Three.

Before the winter was over, Xu Qingluo packed his things and went up the mountain, leaving a letter and leaving me.

I really don't understand the words in the letter, "Fang Jing is a good husband", this Fang Jing is a good husband, and he has something to do with me?

When I went up the mountain, Xu Qingluo was pounding medicine, pounding it and stopping for a while, his side face was very good-looking, and when I approached him, the fragrance of herbs on his body was very familiar.

"Xu Qingluo. I tried to calm myself down and asked him, "Are you going to want me anymore?" ”

Xu Qingluo didn't move, it was more like he was stuck, the room was quiet, and it was too quiet.

"Don't you, you really don't want me anymore. "I think at this time, as long as he turns his face, he will definitely be able to see that my eyes are red and swollen.

"Yes. ”

This is the first time I have heard him in such an indifferent voice in my fifteen years, and the Xu Qingluo in my memory is gentle and elegant, like a jade gentleman, like a pondering gentleman, instead of saying coldly, yes.

"Even if you don't want me, you can't, just throw me to others. Xu Qingluo, you can't do this. You can't ...... either."

"I am your master. "Xu Qingluo still didn't reflexively, the people in the town lied to people, they said that Xu Qingluo treated Qingyuan's girl very well, and there was no one who was good, but the people who treated me well like this don't want me anymore. If it's sudden, don't want it.

"Xu Qingluo, do you really want me to follow Fang Jing?" I said in a low voice, after all, crying was not good. Xu Qingluo didn't speak, I wanted to walk in with him, so I heard Xu Qingluo say, "You go." I don't want you anymore. ”

"Fang Jing is a good place to be. "This is the last word that Xu Qingluo left me when I went down the mountain.

After coming down the mountain, I had a high fever overnight, Fang Jing took care of me for three days and three nights, and when he woke up, he smiled and said, "I didn't expect that you would like your master." ”

Even Fang Jing could feel something, but Xu Qingluo didn't know, whether he didn't know, he probably couldn't tolerate an apprentice who violated the morality of the Taoist to stay by his side for fifteen years.

"In early spring, the imperial examination began. Fang Jing looked at me, still with a smile on his lips: "When I am named on the gold list, I will come back to marry you, okay?"

The candle flame flickered, and the shadows in the room also flickered, but the silence in the room was terrible.

Four.

Xu Qingluo never went down the mountain again, I still live in his old house, Fang Jing came to see me once when he went to Beijing for the exam, he wore red clothes that day, lined with peach blossoms on his face, very scorching, and the tears that burned when he said goodbye fell.

Later, I heard that Xu Qingluo had an extra woman next to him, who looked the same as his former sweetheart, and some people in the town said that Xu Qingluo was afraid that he was going to get married.

What they said is very right, Xu Qingluo is afraid that he is going to get married this time. I have secretly gone up the mountain more than once or twice to see him and that woman in love and affection, that woman, so that I can't find a little bit of shortcomings, such a good woman, is indeed very worthy of him.

Within half a year, someone said that Xu Qingluo was going to get married, and there were many sad girls in the town, and I was just one of them. And it is also, the person who was thrown away by Xu Qingluo.

On the day Xu Qingluo got married, Xu was sad to see me in the sky, it was pouring rain, the mountain road was slippery and difficult to walk, and no one had the intention of going up the mountain except me that day.

It was raining heavily, and I think I probably fell all the way to a mess, and when I appeared in front of him, his expression was very surprised.

"I... I... I'm here to congratulate you. My smile was very sincere, Xu Qingluo handed over a white handkerchief, and there was no sadness or joy in his voice: "Thank you." I didn't pick up the white papa, and I cried out after holding back the grievances for a long time: "Xu Qingluo, why did you marry someone else after you left me." ”

I cried tears and snot came out together, snatched the white handkerchief to wipe my face, and sobbed before Xu Qingluo could react: "If you want to marry, you want to marry me like this." If you are thick-skinned, you can do something you can't do later. ”

I threw the white handkerchief that wiped my tears and snot on him, and with such an action, I made myself cry: "If your clothes are dirty in the future, I won't wash them for you." ”

"And you, Xu Qingluo is a nerd, what I won't do for him in the future will be yours now, don't worship the church now, just wait for me to go away." The woman showed that she didn't expect Xu Qingluo's apprentice to be such an arrogant girl, I thought that now my face was lost, it was time to run, I turned around and ran down the mountain, and my feet slipped and fell from the mountain to the foot of the mountain, the sky did not pity the frustrated person at all, this fall, I broke my leg, and I was met by the woodcutter who went up the mountain on the second day, and I was still in a coma and sent me up the mountain, so as soon as I woke up, I saw Xu Qingluo's extraordinary face.

"I... Don't take what I said last night, you don't take it to heart. I shrunk myself in the quilt in embarrassment, Xu Qingluo reached out and pulled the quilt off to reveal my face and asked, "Which sentence is it?"

"Come to think of it, Yuan'er is not a duplicitous person. "Xu Qingluo's hand was a little cold, and when it was placed on my forehead, I felt that the temperature was warmer than the sun.

"But you say, you don't want me anymore. This sentence hurts people deeply, and I am still a little afraid that he will coldly say "yes" when I ask him. But this time, Xu Qingluo said so gently: "There is an apprentice who dares to speak up about the master, how dare I not want it." ”

Maybe it was a little pain where I fell, and the tears fell so unhappily.

As long as he wants me, whether he knows I like him or not, as long as he's around, it's already good.

Even if he marries another woman, even if it is his lifelong apprentice, it doesn't matter.

After all, Xu Qingluo is a big fool in his life, a thousand times more stupid than Xu Qingyuan, who has always liked him.

But my worries were unnecessary.

The woman Xu Qingluo was going to marry went down the mountain the next day, and I heard that she was going to stay with her sweetheart.

I also later learned that the woman was a distant cousin of Xu Qingluo's old lover, but I begged Xu Qingluo to play a trick of wanting to capture the old man, Xu Qingluo saw the face of his old lover and his own bodhisattva heart will naturally agree, now I think about it, if I was disappointed in Xu Qingluo that day and left Qinghe Town, maybe this fate will be broken. Maybe I was a great good person in my previous life, and I will not be disconnected in this life.

"Xu Qingluo. ”

"You called me?"

"Xu Qingluo. ”

"Huh?"

"Xu Qingluo. I'm not going to be your apprentice, okay?"

I brought him the medicine to drink, and I didn't talk seriously.

Xu Qingluo first paused for a moment, and then asked, "You don't want me anymore?"

I immediately shook my head like a rattle: "No, no, no, I mean, I'm not going to be your apprentice, okay with you?"

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