(22) Twins
In the early morning, it rained in Dengzhou, and the fog and rain fell gently, staining the entire Dengzhou city with a cloud of smoke and rain.
Most of the guests in the inn today avoided in the inn and did not go out, in the last wing room on the second floor to the left, a woman was so hungry that she opened her eyes, and when she got used to a somewhat unfamiliar environment, she quietly glanced at the man beside her, the man's familiar cheeks, familiar breath~
She moved her body slightly, her waist was a little sore, and the roots between her legs, there was still some tearing pain, she exhaled softly, feeling the warmth from the man next to her, a smile appeared on her face, and then she closed her eyes again, enduring hunger and preparing to sleep.
Yesterday, she only called the inn's junior two to send breakfast to eat~
The summer rain came and went quickly, and it didn't take long for the rain outside to stop, and the streets were still a little wet, but they couldn't resist the enthusiasm of the vendors, and the streets along the street were filled with stalls in a short time, and the pedestrians on the road gradually increased.
Fan Gongzi has woken up from his sleep, he looked at the person in his arms, stunned, all the memories of last night in his mind poured out, the tips of his ears were slowly dyed red, but his hands hugged the person in his arms tightly, looking at the little pale face of the person in his arms, the ghost kissed him and kissed her twice, then let her go, he hugged An Yue, and wanted to close his eyes and rest for a while, but unfortunately his stomach didn't want him to rest, he was hungry.
Fan Gongzi reluctantly let go of the person in his arms, got up lightly to find the long shirt that was thrown away last night and put on his boots, and then turned around and gently covered the thin quilt on the beautiful woman on the bed, and reached out to touch her little face, he thought of himself last night~
The gentleness and comfort at the beginning and then the rude and strong ~ later
Thinking of her for the first time, I really am~
Pity the fragrance and cherish the jade?
He looked at An Yue and was a little embarrassed to come.
He thinks that he doesn't pity the fragrance and cherishes the jade, but he~
It was the first time he had entered a woman's body, and he had little experience. In addition, it has been two years, she doesn't know how many days and nights he has spent in the past two years, when he solves it with the five-fingered girl, he will think of her and will yearn for her~
Plus her body is really attractive~
And he, well, has saved up his "strength" for too long, and he didn't put his mind to it last night, and he wanted to use it up!
Fan Gongzi thought about it and smiled on his face.
Then he went to the dresser to tidy up his scattered green silk at random, and then glanced at An Yue on the bed, and then went out of the room.
He walked down from the second floor and asked Xiao Er what time it was, and when Xiao Er saw that it was the eldest son of the Fan family, he told him earnestly that it was already noon, he nodded, and ordered Xiao Er to prepare water and lunch for washing.
Xiao Er brought the water first, and was just about to go upstairs to serve him to wash, but was stopped by Fan Gongzi, who was waiting in the stairwell.
He thought that An Yue was still resting, so don't disturb her.
Then let the little second brother go to the backyard of the inn to find a side room, wash up, and the little second brother brought lunch over again, put it on the table in the side room, and waited for him to eat.
The doors and windows of the backyard wing room were opened, and Fan Gongzi ate slowly, and ate a few more bites.
The air in the backyard of the inn seemed to be a little lightly moist, and there was a faint sweetness in the humidity.
The person upstairs had already opened his eyes when he left, she moved her body that was still a little sore, endured the soreness, endured hunger and got up, went to find her dress and slowly put it on, put on embroidered shoes, and walked to the dresser step by step, with some fine pain in her body every step she took, but fortunately she could still endure it.
She combed the green silk with a comb on the dresser and coiled the grate.
Fan Wenshu finished lunch and went up to the second floor, he walked to the side room, gently pushed the door open, and never thought that he thought that the woman who was still sleeping had woken up.
The woman was sitting at the table and glanced back at him.
Fan Wenshu was suddenly a little embarrassed, he coughed twice, entered the wing room and closed the door with his backhand, and then walked towards An Yue, "Are you hungry?"
An Yue shook his head and pretended to be calm: "I'm a little hungry, I want to wash~"
Her voice was a little hoarse.
