3. The body is like a glass heart, and the wish is to hope for Chang'an (12)
This is the parents he has been thinking about for a long time, Changqin does not have a trace of real feeling at this time. Parents, what a distant and unattainable title! How many times, when he was humiliated, when he wanted to cry without tears, when he tossed and turned in his midnight dreams, he was alone in his heart and silently whispered this jerky name, and now, in front of people, he could not recall it.
It turned out that all these years of loneliness and desolation were not indifferent, but he couldn't help but complain, after all, he still had a dead knot in his heart!
Changqin's face darkened suddenly, he turned sideways to avoid Yue Tiange's fingers, lowered his eyes, and said coldly: "Then why do you still abandon me on Chongwu Mountain, ignore it, ignore it!"
Zhu Rong stepped forward with heavy eyes, that is, she was stopped by Yue Tiange, she was silent for a moment, and said softly: "Qin'er is annoyed? It's because your father and mother are not good, they can't protect you, and you are captured by the Emperor of the Water God, and you have been separated from your parents since you were a child, and you must have suffered a lot!"
She sighed to the sky and laughed at herself: "What's the use of being beautiful, it's just a red face and a curse!" Back then, I apprenticed with the Fire God Emperor and the Water God Emperor to seek art, wishing Rong Shenjun as the senior brother, Gonggong Shenjun as the second senior brother, I am the youngest, the latest to get started, and I am the little junior sister. The three brothers and sisters have been together day and night for more than a thousand years, and they are in their youth, and they first know love, so they naturally give birth to a lot of lovesick debts of teenagers.
I admired the steady and domineering senior brother, but I inadvertently hurt the fiery second senior brother, and it hurt him deeply, making him desperate and crazy for a while, and it was difficult to control himself. It can be seen that sometimes, meeting is not necessarily fate, perhaps, it is still a debt!
Later, when I returned from school, I married Zhurong Shenjun, who was in love with each other, and gave birth to a son, who is you, Qin'er.
On the day of your fiftieth birthday banquet, Gonggong suddenly broke in, sneak attack and robbed you, Zhurong Shenjun immediately chased out, fought with Gonggong, and fought Yan Mountain. Your father was wounded by the 900 demon generals brought by the co-workers, and almost died, and he fought in the mountains, and he was in retreat for a hundred years before he was able to recover. Since then, your father and I have searched for you everywhere in heaven and earth, in the barren mountains and rivers, looking for you, and inquiring about your life and death. In the blink of an eye, more than 2,000 years have passed. Luckily, God has eyes, and today, finally, we see you again!"
Zhu Rong said gloomily: "Ah Yue, I don't blame you for this, I never blame you." ”
Changqin was stunned for a long time, raised his eyes suddenly, and stared at his mother's cheeks wet with tears due to excitement, at a loss.
Changqin knew that his so-called 'resentment' could not withstand the shaking of a cent, as long as his mother said a reason, even if it was fabricated, he would believe it, and he was convinced. No, even if there is no reason, as long as his father and mother still recognize him and want him, he will forgive them. Because, he needs this love so much, he longs for it to his bones, and he is obsessed with it.
Seeing him like this, Yue Tiange smiled gently: "Good boy, come, call Grandma, I haven't heard you call for more than 2,000 years!"
Changqin opened his mouth and called softly: "Mother......"
Yue Tiange burst into tears and smiled: "Hey!
This 'mother' was like a thunderbolt, suddenly blowing up the heart embankment that Changqin had deposited for many years, and thousands of thoughts and grievances suddenly rushed like a monstrous flood, and he threw himself into Yue Tiange's arms, unable to help crying bitterly.
That embrace is so warm, soft, fragrant, intoxicating, nostalgic, is this what it feels like to be a mother? In this world, it is good to have a mother of your own!
He cried, Yue Tiange hugged him, patted him on the shoulder, and comforted him softly, as if he was comforting the baby in the cradle.
He indulged in his mother's arms, reluctant to come out, and snuggled tightly to her heart, as if he wanted to make up for all the maternal love that had been lost for so many years.
For a long time, for a long time, he couldn't bear to leave.
Zhu Rong walked over and said, "Your cultivation is good, you would rather die than give in, and you should do what your husband does." Just about to walk out, he paused again and said: "It's just that the murderous aura of the death order is too heavy, so don't sacrifice it again in the future." ”
Changqin bowed his head and said, "Yes, the child remembers." ”
Yue Tiange hurriedly said: "The latter sentence can be remembered, but the first sentence must not be remembered, what is called 'I would rather die than give in, and should do what the big husband does'! If you don't die, where is there a big husband! Don't listen to him, your father is talking nonsense! Son, remember, no matter when and where, life is the most important thing, if there is no life, there will be nothing, do you hear it, remember, remember!"
Zhu Rong smiled indifferently and said, "Listen to your mother." ”
Say it, and it's out.
Changqin also smiled and replied: "Yes, the child obeys his mother's teachings. ”
Mother's temperament is really similar to Ah Yu, he likes to watch Ah Yu's mischievous coquettishness and nonsense, it turns out that it is a subconscious reliving and remembering of his mother in the haze of childhood.
The moonlight is as clear as water, the bamboo shadow under the moon is mottled, swaying, and the wind marks are shallow.
Where is Ah Yu now? Is he doing well? Are you unhappy? Is there any danger? Is there any distress?
He didn't know anything about this, Changqin thought in frustration.
He missed another opportunity to shelter her, always like this, every time at the most critical time, when she needed him the most, he just missed the moment to protect her, he really hated! Hate himself for being so useless, useless, and untrustworthy!
"Why, can't you sleep? Tell your mother, what do you want?" Yue Tiange sat down side by side with him and said gently.
Changqin turned her head and looked at her mother. Fortunately, he finally found his biological parents, and they loved him like this. It seems that God still treats him very well.
He was satisfied.
Yue Tiange thought for a moment, and then asked with a smile: "Let Weiniang guess, do you want to think about my future daughter-in-law?"
Changqin's face was shy, and he said in a low voice: "Mother, that girl and I have no alliance yet. ”
Yue Tiange nodded and said, "Haven't caught up yet?" She patted Changqin's shoulder and encouraged: "It doesn't matter, sooner or later! My son is so good, handsome, high-class, strong-cultivated, and good-behaved, where to find such a good son-in-law, the whole world, that is, my son! If she has a heart, she will definitely fall for you." ”
She analyzed seriously: "However, this chasing girl also requires skill. You are a boy, you have to take the initiative, be bold, don't be afraid of this and that, scruples come and go and waste the opportunity in vain, and then the girl will run away with others, and there will be no regrets. The first to start is strong, and then to suffer, eat dumplings first and then drink soup!
For example, when your father chased me, he was called a domineering person, and when he came up, he told me bluntly: 'Ah Yue, I have taken a fancy to you. What about you, will you come with me?'
Just this sentence has moved my heart for most of my life, and now that I think about it, I still feel hot on my face! For this sentence, I have followed your father for so many years, and I have kept all the suitors of Wuyang and Wuyang out of my heart. My heartbeat, in this life and in this life, is only for him. ”
Changqin said in her heart, Mother didn't know, but at this time, it was too late. In Ah Yu's heart, he had already put on the sentence for another man, 'I have a crush on you.' What about you, will you come with me?'
Perhaps, he should let go.
If you don't let go, you will get into your heart and eventually work together. Let go, and know that it is the long qin.
When the love is strong, it is not lovesick.