Dead Grass - (8)

"But I can't bear you, I can't bear you, Shaofei, I'm afraid I'm leaving, and others won't be able to take care of you......"

"You are always a picky eater, you don't like to eat green onions, you don't like to eat garlic, you don't eat ginger and vegetables, every time you eat, I have to tell you to eat more things that contain vitamin C, I think since you don't like to eat vegetables, then I will prepare more fruits, eating fruits is the same, I know you like to eat grapes, every time I see you eat fresh ordinary I am so happy, I am afraid that your nutrition injection is uneven, I will be sad......"

"In the past few years, after you took over the Yeshi Group, the company's performance has been getting better and better, I know that you are very busy, you are very hard, you have to socialize, you have to drink, you have to attend various occasions, all kinds of drinking parties......"

"I'm so afraid that you will spoil your stomach, I'm worried, I can only think of preparing sobering soup, thinking of preparing something for you to nourish your stomach, I'm so happy to see you drink, Shaofei, I know you've done a lot for this family, but I'm so useless, I can't help, I can't give you a baby......"

Gu Ruxuan seemed to be a little confused when she spoke, a bunch of nonsense, tears fell one by one, Ye Shaofei's hand touched it, and he gently helped her pass away.

"Shaofei, I like you so much, you know? I've liked you since middle school......

"At that time, you were one year older than me, you were in class 333 on the second floor, I was in class 341 on the third floor, every day after the second class, I would pretend to pull the same table past the door of your classroom, peek at you through the window, and then pretend to leave as if nothing happened......

"Later, you were admitted to Nan'an University, I thought that I would also be admitted to the same school as you! After college, I heard that you won a lot of awards, I heard that you were in the Department of Finance, I haven't found you yet, I heard that you went abroad, I was so sad at that time, I still wanted to confess to you, but unfortunately you are gone. ”

As she spoke, she leaned her head on him and wiped her tears from his clothes.

Soon, as if she had thought of something, she stood up and stepped on the carpet, the floor of this room was carpeted, it was the season of late summer and early autumn, and the room was very comfortable.

She stumbled and ran to her dresser.

Holding the dresser in one hand, she ripped open one of the drawers, and inside the drawer lay a thick diary, which she looked at as if she had found a treasure.

She ran to the sofa with the diary, sat beside Ye Shaofei, and handed him the diary.

Ye Shaofei took it and looked at the heavy diary with a somewhat old cover.

He was suddenly a little timid, and somehow he was afraid to open it.

Gu Ruxuan didn't seem to notice his reaction, she reached out and opened the cover of the diary, motioning him to look at it.

She had a little girlish shyness on her face, as if her heart that had been sealed for many years had finally been opened.

Ye Shaofei looked at her shyness and glanced down at the diary.

"The mountains have trees and branches, and the heart is happy, and the heart is not known. ”

The first page is such a sentence, Ye Shaofei knew what this meant, his expression changed a little, and his eyes were a lot softer.

He turned to the second page at Ruxuan's motion, and on the second page was a photo of a 17- or 8-year-old boy sitting under a banyan tree in his school uniform reading a book.

Turning to the third page, there is a photo of a teenager playing on the court in a sports suit, bouncing up to shoot a basketball.

Turning the fourth page is still a photo of a teenager eating in the cafeteria.

Turning to the fourth page is still a picture of a teenager drinking water in the classroom......

On the last page, there is a hand-drawn cartoon of a man and a woman holding a pair of children in between.

There is also a passage, "I wish that in the life and the rest of my life, Gu Ruxuan can meet Ye Shaofei, and Gu Ruxuan loves Ye Shaofei." ”

is a bit of a middle two, but it almost broke Ye Shaofei's heart.

He hurriedly closed the diary and put it on the coffee table, his heart was beating fast, his figure was a little hoarse, his eyes were gentle, and he called "Ruxuan......"

The eyes are like water, reflecting the stars outside the window.

"Shaofei, these photos were taken secretly by me, I know I'm naΓ―ve, but I can't help but want to see you, but I can't see you all the time, so I take pictures of you all over the campus, originally I thought I could only secretly look at these photos in my life, fortunately, God bless, I'm lucky enough......"

Her tears fell again, but she said happily, "Fortunately, two years after graduation and work, my father told me that he was going to marry me, saying that the object was you, and that you had returned to China, do you know how happy I was that day?"

"I think, I can finally marry the man I like, I can finally take care of him, I can finally be by his side, I can finally stand by his side, I don't have to hide behind his back and look up at him!"

"I still think, after getting married, we will have two children, preferably a boy and a girl, make up a good word, and then live happily for a lifetime, I also think, how lucky and happy I am in this life, I can marry the boy I liked when I was young. ”

As she spoke, she put her head on his shoulder and cried again, "But, how can I be so lucky, that I am so happy, I will never be able to have our children again in my life, I will never be able to have our children again......"

She looked up at him, her eyes red and swollen.

Her tears fell, and the strings of tears that slipped under the cold light were crystal and fragile, and Ye Shaofei's heart trembled unexpectedly.

He never thought that Ruxuan had liked him since he was a student, nor did he think that her feelings would be so fierce.

Although they get along well on weekdays, they don't have too much passion in the end.

She is a pampered lady from a wealthy family, her emotions are always well controlled, her joy and anger will not be easily exposed, and she will not say her own thoughts, even in sexual affairs, she is well-behaved.

Living with her is like a glass of boiled water, plain, but this cup of plain boiled water is not very bad after drinking it for a long time.

Later, she became pregnant again, so the child would stay, he couldn't do it again, and the tiger would not eat the child.

Back then, he was able to do it because he was newly married for not too long, and he had been together for a short time, and he really didn't have any feelings for her, and even hated her a little, and hated her for marrying a family marriage, not to mention that he was in love with Yi Rou at that time.

But after getting along with her for a few years, he doesn't hate her anymore.

Since he doesn't hate it, he can accept the child in her belly.

However, I didn't expect the child to fall.

He felt a little guilty, especially when he remembered the fetal movements he felt.

In the past month, he has often wondered if it was because the first child had a miscarriage that hurt her body and hurt her uterus, so he couldn't keep the second child?

Most of the long black hair hung down the back of her head, and some of it covered her lovely cheeks, Ye Shaofei wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, pulled her hair away, and pinned it behind her ears.