Unwillingness - (xxxix) Past life 6
"Ye Jinghan, what do you want me to say before you believe me?"
Yang Lan looked at the man in front of him who was trapped between the wall and herself, with helplessness and displeasure in her eyes.
What Ding Min said was not wrong at all, she had already sent someone to investigate, Chen Huaiyu did have an ex, that predecessor was Shen Ling, and the two had been talking for four or five years, and there was an unborn child.
She used her connections to check the information kept by the hospital where Chen Huaiyu had the operation, and it was clearly written that the labor was induced.
Yang Lan thought of Chen Huaiyu's unbearable, and felt uncomfortable.
She has liked a man for so many years and has cared for so many years, how can she be with such a man?
She doesn't allow it, she definitely doesn't allow it!
"What do I have to believe? Xiaolan, I have made it clear to you in the past, I have always regarded you as a sister. ”
Ye Jinghan looked at Yang Lan who was trapped between his arms and the wall, a little annoyed, urged her away, and stood aside.
She has the same long curly hair as Xiao Yu, a round face, and a stubborn face, which is very similar to Xiao Yu, but she is her, and Xiao Yu is Xiao Yu.
He had never been attracted to her, nor had he ever liked her.
In the past few years, he has been rejecting her and staying away from her, he thought that sooner or later he would be able to make her die and find her own happiness.
Unexpectedly, now that he is engaged, she has a boyfriend, and she will do this.
"Brother Jing Han, don't you really know my favorite? A few days ago, I saw you and Miss Chen's loving appearance in your villa, and I realized that I had always liked you.
"Why am I with Tang Bo, don't you know? Do you think I have any other choice than being with others?"
Yang Lan's eyes were sad, and he looked at him mockingly.
"You have always rejected me, you have always rejected me, but why don't you want to get to know me, do you know? I have never liked you less than Chen Huaiyu, and I like you even more than her!"
"I've liked you since my freshman year of high school, my freshman year of high school! My whole youth has been given to you, can't you pity me? Can't you give me a little pity, a little pity for me?"
Yang Lan stared at him, her eyes were already red.
She has liked him since high school, so much like it, she likes it until he goes abroad to study, she likes it when he returns to China, she likes it to learn laundry and cook for him, and she is a qualified lady of a wealthy family.
But the result?
As a result, she got nothing.
In fact, it doesn't matter if she doesn't get it, she comforts herself, after all, don't fly women and don't get him?
But suddenly one day, not only did other people's women get him, but she was also a very dirty and bad woman.
She couldn't accept, couldn't accept that the man she loved was with a woman who was so unbearable. She cares about Chen Huaiyu's past, cares about Chen Huaiyu's past, and she feels that Chen Huaiyu is not worthy of him.
When Ye Jinghan heard her words, his eyes became indifferent and looked at her, and he said a little angrily, "Xiaolan, love is never pitiful, nor is it charity, love is a very simple and clean existence, like is like, dislike is dislike." ”
"I like her, and she will be your sister-in-law from now on. ”
When Yang Lan heard this, her tears had already fallen, and the tears were like beads with broken threads, one by two, three by three, and she simply cried regardless of it.
What kind of lady image, what kind of wealthy lady, what time to manage her emotions! She doesn't care about it.
"Ye Jinghan, don't you understand? Don't you know? Don't you know how much I like you? Don't you know that every time you refuse almost suffocates me? Don't you know that I once committed suicide for you? Do you think I want to like you all the time? But I can't let go! I can't let go!"
As she spoke, Yang Lan pulled open a string of pearl bracelets on her wrists, on which were pale pink with three scars.
She had committed suicide for him three times, three times and nine deaths, and each time she came back to life, she told herself that she wanted to let herself go and let him go.
But she finally did it, and he found such a filthy woman.
If he finds a woman who is better than himself, she will forget it. If he finds a clean woman, a woman worthy of him, she will be blessed.
But he's good!
What kind of goods are she looking for, isn't this deliberately trampling on her only dignity? Isn't this that she can't even keep her only dignity?
She still remembered what Ding Min said, "I really don't know what Ye Shao thinks, he would rather have a second-hand goods than you, a wealthy lady who feels like spring and snow." ”
Ye Jinghan saw the scar on Yang Lan's wrist clearly with the help of the lights that had been on in the corridor, and he was a little surprised, he was stunned, and he didn't know what to say for a while.
He only knew that Yang Lan liked him, but he didn't expect her to like it like this, extreme and affectionate?
He glanced at Yang Lan's eyes, saw the affection in her eyes clearly, and saw the stubbornness in her eyes clearly, these eyes were too similar to himself.
He remembered how affectionate and stubborn he was in his own eyes when he was trying to pursue Chen Huaiyu and when Chen Huaiyu was indifferent.
He still remembers that when Chen Huaiyu didn't agree to him and wasn't with him, he lay on the bed and felt that it was boring to live, and the woman he liked couldn't get it, so it was better to die.
Yes, he had that thought at that time, but he was more sensible, he didn't do that, and he wouldn't do that. It's not because he loves Chen Huaiyu less than Yang Lan loves himself, but because he knows that only by living can everything be possible and have a chance!
Otherwise, he is really dead, so I don't know which man Chen Huaiyu is tossing and turning next to that man in the future, I don't know which man's husband to call, I don't know which man to give birth to, I don't know which man to snuggle up to, and I don't know which man to wash my hands and make soup.
He didn't want to see such a thing, and he didn't want to see it.
The office is quiet, quiet can only hear Yang Lan's whispered crying, Ye Jinghan has a trace of distress in his heart, this distress comes from empathy, from the fact that he also loved a girl like that.
Seeing this, Yang Lan couldn't help but burst into tears, and said with a pitiful expression, "Do you know?
Speaking of this time, Yang Lan touched the scar on her wrist, her expression was sad, and she cried so much, "I don't ask you to be with me, I know you won't be with me, I just want you to hug me, can you? ”
After speaking, Yang Lan moved her body, and hugged him tightly before Ye Jinghan could react, "Brother, hug me like a sister, okay? Just say goodbye to my love for you! I just need a hug today, and I say so much to be able to hug you!"