Chapter 284: In the World

It was dark and the night breeze was blowing.

Maybe there is no wind, just because my speed is too fast.

Mu Zibai's eyes were clear, but in his eyes, the surrounding scenery was blurry.

Maybe it's early spring, maybe everything is full of life, everything is so beautiful.

Especially on this night when the ice is melting and the spring flowers are blooming, the dew has not yet dispersed, and the mist is still faint, which is really worth appreciating.

But his heart is not here.

It's only 300 miles, but it's a long one.

He is not walking the road, but the mental journey from childhood to the present.

became famous at a young age, with poetry and books in his heart, and gradually found that the world was more complicated and there was too much suffering in the red dust.

Everything is disgusting, he just wants to escape and pursue the ethereal Heavenly Dao.

For many years, his heart has been like this, time will weld something to the shackles, some thoughts will be bound, and it is not so easy to unravel.

So his escape is subconscious, an instinctive excuse from the depths of his soul.

Even in the past two years, he has gradually seen the world more complex.

He has understood that he once thought that the world was complicated, and that perception was still on the surface.

Darkness is always accompanied by light, and you can be wherever you want to go.

"I'll go with you. ”

This sentence echoed in his heart countless times, not only today, but also yesterday, and the past two years or so.

This is more than two years ago, when he went to Hua's house to apologize, when he said goodbye, Hua Jieyu said to him.

She said, "I'll go with you." ”

So she came, joined the team, and went through countless ups and downs, injuries, tears, and even death.

None of this could force her away.

She's gone now.

Because of themselves.

What does heartache feel like? Mu Zibai rarely experienced it before, he just knew that there were such emotions in the world.

Now he realized it, so clearly.

His temperament does not fluctuate much, and his feelings about things are also cold, so he is usually quiet.

But he now felt a thunderbolt in his body, and he was roaring hoarsely.

So I couldn't see the scene around me, so I could only squander my mana desperately and run all the way south.

He saw a light in the distance, and at the end of the darkness, a dim candle was faintly visible.

He gasped for breath, and there was a fire in his heart.

He rushed into town, and he saw closed doors one after another.

What now?Where's Interpretie?How do I find her?

Mu Zibai stood on the ancient street, panting, looking around, there was nothing around.

Where? Is she really gone?

"Hua Jieyu! Sister Hua, where are you!"

He suddenly roared, the veins in his neck appeared, the green tendons on his forehead protruded, and his face turned red.

He couldn't remember how long it had been since he had shouted like this, this kind of behavior had always been defined by him as a gaffe, and he never lost his temper.

But now, he has an urgency, not only urgency, but also a cathartic pleasure.

"Flower Explanation! Explanation! Are you there! You come out!"

The echo reverberates, breaking the silence of the town, and the sky is moonless, and the light shines on the ancient floor, making it even more deserted.

He saw the water, and there was a moon in the water, and there was itself.

His hair was disheveled, and his face was sickly red.

Why did you become like this?

Because some things are really too important, more important than image, more important than decency, more important than cultivation.

It cannot be lost, and if it is lost, life will become dull and dull.

Is this the Word?

Is Taoism natural?

"You come out for me! I... I was wrong......"

The last three words, Mu Zibai said very quietly, and his voice was so hoarse.

It's quiet, but it's more powerful than any one word.

Also... It takes more courage than any word.

This is the courage to truly face one's own heart, this is the courage to break free from all shackles.

The sound sounded, it was the subtle grinding sound of embroidered shoes stepping on the ancient mottled floor, the ripple of the sleeves swinging in the night breeze, the low gasp of breath...... But it was like thunder, shaking in Mu Zibai's heart.

Heaven and earth were silent for a moment, except for the moonlight, which stained the old streets and mottled stone floors.

Someone's coming.

The moonlight stretched the figure very long, and the shadow had already covered Mu Zibai's face.

When he saw this figure, his eyes suddenly widened, and he was stunned: "Senior Sister Xue?"

Xue Qianxun didn't come over, but said slowly: "Mu Shishi, Sister Hua doesn't want to see you, she said that her fate is over, and they will be fine in the future." ”

These words were even more like thunder, which made Mu Zibai's figure tremble.

He shook his head.

For the first time in his life, he had so firmly rejected a thing.

He said in a deep voice: "I also cultivate, I also understand fate, and my fate with her has not dispersed. ”

Xue Qianhiro sighed, "But she doesn't want to see me." ”

Mu Zibai said: "No matter what decision you make, no matter what choice you make, you always have to meet and make it clear, I want to see her, I must see her." ”

Xue Qianxun said: "Why?"

"Because I want to keep her, I think I can go on with her, there was a misunderstanding between me and her, I admit that I am the culprit of this misunderstanding, but I can correct it, I have never lacked the courage to correct myself. ”

Mu Zibai's tone was quick and heavy, and his voice was hoarse, but full of power.

"So, what the hell are you going to say?"

Another voice came out, coming from behind Xue Chihiro, the voice was not so thin compared to Xue Chihiro, but it was much gentler.

So Mu Zibai finally saw Hua Xie Yu again.

After only three days of separation, Mu Zibai felt like a world away.

It seems that after a lot of separation, many years of separation, we finally came together again.

Life is not only about length, but also about width.

Xue Qianxun didn't know when she left, and the entire Chang'an looked bleak in the moonlight.

The mottled earth interprets the traces of time, the night breeze blows on his face, and Mu Zibai is extremely sober at the moment.

