After chewing more luncheon meat, margarine, and [burritos of black beans and rice], the bowl of porridge with a poor salty and light Cheng Dù also felt that it was a gift from the mother goddess, and there was no sweeter dinner in the world.

Dining is not torture, it is a pleasure - this is very basic and natural, and the often overlooked cognition is re-engraved on Roland's cognitive sensation with different levels of depth.

Needless to say, the innocent, romantic and slightly dull smile of Lyleco, the head of the mill family, Rousey Wilhelmovich Virtanen, whose face was covered with the hardships of life and the silent face that filled the ravines, exuded a completely different intimacy from the image.

After walking alone without talking to people for several days, after experiencing the emptiness and desolation of the soul. Roland felt deeply that the human race, the intelligent species, is a creature that is powerless to survive alone.

People who end up on a lonely journey can become talkative, especially for small children. Roland, however, spoke sensibly and reasonably, and only passively answered the questions of the miller's daughter, and the impulse to vent his mood and what he knew and saw was suppressed.

Learning something from nature, which does not show tenderness and compassion to humans, is partly responsible for this low profile, and on the back side is hesitation and heartfelt fear, which are derived from Brunhill's gentle kindness and Li Lin's almost outrageous power and viciousness.

Even a child who does not have a sufficient understanding of human affairs can understand it when he sees the village become so miserable for an almost cursed reason. What kind of power does Li Lin have, and how will he deal with those who disobey or get in the way? Involving his savior in an irrelevant state of affairs and the possibility of brutal retribution - this kind of immediate, irresponsible, and despicable approach is something that Roland cannot accept and does not want to imagine.

It's okay to say cowardice. Criticize this as an escape. The facts are very clear, Li Lin's strength is so exaggerated, even a 5-year-old child must grasp the consequences before speaking, and calmly consider Cheng Dù before speaking. It only takes a quick glance at the tip of the iceberg of the power of transcendent common sense to make anyone who questions and mocks Roland shut their mouths.

[Maybe you should go to a crowded place and let someone with strength deal with Li Lin] -- the moment a typical child's thoughts appeared, violent irritability and disgust immediately rushed into the heart. A certain intense indignation burned in Roland's body.

What Qing xù refers to is not Li Lin and his elven subordinates, whose mouth is always curved upward, nor is it "omnipresent and omnipotent", [caring for the world and mankind]. But the mother goddess who turned a blind eye to the tragedy of Bode Village, did not intervene and redeem.

The place where the stirring emotions are directed is Roland himself, and the impulse to filth and darkness is called [self-loathing].

[A stinky imp who only throws rocks from behind] -

Disdainful voices lingered like auditory hallucinations. It almost made Roland wonder if his head had become strange, and after making sure that he was in his right mind, Roland could only ignore the ridicule and mockery in response, but the effect was not ideal.

As soon as you think of yourself who is ventilating the church and leading powerful knights to attack the elves, auditory hallucinations come to mind. Love will turn from the gloomy joy of approaching the success of revenge to fear and hatred of his own despicable and shameless face, and the contradictory emotions will torment the boy who cannot choose.

Too young, forced to mature earlier than his peers, Roland is still a boy after experiencing the baptism of nature's wildness. Facing emotions that cannot be handled, things that are difficult to let go. All he can do is be helpless like a child, avoiding and delaying the time to make a choice.

-- To these things that happened to me. Roland has not yet been able to perceive it, but is only bent on eliminating oatmeal, using gustatory shock to dilute and forget these problems. ...,