Separation of Wounds-(39)
Three years later, in the spring.
In spring, everything grows, the air is slightly moist but it seems to be a little sweet and fragrant, the days are gradually getting warmer, Luo Shan is walking in the yard with her child, wearing a purple cheongsam, elegant and generous, dignified and gentle.
In the evening, the sun shone warmly, because it was early spring, it was very comfortable, not cold or hot, and occasionally a few breezes in the air brought the fragrance of tender grass.
The yard is mixed with green branches, and there is a shade just enough to cover the two of them, and the trees in the yard are full of branches and leaves, and the spring is getting brighter and brighter.
But she was always restless, and after thinking about giving the child to the maid, she went back to her room and took a book to read it, and wanted to calm her mind, so she flipped through it at will.
Outside the door of the mansion, someone learned the news and walked into the courtyard of the young lady who was the head of the house with some regret.
"Young lady, the eldest young master of the Duan family has gone. ”
"Who?"
Roseanne stood in front of the bookcase, looking at a book of poems, and looked back in a daze.
"Madam, I heard that the young master of the Duan family has gone, our family has business dealings with his family, do you have to send someone to the funeral~"
She shook violently, tears flowed uncontrollably, the feeling of her heart being withdrawn beat against her heart again and again, and she could no longer hear what the maid was saying.
The book of poems in his hand fell to the ground, and the sunlight hit it and could be clearly seen on it, it was a poem, "Sauvignon Blanc, in Chang'an."
Luo Wei autumn cries Jinjing, the slight frost is bleak and cold.
The lonely lamp was overwhelmed, and he rolled up his curtains and sighed at the moon.
Beauty is like a flower across the clouds!
There is a long sky above the green and dark, and there are waves of water below.
The sky is long, the soul is far away, and the dream soul is difficult to pass the mountain.
Sauvignon Blanc, heartbreaking!"
If you want to break the soul of a person, you will be separated by many obstacles, and it will be difficult to see each other in your dreams.
The wind rolls the spring flowers, the blood breaks the love for a long time, and the end of the song is scattered.
If there is if, is it better not to know?
She stood quietly, the spring sun shining through the window as if she saw him in the light and shadow, tears falling little by little, and her body was numb.
She paused, leaned on the bookshelf, buried her head and cried, and let her be willful again, willful again, not to be a qualified eldest lady, not to be a qualified young lady.
In the past few years, she has married, and he has married a wife, and they have always adhered to etiquette and duty.
She is a glamorous young lady, and he is still a bright and handsome young master, but no one knows the trace of regret and loneliness in her heart, even if she tries her best to make herself fall in love with her husband, respect her husband well, and then forget him!
Yes, she kept pretending that she had forgotten, always thinking that she had forgotten!
But when she heard that he had gone like this, and that it was gone, her tears couldn't be stopped, she just couldn't stop.
Maybe the two really shouldn't have known each other in the first place, let alone liked each other.
Obviously destined not to be together from the beginning!
The sky was gray, getting darker and darker, and she seemed to have been abandoned, and suddenly it began to rain outside, and the grass lowered its head, and the branches of the trees were crooked, and the clouds were thick.
"Ma'am. The maid outside the door called her, and her tone was a little unnatural.
"Madam, the third aunt is so happy. ”
She still hugged herself, ignoring it.
A book dropped at her feet, and a page was spread out, on which was "Mulan Words?? Quasi-Ancient Decisive Words Cambodian Friends
If life is only as first seen, what is the autumn wind and sad fan.......
She hugged herself blankly, and tears fell one after another.
Three years ago.
At the end of winter, light snow.
She was wearing a white cape, and inside was a suitable cheongsam, slim and beautiful, she was just strolling around the street, but she met him again.
He was holding an umbrella, and his sister Duan Lingwei was standing beside him.
As if she hadn't seen it, she hurriedly walked with the ring, and the snow was scattered on the street, and she stepped on it step by step, her eyes were sour and unbearable, as if tears were about to roll down. It is impossible for them anymore, because he can't get out of the marriage contract, because she is the Luo family's sister-in-law.
She seems to have a choice of anything, but in fact she can't choose anything.
She raised her hand, and a few white fingers wiped away the tears that had rolled from the corners of her eyes.
"Miss, are you still going shopping?"
"Shopping. ”
There were a lot of pedestrians on the street, and although it was still snowing lightly, both sides of the street were cleaned.
She stopped abruptly and was distracted in front of a store.
After a long time, she turned around and saw Duan Lingwei, who looked at her in a daze.
Roseanne hurriedly turned around, took a deep breath, and walked forward.
But Duan Lingwei ran to the front to stop her.
Duan Lingwei stared at Luo Shan motionlessly: "I have something to tell you." ”
Luo Shan lowered her head, pursed her lips, hid her crying, and pretended to say lightly, "There is nothing to say between us anymore, we have made it clear between us." ”
She took a deep breath and wanted to leave, but Duan Lingwei grabbed her arm, looking like she would not give up until she reached her goal, which was very different from the appearance of a gentleman in the past.
The road was bustling, and Luo Shan was dragged by him directly into a nearby teahouse.
After being silent for a long time, Duan Lingwei suddenly stared at her as if he had made a big decision, "Are you willing to go with me?"
"What?"
Roshan looked up at him puzzled.
"Let's go live somewhere else, I will marry you alone in this life, and I will protect you and take care of you. ”
His eyes were full of seriousness, this was the only reason he could come up with, leaving Tanzhou City, he believed that with his talent and knowledge, he could also give her a good life.
What kind of marriage contract, what Duan family, he doesn't want to believe it or not? Just treat him as willful once?
Roseanne reacted and looked at him in surprise, her fingers on the table, the table was very cold, and her fingers hurt when she was stabbed.
As soon as the New Year passes, it no longer snows in Tanzhou City.
At this time, the genius was slightly cool, but the port of Tanzhou City was very lively, and a few whistles sounded, and the boat was about to leave.
In the boat, a slender figure sat by the glass window, looking at the scenery outside, the haze was still very large, and he could only see the waves on the sea nearby.
Duan Lingwei took a coat and draped it over her, sat beside her, and looked out with her gaze.
Luo Shan leaned her head lightly on him and smiled slightly, "When we go abroad, we will send a telegram back to tell my parents." ”
"Okay, I'll listen to you. ”
"Hmm. ”
With a smile on the corner of Luo Shan's mouth, she felt the breath and temperature of her beloved man, they can finally be together, above board, loving and loving.
She knew that it was wrong for her to elope with him, and when she returned home that day, she repeatedly warned herself that she couldn't do it, but what happened later?
Later, she thought that if he was willing to give up everything in the Duan family for himself and take her away regardless of the world's eyes, then she could too, she could also give up her identity as the eldest lady and not think about anything.
She knew that elopement was wrong and capricious, but what about not elopement?