Seeing him nodding, Yan Qiuluo picked up the wine jar and took a sip of wine, his face was dyed with a lot of red, and he looked at him and said, "So, have I always been just a chess piece? Since when did I become a chess piece?"

He took the jar, took a sip of it himself, looked up at the dark sky, and sighed.

"I thought he was really seduced by me? I thought he was charming, but he really had a little bit of me in his heart?"

There was some sarcasm on her face, she seemed to be a little drunk.

Those who are drunk are emboldened when they speak.

"I still regret it today, why did I escape from the palace, why did I escape, and I left his protection?"

"I thought it would be very simple after I came out, I could really find a yard to live a plain life with my children, but unfortunately ......"

"I was wrong, women in this world are already living hard, and with a child, it is even more difficult, even if you have silver taels in your hand, it still doesn't seem to be enough. ”

"Haha, you have to be powerful, otherwise people will stretch out their fingers and let you die quietly. ”

"If you don't come in time today, I'm afraid I'm dead with my child by now. ”

She said it pitifully, but she was helpless.

She understood this too late.

She took another sip from the wine jar, looked at the handsome face in front of her, and suddenly smiled.

"You men are not things! I am not a thing, I am a plaything in your hands? I am a chess piece in your hands! You can do whatever you want! How dare I resist? I still want to live, if I resist, this little life may be gone!"

The torch light fell on her face, and he saw it clearly, and she wept.

"Tell me, since when did I become a pawn in his hands?

"Impossible, what's the use of me?"

"No, no, my face is good-looking? But it's not right, can't you find someone in the world who is better looking than me? I don't think I'm good-looking, so isn't Hong Yuan more beautiful than me?"

The more she talked, the more tears fell, and she didn't know if it was because he was wronged and he used it as an antidote to do that thing, or because she married that bastard Hanxun, but something like that happened.

What woman doesn't want the perfect affair?

But what about her?

The cave room spent candles and nights alone in the empty room, and there was no one to greet her, not even a grandmother, and he didn't tell her the reason?

Isn't she really sad?

No, she was very sad, but she didn't know what was going on at that time, so she could only endure it, and after enduring it for a long time, she became more and more aggrieved in her heart, and after enduring it for a long time, she discovered the truth and found out that she was making wedding dresses for others, and she became more and more aggrieved and sad.

From a very young age, her mother told her that she would rather be a poor wife than a rich concubine.

My mother and father are both concubines, and I deeply understand that it is not easy to be concubines.

But in the end, she still became a concubine, and her children became concubines.

Even if she is a concubine, even if her child is a princess, it is inevitable that she will be concubine.

In this other place, the concubine is mostly looked down upon.

She may not love Han Xun, but he asked for her body before the wedding, first, he disrespected her, if she was really the daughter of the Yan family, would he really dare to do such a thing?

She may not love Han Xun, but she doesn't want to make a wedding dress for Hong Yuan for her?

Hong Yuan, a woman who wanted her life, a woman who wanted to get rid of the child in her womb, she really hated it.

Their big wedding is Han Xun's conspiracy, hate him?

Less.

Do you hate him?

Dislike.

Isn't it heartless?

It doesn't seem like there is?

Is that willing?

It seems to be a little unwilling.

"Tell me, when did I become a pawn in his hand, and why did I become a pawn in his hand......? And there is nothing worth turning into a pawn. ”

She looked at Lin Fengyuan and said, wanting to hear Lin Fengyuan tell her these things.

She didn't know if Lin Fengyuan knew it, but since he was Han Xun's henchman, maybe he knew?

Lin Fengyuan took a jar of wine and drank a few sips in a row.

Only then did he speak, "You really want to know?"

"Hmm. ”

Staring into her eyes, making sure she really wanted to know, he told her what he knew.

"A year ago, I started when the national teacher calculated that your life is very good, and you can help him turn the world upside down and ascend to the throne of God. ”

"The person who was calculated by the national teacher before you was Liu Yingying. ”

She was a little surprised, the person she had deduced before her was Liu Yingying?

"And then?" she asked hurriedly.

"You know what happened next. ”

She lowered her eyes and thought for a moment, stared at him and said, "So, let me seduce him, it was also on purpose? He just wanted to see how I acted? Why did he do this?"

She doesn't understand a little, if it's because of this, Han Xun can directly invite her to propose marriage and marry her, why make a drama?

Lin Fengyuan took the wine jar, drank three sips in a row, and looked at the distant scenery.

Looking at the red lanterns lit up from the street to resemble a fire dragon, he replied, "Maybe it's because he finds it interesting." ”

Yan Qiu was stunned, how could she not think of this reason?

Maybe Han Xun finds it interesting?

Interesting?

So you want her to seduce him? Watch her act? Watch her enter the palace and almost become the concubine of the first emperor? And ask her for a holy decree to give her a marriage? Then on the wedding night, she will be left alone in an empty room, and then suddenly take her into the palace and become a concubine?

God, the ups and downs of life, she has experienced them all in just a few days.

But is that just because he finds it interesting?

Scold.

But that's a good reason, indeed, if he finds it interesting, he'll do it, right?

Thinking of this, she snatched the wine jar in Lin Fengyuan's hand and drank a few sips of wine violently, stared at Lin Fengyuan viciously and said, "You men are really not things, and you are not things!"

As soon as these words came out, the tips of his ears turned red, and his face was a little embarrassed.

He naturally knew the meaning of her words, and he stared at her and said, "Then do you hate him?"

She shook her head, "What hate, I just think it's funny, I just think he's insane." ”

"Really?"

"Hmm. ”

Seeing her nod earnestly, he seemed to be in a much better mood.

If you don't hate, you don't love.

"I'm sorry. ”

He began, and she knew what he meant by saying sorry, and she blushed even more and gave him a blank look.

"Forget it, don't talk about this, by the way, who gave you the medicine? I heard that there is a Miss Qin who loves you very much when I was eating in the restaurant?

"It's really, it's so stupid not to send someone to look at you, but it hurts me, and my body still hurts a little now!"

She blushed, pushed him, and glared at him, as if she really felt sorry for the Miss Qin she didn't know.

He grabbed her hand, looked at her drunk, and said, "You don't blame me, I ...... it."