He felt like he had never been more awake.

He looked at the figure in front of him, with a slender waist, a tall figure, a pale cyan dress fluttering in the night wind, a gold trim on her chest and a red tassel floating, a delicate belt inlaid with rose-red gems, her long hair swaying gently, and her face glowing white in the moonlight.

She's so beautiful.

Only then did Mu Zibai realize that it seemed that he had never seriously observed her before.

She was so dazzling, but she kept ignoring it.

For some reason, Mu Zibai's heart suddenly calmed down.

He looked at the person in front of him and said solemnly, "I made a mistake. ”

Hua Jieyu has always regarded this incident as a farce arranged by Ye Qingfeng and them, she didn't take it seriously, and even felt a little funny and helpless. But when she heard Mu Zibai's urgent cry just now, she realized that things were not so simple.

She found that this method was really effective, and it really made Mu Zibai anxious, on the one hand, she wanted to quickly stand up and explain and comfort him, and on the other hand, she wanted to see what he would say.

Because Ling Shuangyue and the others didn't know anything wrong about her, it's just that she wasn't that serious.

So she walked out, saw Mu Zibai, and replied, "What's wrong?"

Mu Zibai's eyes are very clear and sincere.

He took a deep breath and said, "I made a mistake, I shouldn't run away from this relationship, I shouldn't ignore your feelings because my own heart hasn't accepted the red dust of the world." ”

"I know that I haven't been too forgetful, I know that I have you in my heart, but I always gamble with myself and my past heart. ”

"For more than two years, everything that happened before us is vivid, I remember it clearly, I no longer feel about you, I like you, I know my feelings, I run away from it, even run away from you, I am a coward. ”

Hua Jieyu's heart was trembling, she knew that Mu Zibai was a proud person, and she couldn't believe that a proud person would dissect herself so thoroughly.

She knew it would take too much courage, too much motivation.

Mu Zibai said: "But I don't want to be a coward anymore, I want to face up to my feelings for you, I didn't do a good job before, I hope I can do a good job in the future, no matter how long it takes, I will definitely be able to do it well." ”

"I hope you don't leave, don't be disappointed in me, it's not that I don't have feelings for you, I'm just used to escaping from this red dust, and I haven't corrected it for a while. ”

"Stay, the world needs you, the team needs you, and I need you. For the sake of the world, for yourself, and for me, stay. ”

Mu Zibai saw the tearful flower explanation, and he said solemnly: "Everything I am saying now is not perfunctory, not to take into account the overall situation, this is the most sincere thought in my heart, it has been buried in my heart for a long time. ”

"Do you believe me?"

Hua Xie Yu smiled so brightly that the tears on her face were glowing, shining like jewels.

A loud bang spread in all directions, the heavens and the earth were illuminated by the light, and the flowers looked at the sky, and a beautiful flower bloomed in the sky, indescribably beautiful.

And then, there was a loud bang everywhere, and everywhere there were lights rushing towards the sky, and countless fireworks burst into the air, lighting up the entire sky and the entire land.

The old town, which had slept in the night, woke up in the midst of fireworks, doors and windows were opened, and people who had not yet fallen asleep came out and pointed to the night sky to make joyful sounds.

In the midst of the joy of this world, the two figures came together and hugged each other tightly.

"Rich is good. ”

On the other side of the town, Bai Wuwu let out an exclamation, and the next moment, he screamed.

"Hey, hey, stop, little fox, what are you doing, it hurts!"

Xue Qianxun pulled his ear, gritted his teeth and said, "You still hurt, such a romantic scene, you even raised money." ”

Bai Wuwu said: "Isn't that the credit of money, a thousand fireworks don't cost money? Let a thousand families not sleep in the middle of the night to set off fireworks for us, that is also money!"

Xue Qianxun said: "You can't think of this kind of romance with how much money you give, woo woo, look at the good things you did a few days ago, and then look at today." ”

Bai Wuwu shrank his head, glared at Ye Qingfeng fiercely, and said in a suppressed voice: "Brother Qingfeng, you are unreliable, what is prepared for Mu Shi so well, what is prepared for me?"

Ye Qingfeng shook his head and said: "After all, this time it cost money, a thousand households, a family of one tael of silver, a thousand taels." Plus these fireworks, hiss... I don't know how many houses can be built with this money. “

Lao Bai was also stunned, and muttered, "Yes, where did you get so much money?"

Ye Qingfeng said with a smile: "Of course I went to Mu Shi three days ago to ask for it, what he has is money." ”

"It makes sense to use Mu Shi's money and spend it on Mu Shi......

Speaking of this, Lao Bai frowned and said, "But he didn't ask you what you were doing with this money?"

Ye Qingfeng's face was strange, and he said, "Why, Mu Shishi seems to be the kind of person who cares about money very much?" ”

"It's so free!"

Lao Bai gave a thumbs up and said, "I also want this kind of freedom." ”

So he screamed again, and his ears were pinched again.

Ling Shuangyue looked at the sky and said, "One or two silver, enough for a family's expenses here for a month, on the one hand, I have contributed here, on the other hand, Sister Hua has not run in vain, and at the same time, these people have also seen a beautiful fireworks show, I believe this will become one of their best memories." That's nice. ”

Her voice was very small, and Ye Qingfeng and the others didn't hear it clearly.

So he asked, "What's so good?"

Ling Shuangyue smiled and said, "The world is so good. ”