Fan Wenshu nodded, Xu was embarrassed, Xu was embarrassed, Xu didn't know how to speak for a while, the two of them tacitly pretended to be fine, but the clenched fist under his sleeve and the red mark on her neck were enough to prove that what happened last night really happened.
Xiao Er came with a wooden basin with warm water after a while, An Yue washed up, and Xiao Er brought lunch again, and she chewed and ate slowly.
Fan Wenshu sat opposite her and stared at her, not letting go of anything.
It's very strange that the person in front of him is obviously a person he deliberately doesn't want to think about in his heart in the past two years, and he doesn't want to mention it.
It's also obvious that she has been eating and blaming her for giving her purse to other men.
But now that I'm looking at her like this, I think of what happened to the two of them on the bed last night~
seems to be like this, and the resentment, anger, and blame he has accumulated in the past two years have been washed away.
At this moment, his eyes are full of her.
He looked at her eating, at her not delicate fingers, at her thin and shaved shoulders, at the red marks on her neck, at her slightly red and swollen lips, at the dark blue under the corners of her eyes, and at her slightly pale cheeks~
Slightly pale cheeks?
He suddenly thought about whether she was because of last night~
Still have some pain in your body?
Thinking of last night, he thought of last night's incident again, the hand hidden under the table, pinched, let go, and squeezed again~
Last night, it was true that he was too violent and too unrestrained! Last night, at the end, she begged him over and over again with a sad face~
He's just that~
Let her go~
Fan Wenshu felt a little guilty in his heart, but his body reacted inexplicably, he lowered his head and stretched out a hand to pour himself a cup of herbal tea on the table, and took a sip.
An Yue glanced at him, didn't speak, and continued to eat the food on her table, she was really hungry, starving to death.
Fan Wenshu poured another cup and drank it, and poured another glass and drank it~
Finally waited until she put down the chopsticks, he took another sip of the herbal tea in the cup, he sat opposite her, he stared at her, there was a little guilt, a little distress, a little nervousness, a little nervousness, he hung his head, and then said: "Last night, it was me who was a fierce wave~"
An Yue was stunned for a moment, and also lowered his head, hiding his shyness, nervousness, apprehension, helplessness and anger.
Do you still know your waves?
Didn't you almost take her life?
I know that she is the first time and I don't know how to be temperate and gentle?
An Yue's complicated eyes turned and turned, thinking in his heart that if he changed to the girl he liked, he was afraid that he would be much gentler?
She thought of the Miao girl she saw yesterday, Miao girl~
Ha ha~
What if it's a Miao girl?
The emotions in her eyes were even more complicated, thinking of Miss Miao, she only felt bitter in her heart, and when she thought that he was about to get married, she only felt more and more bitter and bitter in her heart, she gritted her teeth.
After a while, he raised his head, changed into a calm and indifferent face, changed into a pair of plain eyes, and said, "Nothing happened last night, it's just that I drank too much." ”
Fan Wenshu looked up at her, stunned, nothing happened?
Waited for her answer, but she said that nothing happened?
He stared at her calm and uncaring face, stared at her very flat eyes, and really wanted to grab her somewhat emaciated shoulders and ask her, did nothing happen? What is the red mark on your neck?
Who was under me last night and begging for mercy?
Didn't anything happen?
Nothing happens?
No, everything has happened, you're already my man!
But it was quiet in the room, he didn't do anything, he didn't say anything.
What does she mean?
Do you want to admit that you have done such an intimate thing with him and go to Wuyu together?
He felt bitter in his heart, and he remembered the days with him in Luqiao Town, in the past, they were also very intimate, and they also had skin to skin, but later~
But then the purse she embroidered went into the arms of another man.
Fan Wenshu felt bitter in his heart, but he also pretended not to care, and said: "Okay, I listen to you, you are right, nothing happened to us." ”
After speaking, he felt more and more bitter in his heart, and his depression was also raised by three points.
He suddenly wanted to laugh bitterly.
An Yue lowered her head, feeling also uncomfortable, she didn't know why she said that, but she had already said it, and it was difficult to take it away.
But~
The two of them really should act as if nothing had happened.
He's about to get married.
