Postscript Say goodbye like this
Little Seven.
At the time of writing this letter, I still went against your will. I said yes, but I still saw you. I think you're having nightmares again, always muttering about the cold blood on the ground.
Thankfully, you won't see me again, and by the time you read this letter, I'll be dead. Perhaps, you will never find this letter.
I was on my way to the southwest when the witch doctor handed you over to me, and I was shocked to see you. I'm glad I told the witch doctor that he can't hurt you no matter what, and he did, just soothing you.
When I learned that you were going to return the fire pill to me, I was terrified. I think you're probably worried about the safety of the Demon Realm, so I'll help you defend the Demon Realm no matter what.
When I confronted Changju, I only whispered in his ear that the child you lost was his, and he froze there like a thunderbolt from the sky.
Frankly, it was the first time I'd ever seen him lose control on such an occasion. I thought he was a man who wouldn't allow himself to be emotionally involved in business. I guess he really likes you.
Remember the snowflakes you made when you were drunk?
I was puzzled at the time, and remembered that you and Chang Jue had the same breath, and after many investigations, I found that most of your Yuan Shen was Chang Jue. About the time you jumped into the karmic fire in the Netherworld, the primordial spirit was burned. In order to save you, Chang Jue gave you his Yuan Shen.
Thus your primordial spirit is whole, but his primordial spirit is fragmented.
But even so, this is not a reason for him to hurt you, he saved you, not to destroy you. I know you might blame me, but I can't spare his life. If he were someone to be trusted, I would never do so, and I would do my best to fulfill you.
But I know he's not worth it.
I'm afraid that if I'm not there in the future, he will crush the person I want to hold in the palm of my hand and love him. So I took advantage of the moment when he was stunned and beat out his broken primordial spirit.
Until his death, he was still immersed in grief.
I think you're going to hate me even more when you see this. I also know that I am still as bad as ever.
I was born with a mistake that was probably a mistake. I have also hated myself, countless times. Especially after I met you, you don't know how much I regret my sins.
I confessed day and day, and night after night I was afraid that I would know the truth and leave me. I even forged a map and timetable to lead you and me to check it.
Unfortunately, a sin is a sin, and it can never be escaped.
If I could, I would like to spend my whole life with you, watch you wake up, take you to the mortal world, buy what you like, and eat a bowl of hot soup cakes together. You're going to be flushed with spicy and you're going to pester me next time.
If there is a crowd on the street, I will no longer tie the hem of our clothes, I will take your waist, hold your hand again, and then say to you: "Xiao Qi, when you blush, you look the best." ”
I'm guessing you'll twist your face to the side in anger and deny it that it was spicy from the noodle soup you just ate. Then I won't answer you, I'll wait patiently for you to turn around, lean down and kiss you.
However, I can't do any of that.
Xiao Qi, I'm sorry, I can't always protect you. For the rest of the way, please keep going.
After returning from the Southwest, I didn't have many sober hours. My internal organs were gradually paralyzed by the poison, and I knew that my time was short. I killed Changju, and I must die too, this is balance and retribution.
I've put together some good strategies for managing the Demon Realm, as well as some things to look out for. These were all handed over to the King of Xicheng. Xiao Qi, I know that he will kill you sometimes, but he is a frank and loyal man, and he has a certain prestige among the old ministers, and he will help you become a good king.
There are also some loyal servants who can be trusted and trusted, and I have met with them one by one, and I have them assure me that they will assist you in all their hearts.
I can't follow you the rest of the way. When I think about it, I can't close my eyes with worry.
Xiao Qi, I'm not afraid of death, I'm just sad what should you do. Just thinking of you, who love to sleep lazy, and have to get up early for the morning in the future, I feel very uncomfortable.
The liver and intestines are broken, these four words were originally just four words. But recently, I've finally read it thoroughly. Life and death are separated, and I can't see you at last.
I will go into chaos and continue to atone for my sins.
Xiao Qi, say goodbye like this.
Don't cry, don't worry, eat well, live well.
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