Wuzhi said: "Master Jiang's medical skills are excellent, and he is really fine." ”

The little half-immortal said: "Okay, let's go and say goodbye later." ”

After breakfast, the three of them changed into their clothes, and went to the cave blessed land, where they happened to meet Qin Yuanshuang and Fu Lingyun.

After seeing the ceremony, Qin Yuanshuang heard that they were here to resign, so he said: "In order to detoxify this little brother, my junior sister's vitality is greatly damaged, and she has to retreat for a few days, and she can't send three of them." ”

Qin Yuanshuang didn't expect that this little monk would only recover yesterday, and today they were about to resign, so they could be treated by their senior sister herself, and then take two pills of elixir, presumably they would be cured within a few days, and they could remove hidden dangers.

It stands to reason that these people are recuperating, but if they insist on leaving, Qin Yuanshuang doesn't need to keep anything.

Xiao Banxian said: "I see, it is indeed inconvenient to disturb, I don't thank you, if the medical pulse of the Snow Mountain is useful to us in the future, we will never give up." ”

At the same time, Wujian pulled the rags on his body, hugged her fist and said: "Thanks to the help of Xie Gui's faction, we have remembered this kindness, and we will not hesitate to go to the soup and fire where it will be useful in the future." ”

Qin Yuanshuang smiled and said, "Childe is serious. He said to Fu Lingyun again: "Fourth senior sister, you can send them." ”

Fu Lingyun nodded, and said to the little half-immortal: "Three of you, please come with me." ”

On the way back, he would definitely pass by the cemetery of the gods, Fu Lingyun said: "It's been a long time since anyone has been able to pass through this level. ”

The little half-immortal asked, "Then who was the one who passed this level last time?"

Fu Lingyun said: "The last time was more than 20 years ago, it was your father Half-Immortal Mingde, and the people of your Half-Immortal family really have some skills. ”

The little half-immortal was stunned, he didn't expect his father to come here: "Why did my father come here?"

Fu Lingyun said: "I also heard from the master, he came behind his wife to seek medical treatment. ”

When he was young, he had asked his mother twice what kind of person his father was, but each time his mother told him that his father was dead, and nothing else was said.

Later, Xiao Banxian's mother also passed away, and Xiao Banxian had less impression of his mother.

In the years when he had no relatives and no reason in Yucheng, it was the most painful few years for Xiao Banxian, and his father and mother were gone.

Fortunately, he was later discovered by the master, and then taken back to the family of the half-immortal, the little half-immortal was almost hungry and cold at that time, and lived by begging.

The little half-fairy still remembered that it was snowing heavily outside that day, and it was so cold that little half-fairy hid in a ruined temple and shivered.

It was the master who quietly came to the outside of the temple, and he stood in the heavy snow for half an hour and built a snowman before coaxing the little half-immortal out.

After the beginning of this most unbearable pain, it is always easier to calm down later than at the beginning.

I really can't imagine how terrible the little half-fairy was in a completely lonely person in the first place.

Occasionally, I wonder what people like me will be like in a few decades.

But what it would be, I'm afraid I can't think of it now.

Someday, you'll get that answer.

Will the little half-immortal choose to sleep with that answer, and then wake up again?

Or go on the road with that answer, never dream back at midnight, but sit still, no one knows where the sadness of the little half-fairy comes from?

There are also days when the little half-immortal does not suffer from any doubts, and thinks that he has been cured.

However, when he woke up the next morning, the little demixian felt the same pain in the same part again.

And this feeling seemed to have been diluted in the rapids of various impressions during the day before.

In fact, the location of this pain has not shifted, and it is this intense pain that has awakened Swan.

No one would go out of their way to get to know the little demi-fairy, and no one would stoop down cautiously to listen to the little demi-fairy tell a child's secret wishes.

No one will help Xiao Banxian through his depressed teenage years with sympathy and understanding.

And when the little half-fairy becomes an adult, no one shares the sorrow of the little half-fairy, and there are always some pathos and helpless things in life.

Later, when I came to the family of the demi-immortal, I saw the demi-immortal Yao...... Half-immortal, they are all several years younger than the little half-immortal.

Xiao Banxian was shy and always laughed at that time, and even how Banxian Yao bullied Xiao Banxian, Xiao Banxian was not angry......

But after arriving at the family of demi-immortals, the little demi-immortal also asked demi-immortal Wentian what kind of person his father was, but demi-immortal Wentian was almost silent.

The elders were clumsy, as if they were always like this, they didn't understand what the child was thinking, and they didn't dare to tell the little half-fairy anything, for fear that the little half-fairy would have too much burden.