I was really bad, I knew that he was going to get married, but I still had to come to him.
came to find him, at first she just thought that it would be good to meet him, but she really saw him, and thought about drinking a few glasses of wine, pretending to be drunk and jumping into his arms to hug him, but she really hugged him, and thought about pulling him to the bed and holding herself to sleep, but when she really got to the bed, she thought about seducing him to sleep and asked him to him~
People, they are really greedy, and in the final analysis, they are still doing things because of their own greed and greed.
A wry smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and she didn't know why she was so greedy, so pretentious, and so contradictory, obviously she wanted him to be responsible, but what could she say~
In fact, she really thought, so much that he could say, "Did nothing happen?" Obviously, it happened, you are already my person, I am responsible for you, okay? Shall I marry you and enter the door?"
She suddenly wanted to cry and laugh loudly~
Last night~
She thought that he should also have his own in his heart~
And this morning, he also kissed himself~
But she always has delusions.
Even if it is again and again~
Her eyes suddenly turned red~
In the end, he is too greedy and asks for his own hardship.
However, last night, she did not regret it.
He used to be so gentle and considerate to her, but he hurt her again~
Her heart is painful, her life is like a complete drill into the tip of the horns, even if she lives again, as long as she looks at him one more time, she will never be able to get out again.
Some people in this life may like a person to the extreme, like to the point of hysteria.
Even if the years change, even if you are scarred, even if you can't get it, even if you feel distressed, you will still like it.
She sniffed softly and quietly, admonishing herself to be calm, to be calm~
After calming down for a while, she thought about the situation of the two of them again, yes~
He has already made a marriage~
She admonished herself to be calm, to be calm, and then, pretending to be in a hurry to leave, said, "I'll pack my bags and go home later." ”
Will you go home later?
Can't wait?
Hearing her say this, the pain in Fan Wenshu's heart surged more and more, he opened his mouth and opened his mouth again, and also warned himself to calm down, "I heard my attendant say, you came to look for me, do you have something important to tell me personally?"
An Yue shook his head lightly, and nodded again, "It's just that Mr. Zhou came to see you in person~"
What does Mr. Zhou mean?
Fan Wenshu looked up at the person in front of him, and saw that she hung her head slightly, because she hung her head and couldn't see the emotions in her eyes, but she could look at her still bright little face, very calm.
Is the person in front of him still the little man under him last night?
The little man under him last night was delicate, delicate, delicate, shy, delicate, and pityful, but now she looks cold, calm, and cold~
He didn't know why a person could become so fast, why did she have two faces, and what kind of woman was she?
What did she want? The years of the two getting along in his memory became clearer, mixed with the events of last night and circulating in his mind, in the end, he didn't know her well enough, he didn't know her better, and he didn't ask her personally~
He thought of another person, the woman who was also born with good looks, and who was also like this when he created a false impression for himself, and after he expressed his heart, he told him that he liked the man next to him.
But he, he no longer wants to hear An Yue also say that he loves the man next to him.
His heart became more and more uncomfortable.
He wanted to ask her out loud what she meant.
What does that mean?
If you want to act as if nothing happened, why did you seduce me last night?
And back then, why did you have such an intimate relationship with yourself, but in the blink of an eye, the purse you embroidered with your own hands ended up in the arms of another man? Why? Why? What do you think? What kind of woman are you?
But now he is no longer the hairy boy who was seventeen years old, and even if he knows that he is uncomfortable, he will tell himself to forget it, forget it, she can do whatever she wants~
His emotions are better and better, and the eldest noble son of the Fan family, who is getting older, is becoming more and more like a real noble son.
He opened his mouth again, and his voice was calm, "Is Mr. Zhou okay?"
Also, what happened to you and Granny Niu's third son? This is what he wants to ask more, but he won't take the initiative to ask.
An Yue nodded, "Mr. Zhou is very good. ”
"That's fine. Fan Wenshu nodded.
"I don't teach at the academy anymore, I opened a restaurant by myself~"
An Yue thought for a while, and then said: "I opened that restaurant thanks to the help of Granny Niu's family, Granny Niu has met a lot of cooks in the town, and the third master of her family knows a lot of ways, my restaurant is thanks to their help, otherwise, it wouldn't have been so smooth~"
Granny Niu's family?
