Uniqueness (7)
"You can't trust such a thing as fortune telling. Chen Feng opened his mouth and comforted her.
Yan Qiuluo shook his head and said, "The neighbors around me all believe it, seeing me is like seeing a broom star, I didn't have a good time here in those years." ”
She exhaled, her parents had just died a few years ago, and the neighbors around her were pointing fingers at her, as if her parents had died of illness and it was really her fault.
Actually, what went wrong was good, and what did she do?
It's a pity that people in the world sometimes have to believe the reasons they have given themselves, to accuse her of a broom star who killed her parents, and then tell their children to stay away from her and not play with her.
"When I was young, fortunately I didn't care much about other people's eyes and gossip, and I remember what my mother said before she died, I must live. ”
"yes, you have to live......"
Yan Qiuluo sarcastically mocked herself in her heart, she was really stupid and extreme in her previous life, she set herself on fire for a feeling, and burned herself to death with the child in her belly.
But she was like that at the beginning, and now that she thinks about it, she can't blame herself for being stupid.
It's just an orphan girl, or an orphan girl who is hated by the neighbors around her, and finally thought that she had met someone who was good to her, someone she liked, and she wanted to catch it fiercely, but how did you know it would be like that?
She looked at Chen Feng, looked at this familiar face, and sighed.
"Later, I packed my luggage and went to a restaurant in the north of the city to work as a handyman, the owner of the restaurant has some relationship with my parents, they are good, resist the gossip of the neighbors around me and take me in, these years have been very good to me, never deducted me half a point. ”
Yan Qiuluo's expression was very indifferent, and his tone was very calm, as if he was talking about someone else's business.
Indeed, for her, these things are already things in her previous life, and now when she talks about it, it is quite a bit like watching other people's stories and telling other people's stories.
"I stayed in the restaurant for a few years, learned a little about how to behave, saved a little silver, and went back home. ”
"The neighbors around me still don't like me, and when I go out to buy groceries, they all have to avoid me, but what?
Chen Feng looked at her calm gaze, thinking that it was not easy for an orphan girl to live in this world, and she had to be treated like this by the neighbors around her.
Gossip in this world can lead to a person's death, she is still a weak woman, and it is rare to bear these silently and live strongly.
"Why don't you go back to the capital? When you go to the capital, you can always get some protection. "There are three fires in front of the prime minister, she is the blood of a big family, and when she returns to the capital, she will not have difficulties in this Lujiang County.
Chen Feng put forward his own opinions, hoping that she would listen to them a thing or two.
Hearing the capital, Yan Qiuluo's eyes became a little mocking.
"On the other side of the capital, I'm afraid that the matter of my parents is a joke for the two families, not to mention that they are not from the eldest lady, what protection can I have if I go? They have long been disconnected from the family, and I am just an outsider when I go, maybe I haven't had a good time here." ”
She was right, if she really found it, even if her grandfather remembered her blood and took her home, would she be better off in that home?
Big families and family valves are not necessarily good for a wild girl like her who grew up outside.
If she doesn't find it back, when she knows her identity, her grandfather may feel a little guilty when he thinks of her bloodline, and he will secretly help her.
Yan Qiuluo paused, thinking that Chen Feng was also kind, she put away her mocking eyes, tried her best to calm her eyes, and then lowered her eyes, staring at Chen Feng faintly with watery light, and said a little mischievously: "I used to feel that my life was bleak, and the days in this world were hard enough, and it was not interesting to live in the world, but now it is different." ”
Hearing Yan Qiuluo's words, Chen Feng's heart jumped inexplicably, and before he could calm down, Yan Qiuluo spoke again.
"It's different now, because ah, I met you. ”
After she finished speaking, she wanted to wink at Chen Feng mischievously, but as soon as she blinked, tears fell.
The memories of her previous life came flooding back, and the man in front of her, the man she loved deeply, the man she hated, the man who misunderstood, was now sitting alive in front of her.
At the end of autumn and the beginning of winter that year, the first snow was coming, he said that he wanted to go home, and he would come to ask her to marry her, and she was happy like a child, and stood by the door frame in front of the courtyard and watched him go away quietly, full of joy and waited for him to return and ask to marry her.
However, no one expected that that scene would become the last time they saw him in their previous life.
In fact, after returning from rebirth, when she saw him for the first time and saved him, she was already excited and wanted to cry.
But she has endured it, pretending to be light and breezy to get along with him, it would be better if he didn't ask, as soon as he asked, she couldn't help it anymore when she thought of those things.
The fountain of tears was opened, and she cried more and more sadly, pear blossoms brought rain, and the girl who was already wearing an off-white Luo skirt was particularly desolate when she cried.
Her appearance frightened Chen Feng a lot, he didn't coax the girl, and he was in a hurry for a while.
The girl in front of him was his benefactor, and now he was so weak and pitiful, he thought of what the girl said before crying, and his already pity heart was added to three points, and he was soft-hearted and protected for a while, so he coaxed.
There was a charcoal basin in the open space of the room, and a charcoal fire was baking in the charcoal basin, the windows were closed very tightly, and the door was slightly hidden, so that no cold wind could blow in.
The room was very warm, and he carefully patted Yan Qiuluo's back in his arms, and smelled a faint fragrance.
The sunlight shone on Yan Qiuluo's hair grate through the window covered with white paper, and she could see that her hair was very soft, the tips of his ears were red, Chen Feng's breathing was a little nervous, and his heart was beating faster and faster.
He comforted her like this, it seemed a little inappropriate, a little ambiguous.
Yan Qiuluo cried for a while, and when she saw that he was a little red and the tips of her ears were a little red, she robbed while it was hot and sobbed: "Have you thought about the conditions that you promised with your body?"
She bit her red lip lightly, and her two big eyes were full of tears, as if as long as Chen Feng said a wrong word, her tears would seep out.
"I ......"
The tips of Chen Feng's ears became redder and more embarrassed.
"You say, I have the grace of asking you for your life, and it is not too much for you to promise to marry me, right?"
Yan Qiu's tears fell unexpectedly, and seeing that Chen Feng didn't speak, she pushed him like she was angry......
The cold wind hit outside, her tears fell more and more, she was really embarrassed, she also went to private school for a few years, she knew what was the difference between men and women, but ......
This is the early winter season, and the fallen leaves and dead branches in the forest are thickly spread on the ground, and the feet are soft and soft.
When she came out of the room, she sat down in front of the stove.
Chen Feng in the room reacted, his body was a little stiff, he was a little confused at this time, and tilted his head sideways to listen to the crying girl outside. 2k reading web