So everything was handled carefully, lest he accidentally let the little half-fairy lose a happy childhood.

But the young man who was in the wind and rain did find warmth and happiness in the family of half-immortals, and now the little half-immortal looks back and sees that there are indeed many mysteries in his parents to be solved.

But now the man who carefully preserved the mystery is gone.

The more righteous these beloved teenagers and girls are, the more they hate themselves when they encounter trouble......

Adults always feel that they are still young, they are still useful, and they can still hold up for her.

But the world is like a tide, and the children always feel that the elders are like mountains and seas, and they can't rely on it, and who knows that these backs are just a thin and obstructive plank?

Life is not easy, everyone has their own things to do, everyone has their own way to go, everyone has their own pain to swallow, and everyone has their own injury to heal.

Whether it's a parent, or a sibling; Whether it is a lover or a confidant or friend, no one can accompany Xiao Banxian through this life all the time.

When the little demixian suffered unbearable pain, the little demixian once asked himself why he was alive?

Later, the little half-immortal figured out that maybe to live is to suffer, and to live, you have to find meaning from pain.

The little half-immortal vaguely seemed to have comprehended a very cruel truth, any dignity and nobility in the world seemed to need to be guaranteed by the most basic material conditions.

After more than 20 years of life, Xiao Banxian has at least learned to recognize reality from his youth to the present.

If there is a purpose in life, there must be a purpose for suffering and death.

In the life of a child, a youth, an adult, or an old man, every change is also a change.

The little demi-immortal discovers that there are many differences, and that the extinguishment, cessation, and change of the whole life is by no means something to be afraid of.

In fact, the origin of many things can't be remembered by the little half-immortal, so it can be seen that it is not an important thing, but I didn't expect that it would be put away by time and I couldn't find it.

But at that time, the little half-fairy was really too small, and the desire to grow up quickly also made the little half-fairy stronger and stronger.

And the mind of the little half-immortal has always been eager to absorb everything that can make him more mature.

In retrospect, those artificial indirect life experiences could not be naturally combined because there was too little direct experience of actual life, and they were reluctantly unattainable.

Rushing to grow up, the little half-immortal lost the boyhood that he couldn't get back in this life, although it was a pity, but he didn't really regret it.

I suddenly remembered my age, but I was in my twenties, and my life was still far away.

And now, when I hear about them from others, how can I not have mixed feelings in my heart.

The little half-immortal asked, "What is my mother's illness?"

Peeking at a son and two daughters standing behind her, she saw that the three children who had encountered such a parting scene of life and death for the first time were all crying silently at this moment, and she couldn't help but completely collapse for a while, and cried regardless of it.

The woman has a shallow heart, she can't tolerate me, can I endure her years and months, the two are attached to each other, and put me in a state of no return? It's my fault, and it's her fault. They all looked down on me. But what I can't get, you can never get it! Let's go, let's go together, go back to the West Lake. Back to the ends of the earth, blink an eye, a hundred years have passed, it turns out that nothing has happened, what ups and downs, what love and hate disputes. It's all gone, we haven't known Xu Xian, and we haven't even left that square inch. - as long as they are divided.

Don't tell anyone, it's useless, others are others after all, and few people really take your injury as their own sore spot. If there really is such a person who is worth confiding in his misfortune, you face him, and before you can speak, you are silently choked. The people who can make you don't have to cry and talk about your pain are the ones who don't need to be said. In this life, it should be all the people around us who rejoice with us, and only one person who cries with us.

Fengzhu lowered her head and said to her mother, "My daughter is willing to serve her parents all her life." Mrs. Xu's eyes widened and she couldn't answer, only Xu Xiu knew what was on her mind, and once he said to me behind his back: "Do you know what my family is thinking? These two sentences also touched my sorrows.

It may be a problem that people who have a hard time interacting with others will have from time to time, and after not being in contact with people for a long time, they will always be overly interested. Even though it will be like this after a while, when I look back the next day, I will always fall into self-loathing.

I don't regret what I've done, but occasionally I still want to tell myself to remember these little things clearly: eat a few more good meals, and you will eat less and less in the future, lose your temper a little less, and you will find out how self-willed you are in the future, and spend more time with your family, and you will find out how much you love them later.

Helpless life has been recovering suddenly, in fact, I don't mind, even if I'm tired, only I can understand such a mood, add to the wound, tell yourself to be strong, because no one wants to see your weakness, everyone is just living for themselves, the once waiting will drift away with the wind, everything is just a joke, laugh to see how stupid you are, can you never go back.

I think why there are so many difficulties and choices in life, why we should be grateful for life itself, why the past and the future are so far away from me, why we can only hold in our hands and don't know how to be good now.

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