When Fan Wenshu heard this, his handsome face turned cold.
His tone became a little stiff, deliberately changing the topic, and said, "Have you ever visited this Dengzhou City?"
Why don't I take you to see it, there are many more types of candied fruit here than in Luqiao Town, and you should love it.
An Yue hung her head, raised her head again, took a look, and happened to see his somewhat cold face, listening to his blunt words, she thought about it and said, "Yesterday, I went shopping." ”
She originally wanted to tell him about her recent situation in the past two years, and then ask him about his recent situation in the past two years, but she saw that he changed the topic~
Forget it, he probably doesn't want to know how she has been doing in the past two years.
She thought of walking around Dengzhou City yesterday, remembered the Miss Miao she met yesterday, remembered the Miss Miao she saw, and remembered the letters~
A hint of food rose in her heart, but her face looked more and more calm, and she said, "Yesterday I walked around the streets of Dengzhou City, and when I was buying pastries, I saw a young lady, who was light, gentle and vulgar, and very beautiful~"
She thought about it, glanced at him and said, "You beauties in Dengzhou City are really beautiful~"
Fan Wenshu nodded, "The girls in Dengzhou City are not bad, and some young ladies are also well-born. ”
Where would he know that An Yue is thinking carefully now, he is just saying truthfully according to the appearance of the young lady he has seen in Dengzhou City over the years.
"Well, Dengzhou City is a state capital in the end, it is rich and prosperous here, and there will naturally be many good-looking girls~"
An Yue replied flatly.
What are you compared to them?
What are you compared to Miss Miao?
He said that the girls in Dengzhou City are not bad, and some young ladies are also well~
That's right, some young ladies are also well-born, and Miss Miao is also well~
Compared to Miss Miao, what are you?
She doesn't even have a decent Luo skirt?
She pretended to be calm and said again: "There are so many good-looking girls, and there are so many talented girls, compared to me, I am nothing~"
Fan Wenshu frowned when he heard her say this, "Don't say that, you're also fine." ”
An Yue heard his words, but the corners of his mouth showed a wry smile, and when he got up with his head towards him, he pushed open the window and glanced at it.
She looked out the window and said softly: "Do you want to prepare for the examination to gain fame? Work hard, and don't waste all your talents." ”
Fan Wenshu also looked out the window with her gaze, "It's time to prepare." ”
"In the future, have you ever thought about where you will become an official in the future?"
"I haven't been admitted to the Jinshi yet, I don't know~"
"There's always a place you want to go~"
"None of this is for me to decide. ”
"If you can stay in the capital, it's good, I haven't been to the capital yet, I have only heard others talk about it, the wealth and prosperity of the capital, the talented and beautiful, the noble daughter of the Houmen, if you can stay, stay it." ”
"Besides, I don't know if I'll be able to pass the test. A forced smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.
"Believe you, you can definitely pass the test. ”
An Yue thought of Fan Wenshu's talent, and thought of the past when the two of them chanted poems together, filling in words and painting~
Memories slowly came up, and some of the gloom slowly dissipated in her heart, and a faint soft color slowly appeared on her face.
Seeing her say this with such certainty, Fan Wenshu showed a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and said, "Okay, I believe what you say." ”
An Yue glanced at him, saw a faint smile on his face, and showed a faint smile himself.
Fan Wenshu also smiled when he saw her, and when he saw that she was still a little pale, he said, "Do you want to sleep for a while?" ”
Take a nap?
An Yue shook her head, remembering that she had just said that she was going back to Luqiao Town, she stood up and said with a calm and casual expression: "Come to think of it, I still have to go home, I'll go pack my things first, and I may have to trouble you to help Gu Gu send me in a reliable carriage." ”
Then, without waiting for Fan Wenshu to answer, she moved and turned to go to the cabinet.
Fan Wenshu looked at her back and opened his mouth, just like this, he wanted to go home?
Can~
Don't leave~
He lowered his head, but showed a wry smile, the expression on his face was more ugly than crying, thinking that she was rushing home like this~
Forget it, she's happy, if she wants to go back, let's go back.
