Floating Clouds - (Seventy-Eight)
Wei Shu, the son of the Wei family, listened to the words of Qi Xiaoyu brought back by his mother today, and he sulked in his heart and became suspicious.
He is almost 30 years old, and it is impossible to say that he does not want children.
But this girl in the family always has all kinds of excuses for not wanting children, and he didn't think bad about it before, so forget it.
But now that I think about it, it's a bit weird and weird!
Tell me, a woman has been married to you for several years, if she really wants to live with you, the family conditions are not very good.
But in this village, it's not very bad, so that you can't afford to raise a child, but this woman just doesn't want children!
This is not double-minded, who believes it?
With this suspicion, he became more and more depressed in his heart, and he became more and more uncomfortable looking at Liao Qing.
At night, Liao's house.
A woman on the big kang cried and chirped, looking so pitiful, and explained while crying.
"Isn't it just for your old Wei family that I don't want children now! Isn't it just for our children to have a better life after they are born! He can have what others have!"
"First, I'm afraid that I won't be able to go to university when I get admitted to college, and second, I'm afraid that our family conditions will not be able to give our children a good life. ”
As soon as he heard her say this, Wei Shu's face was so angry that his face was about to distort.
He grabbed Liao Qing's arm and said viciously, "Our family conditions are not good, then your family conditions are good, why do you only support you and your brother like this, how can my family support my two sisters and me if the conditions are not good?"
"What do you mean?" Liao Qing shook off his grip on his hand.
A pair of red and swollen eyes stared at her husband, and the fat on her face was squeezed together, a little funny and a little disgusting.
Her appearance was inexplicably disgusting to Wei Shu.
Since Wei Shu was willing to marry her, he didn't dislike her appearance.
I have already accepted her in my heart, not only that, but I also think that she has studied in high school and has a bit of culture, which is very gratifying.
Later, he married her, thinking that if she wanted to go to university, then support her well, and he was also happy that his daughter-in-law was motivated and wanted to live a good life with him.
So in the past few years, Liao Qing has helped her mother's family from time to time, she doesn't do anything at home, and he doesn't want to have children with him, and he doesn't say anything!
But somehow, he looked at this Liao Qing tonight, looking at the woman with a fat face, the more he looked at it, the more disgusting he became, the more upset he became, and he felt a little sick to his stomach.
"I don't mean anything, I'll just tell you the facts, my family is not in good condition, but my family also raised me and my sister three, and they are well raised, your family is in good condition, and you and your brother need my family to help?"
There was sarcasm on his face.
"Wei Shu, what do you mean? Are you dissatisfied with my filial piety to my father? What do you mean, you don't know that my mother has an illness, and there is nothing left at home, you say such things, you are deliberately poking my heart, you ......"
She began to cry again, wiping away tears.
When Wei Shu saw her crying, he didn't feel distressed at all, but was a little comfortable.
"I'm poking you in the heart? Hehe, have you forgotten how you are, poking my heart? Don't you want children because our conditions are not good? Don't you mean that I'm useless? I didn't give you good conditions, so you don't want children? If I had Jiang Zhidong's conditions, would you have children right away!"
"What are you mentioning him for? Do you believe Qi Xiaoyu's cheap hooves and slander me? You say, you!"
Liao Qing didn't relent, and reached out to grab him.
"I think you're weak-hearted. ”
Wei Shu looked at her like a shrew, came up and grabbed his face, and he was so angry that he pushed her away.
directly pushed the person to the place, and watched Liao Qing fall under the big kang like a round ball.
Not to mention Qi Xiaoyu, he forgot what his mother told him Qi Xiaoyu said.
He and Qi Xiaoyu are not far apart in age, they grew up playing with mud together, and they have an understanding of everyone's temperament, in his impression, Qi Xiaoyu is not a woman who talks nonsense.
He pondered for a while, savored Qi Xiaoyu's words, and listened to the unrelenting cry of the woman under the big kang.
It was pitch black outside the glass window, and large snowflakes were falling from the dim sky, and there were a few willow trees in the courtyard of the Wei family that had lost their leaves, and they were full of fluffy and shiny snowflakes.
The snowflakes have been falling for more than half a month, and they are getting bigger and denser day by day.
Thinking of the details of the marriage between the two, and thinking of this woman's reluctance to give birth to children in recent years, Wei Shu's heart was cold, as if he had been abandoned by the world.
His eyes became dim, his heart was very cold, very cold, and he felt a little helpless in his heart, he stood up, got dressed, picked up dry tobacco, and walked into the night alone.
He wanted to go to Qi's house and ask Qi Xiaoyu if Liao Qing's woman really threatened her and asked Jiang Zhidong to give Liao Qing a make-up lesson?
Does Liao Qing have other thoughts?
The snow, covering the roofs and paths, crushed some dead branches, and the snow flakes flew all over the sky, making the heavens and the earth dissolve into a white one.
His body trembled, his body shrunk, his hands shaking, and he couldn't see the road ahead.
Wei Shu thought of the same village, which daughter-in-law at his age did not have one or two children in his family?
Even if you are sick and can't give birth, you have already been raised.
He sighed, not knowing where he was going for a while, feeling confused and feeling a little stuffy in his chest.
He looked around, and the deserted courtyard seemed deserted, and between his steps, the dead trees in the courtyard were blown by the wind, as if to laugh at him for being useless.
As if to make fun of him, he couldn't even fulfill his simplest wish.
His wish for his life is very simple, farm well, marry a wife and have children, live a down-to-earth life, send children to school, continue the Wei family's incense, someone calls his father, and someone will sweep his grave a hundred years later.
He sat feebly on the threshold of the hospital, as if he had been drained of blood.
The miserable white moonlight passed through the shadows of the trees, reflecting light white spots in the black ink night, and the bleak snow scene was cold.
The quiet courtyard silently revealed the taste of loneliness, Wei Shu lowered his head, and his eyes were gloomy.
The wind and snow gradually intensified, and the damp and cold wind gradually spread out of the air, carrying a lonely cold and cold, and attacked him mercilessly.
The sky is getting colder and darker, and the snowy mountain village is very quiet at night, even the barking of dogs is rare, and the snow on the threshold has not melted. He had been sitting on it for a long time, and his lower body was freezing and tingling.
The evening breeze swept through his sideburns, and with it a disappointed face, and a pair of godless eyes, his pupils were drowsy, as if they were about to die.
Midnight.
He approached the room, looked at the woman who was already asleep in the bed, and saw the woman who had slept very dead and fragrant.
Outside the window, the wind and snow were very strong, the lights were on in the room, and disappointment gradually spread out from the air, with depression and sadness, mercilessly attacking him, mercilessly driving away the few expectations left in his heart.
He took off his shoes silently, went to bed, and lay down in the warm bed, he glanced sideways at the woman who had shared the bed with him for several years.
Suddenly I didn't want to spend time with her.
He's getting a divorce.