered his head, the white hair crown rolled down, and the black black hair instantly spread out, like a big black hand tightly wrapped Su Changyan from behind, and his whole person was buried deep in the dark, unable to extricate himself or call for help.
I can only move forward step by step, and I can also walk step by step towards the dark center of the lake.
"Come here, my child, my mother has been waiting for you for a long time. ”
"Child, you have suffered, it is all because your mother is not good, and this time your mother will no longer leave you alone. ”
"Yan'er, my good boy, you have been very tired by yourself all these years. ”
Su Changyan vaguely saw that in the center of the lake, there was a familiar figure, her body exuded a warm light, her eyes were full of love, and her voice was like gentle and full of love.
"Mother. Su Changyan couldn't help but call. The blood in his eyes gradually faded, and Su Changyan opened his arms and continued to walk towards the figure in the center of the lake step by step.
"Come on, my child. The figure in the middle of the lake kept calling.
At the beginning, Su Changyan was a little hesitant, but that figure was so familiar that it completely coincided with his memory.
At this moment, I can't take care of so much, I can only move forward step by step, wanting to grasp and make up for what I once lacked.
Tears flowed down, Su Changyan didn't notice that he started to cry, and he didn't notice that the tears were actually red.
He still stubbornly kept his eyes open, not wanting to miss the figure for a moment.
"My good boy, come and let my mother see you, you have grown so big. ”
Step by step, the scene in front of me became clearer, this familiar feeling, this long-lost warmth, I really want to leave everything and go with my mother.
Thinking like this, Su Changyan's steps became more firm, as long as he took one step, he could see clearly, and as long as he took another step, he could hug that familiar figure.