"Okay, I'll take care of a reliable carriage. ”
Fan Wenshu stood up, glanced at An Yue again, then walked out of the door of the wing, and closed the door with his hand, he looked at the closed door, sighed, stood at the door of the wing, sighed again, and went downstairs.
An Yue, who had already walked to the cabinet, heard the movement, first smiled reluctantly, then smiled bitterly, and then his eyes turned red.
Since the fate of the two has long been known, why should they force it again and again?
He has already made a marriage, and when he marries a wife, he is loving and loving, and he is doing well, and he is also good.
An Yue suddenly raised his chin and forced back the tears that were about to gush out.
On the official road of Dengzhou, the luxurious carriages are full of fragrance, and the clothes are thin.
At the door of an inn, the woman who had already packed her luggage and settled the account, and the woman who was standing outside the inn with her burden and saying goodbye to Fan Wenshu had a faint smile on her face.
Xu was about to part, her voice softened a lot, "In the future, you can take your wife and children to Luqiao Town to play~"
After getting married, he is not what she can think.
She wouldn't have anything to do with any man who already had a wife and concubine, and she didn't want to share him with others.
Even if the status is humble, there will be "wishful thinking"!
Fan Wenshu stared at her, she had a faint smile on her face, her smile was so gentle, her voice was so gentle, her face was so bright, her figure was so exquisite, everything was so beautiful, but now she was standing in front of him, and her mouth was saying goodbye and leaving.
An Yue smiled as gently as possible in front of him, looking at his face, as if he wanted to remember him deeply in his mind and engrave it in his heart, and then the corners of his mouth pulled out a deep smile, turned around and got into the carriage, she sat in the carriage, opened the curtain, and said softly, "I'm leaving~"
Fan Wenshu saw her poking her head out and nodded.
She lowered the curtain and said, "Let's go." ”
The coachman who drove the horse drove and drove away.
Fan Wenshu looked at the carriage in the distance, and the sound of the carriage was like autumn rain hitting the glazed tiles on the roof~
The ground on the official road swept the reflection of a very elegant carriage.
In the early autumn, Dengzhou City is still so prosperous, with an endless stream of pedestrians, indifferent and comfortable smiles, the autumn breeze blowing gently, the flags of the signboards and flags at the entrance of the shops and inns flying rhythmically, and the carriages coming and turning away, but the brutal sunlight that came out again still sprinkled on the carriage.
In a departing carriage, a woman held a burden that the man gave herself before saying goodbye, she slowly opened the baggage, and saw that there were two good jade ointments and two bottles of good gold sore medicine inside, her face turned red, and she instantly thought of something, and suddenly reached out and touched the red mark on her neck, when she was dressing up in front of the dresser this morning, why didn't she see this red mark in the bronze mirror.
She touched the red mark, looked at the two jade ointments and the best gold sore medicine, and there was still a trace of pain at the base of her leg.
She touched the good gold medicine again, suddenly laughed, and then cried again~
That year, it was raining lightly in the south of the Yangtze River, and in the teahouse, the man in white was scorching, and he had a glimpse.
That year, the streets of the town, dripping rain, under the oil-paper umbrella~
In fact, from beginning to end, I just want to be with you, why is it so uncomfortable~
Obviously relive a life, know that it is impossible, know that this is wrong, and know that he shouldn't still miss him~
But he still fell into his tenderness, but he still wanted to have it desperately, even if it was only short-lived.
The people who come and go in Dengzhou City are still dressed in brocade robes, laughing and noisy, the sound of selling comes and goes, there are wine flags waving in the wind everywhere, the warblers sing and swallow dance, the peach and willow green, the stalls along the street are surrounded by crowds, the fragrant pastries are fragrant for ten miles, the temples filled with cigarettes in the distance, the pavilions and pavilions stand.
At night, Fan Fuzhong.
A man in white was so drunk in the room that no one knew how tangled and lost he was.
Xu was drunk at night, his emotions were completely released and collapsed, and his inferior nature also broke out, and his mouth began to mumble, one day, one day~