Volume 2 Heroes Out of Youth, Chapter 93: Grievances from the Past (4)

"Maybe it's because my family background is too different from you, and I often play together, so I know from a very young age that I'm different from you. You wanted to learn to paint, so your father hired a famous painter in the city to enlighten you. You participate in the sports meeting, although it is just a jump rope, and your mother also buys you limited edition sneakers, which are the envy of boys. If you want to see the sea, you have a luxury cruise ship in your own home. If you want to see a concert, you can casually ask for a ticket to the front row. You want to learn piano, you say it in the morning, it arrives in the afternoon, but you haven't played it once. ”

"That's a must, my musical instruments are promised to be delivered to your door within an hour after the payment is installed. Ning Bufan interjected without knowing the current affairs.

"And what about me? an old garment that has to be worn until there is nowhere to patch it to fulfill its mission. Gu Yufeng's face showed a touch of sadness, but he stubbornly controlled himself, but he seemed calm.

Ning Bufan interjected again: "There are still people patching in this era?"

The wheel was also old and indecent next to him, and he squeezed his eyebrows and said: "This is called exaggerated rhetorical technique, at first glance, you are from a science class, and the philology is so bad." ”

Ning Bufan gave Gu Yufeng a thumbs up: "It is worthy of being a liberal arts class, and there are so many skills in speaking." ”

Gu Yufeng ignored their nonsense, and continued:

"So when I was a little more sensible, I began to ask: 'Dad, why is there such a big difference between our family and Gu Yufeng's family, but we live in the same community, and the people in this community look so rich. ’

When I asked this, my mother's face would become very unnatural, but my father would calmly tell me that it was because he won the lottery in his early years, although it was not a grand prize, but it was enough to buy a house and a store in this community. With a good house, we can be considered to have a home. With a storefront, the family can have a stable income.

This was a far-fetched answer, but I believed it as a child.

"Do you think I'll be happy in the clothes you gave me? Maybe for a long time, until we met Xinghong.

"You used to be so unattainable for me, and I was happy to be considered twins with you. I want to be like you, every time you call me to go to school with me, I always make you wait a while. Do you know what I'm doing? I'm looking for the same clothes as you.

"You are a little princess, you don't know the warmth and coldness of the world, everything can be regarded as a coincidence. Because you don't know that all those misfortunes brought about by fate have been left on me by your spoiled parents.

"Ever since I met Xinghong, I wanted to be different from you. Only then will he be able to distinguish between me and you. I changed my hairstyle like you, changed into a different style of clothes, I started wearing jeans, I started wearing ponytails. Because, I want Xinghong to know that I am different from you.

"And then I managed to attract him......"

Gu Yufeng, who had been silent, suddenly said: "You liar! He likes me! That kid called you Gu Yufeng just now, it must be you pretending to be mine after I fell." ”

Ning Bufan was very unhappy: "Don't scream like a boy, grandpa is your son." ”

Gu Yufeng smiled poignantly: "That's right, I did pretend to be you and replace your identity." But not what you think, you listen to me. ”

Without waiting for Gu Yufeng to react, Gu Yufeng continued: "Chen Xinghong, I like it." The two of them look the same, you are rude and willful, self-righteous, but I am gentle and caring, and understanding. Anyone knows what to choose.

"You think he loves you? He loves nothing more than your powerful father. He's the lead singer of the band, he wants to make a record, he wants to be a star, and your father happens to have the ability to make him popular. “

"You're talking nonsense!" Gu Yufeng finally lost his cool and blurted out. Her body trembled, because, in her heart, she told him that it might all be true......

"Don't get excited, don't be in a hurry to deny it, listen to me first. Gu Yufeng looked at her reaction and seemed to be a little gloating, "A man's love is not the same as our woman's love." What we love is that person, he is either chic or handsome or talented, in short, we love him. But what about a man, he loves all of you. I'm not saying that he loves your flaws, but that his love also takes into account your added value. For example, your appearance and figure will make him feel that he has face to take out, your dress will make him feel that he has taste, and your obedience will make him have a status among his friends. And your background is his favorite. You're going to make him a star, the star of his dreams.

"So he pleases you, he approaches you, he looks like he loves you.

"But slowly, he realizes that he can't control you. Your mother used to be an actress, and after being with your father, she lived in seclusion and quit the film and television industry. Daughters adore their fathers, and you want to learn from your father, so that your man will fade like your mother and become your exclusive one. You wish he was yours alone, not tens of millions of fans. When you tell him what you think, he doesn't love you anymore.

"Because, for him, you have no use value.

"But you know what, a sudden turn of hope that is close at hand can make a man mad when he suddenly turns into despair?

"He loved me, and that was what he liked from the beginning. I am gentler than you and inferior to you, so I am more dependent on others than you.

That night, he asked me out and confided in me. He told me that he had always loved me, and that he just wanted to borrow you to take the throne and come back to me after he became famous. He cried so sadly that day, like a child, leaning into my arms and crying for a long time.

"That night, we broke through the defense line and joined forces......" Gu Yufeng had a sour look on his face.

Ning Bufan's face turned green: "How old were you at that time! This is illegal! Lao Tzu is going to sue him!"

"Shut up!" Gu Yufeng and Gu Yufeng shouted at the same time.

Gu Yufeng continued: "Later, he asked me to ask you out to make it clear in person. He's going to tell you that it's me he chooses. Then I'll bring you here. I know that when this is announced, we will never be friends again, so I want to have fun with you for a day and talk to you in the evening. However, do you remember that day you asked me to buy water......

"After I came back, I couldn't find you, and soon Chen Xinghong appeared. He hugged me and said, 'Don't worry, don't worry about these things anymore.' We're still together, and I'm still a star......

"I didn't know what he meant at the time, and then he told me about his plans. He said, I grew up with you since I was a child, I know your hobbies, personality and living habits, and I look exactly like you, as long as I pretend to be you and beg your father, I can make him a star.

"I said, what if you expose us?

Xinghong said, it's okay, you'll never come back.