In Lucheng, on a July day, the branches of the big trees outside swayed non-stop, the sky was overcast and gloomy, and it rained early in the morning.

In a small farmhouse courtyard, there are three mud tile houses, sitting south and facing north, which are "concave" buildings with civil engineering structures, with a hall house in the middle, and in the room on the left, there are encouraging slogans on the wall, some vague star wall paintings, gray wood glass windows, and a half-old writing desk under the window, which is covered with a layer of newspapers, stacked with old books, pens, enamel teacups, etc.

Qi Xiaoyu opened her eyes, stunned, and looked around by the faint light that shone in the early morning from outside the newspaper window.

For a long time, she patted her heart, pinched her face, it hurt a little, she really came back again.

She lay on the big kang, happy and sad at the same time.

Xu has been a ghost for a long time, and now there are some hard kangs, and she is a little uncomfortable, and she wants to cry a little.

Xiaoyu glanced at the wall calendar hanging on the wall and slowly sorted out her memory.

At this time, it was the year when Hua Pingguo resumed the college entrance examination, and the previous college entrance examination system was suspended for eight years.

She is 22 years old, but she is already the mother of a child, and her husband's name is Jiang Zhidong, 25 years old, a young man from the countryside who came from the capital Shang'ancheng.

In her previous life, she married the young Jiang Zhidong, and in the year of the resumption of the college entrance examination, Jiang Zhidong was admitted to one of the top universities in Shang'an City, Jiang Zhidong returned to his hometown and did not take Qi Xiaoyu there.

Later, she was a weak woman who did not have much education and worked in the fields every day, with her face facing the loess and her back to the sky, pulling and taking care of the children alone, worrying about big and small things, and there was no pillar at home.

Jiang Zhidong will send some allowances from the school back every month, and she will save them after receiving them, she is afraid that she is reluctant to spend and use them.

As time passed, he became better and better, the husband and wife separated all the year round, and the gap became bigger and bigger, and finally went to a strange road.

When Jiang Zhidong became famous, he took their mother and went to Shang'ancheng.

But after years of hard work, coupled with a person with a child, her body has collapsed.

When he was in Shang'an City, Jiang Zhidong's mother, sister-in-law, and sister-in-law sneered and used cold violence, and Jiang Zhidong traveled all year round, and the two had no common topic. She didn't have any friends in Shang'ancheng, and when she was in her 30s, her already bad body died of depression.

At that time, she didn't know that there was a disease called depression, but later she went to the underworld and met a lot of ghosts, some of which were doctors in her previous life, so she knew that she had depression before she died?

Qi Xiaoyu touched his heart, sighed, and glanced at the man next to him who was asleep, feeling a little complicated in his heart.

Speaking of which, her husband is neither good nor bad, and she still has a little conscience after she is developed, and she has not abandoned her bad wife.

She opened her eyes, her eyes rolled and rolled, thinking that she was going to take the college entrance examination?

Although she only lived to be in her 30s in her last life, she knew how important it was to study in Shang'ancheng!

Xiaoyu thought for a while, since she could live a new life, it was best to get rid of the status quo, she didn't want to stay in the village to farm and farm in her twenties.

After seeing the prosperity of the city, I realized that such a life was too hard.

She also wants to be like those educated ladies in the city, have a good education, have more knowledge, can earn money, have a good job, enough to support herself and her children, have confidence, and be able to be looked down upon by others, and no longer have to suffer the cynicism of Jiang Zhidong's sister-in-law and sister-in-law!

It's best to be bold enough to divorce Jiang Zhidong.

Yes, in fact, she thought about divorce in her previous life.

But in her previous life, she was worried that her child would not be able to go to other children in Anseong without a father, and she could go to a good school, wear beautiful clothes, and buy delicious food.

I am also worried that I will not be able to stay in Shang'an City, and I will not be able to be with my children from now on!

It was as if she was incapable and a little reluctant to live a worry-free life like that.

There is also a husband who is reluctant to like her, in her eyes, her husband is so good, she has always liked it.

She can't give it to others, she worked so hard to pull the children in the countryside alone, lived a peaceful life, and didn't let him the slightest snack, but now that her husband is famous, her in-laws' family hinted that she would divorce herself?

Will she be willing to divorce? No.

It's ridiculous that her mother-in-law is optimistic about herself, and all the girls who think it will help him in his career have been brought home.

Thinking of this, she took a deep breath and glanced at the man beside her.

It may be because of the sun in the past few years, his skin has changed from fair to bronzed, but his facial contours are beautiful and handsome.

Even if he slept in such an ordinary mud house, he couldn't hide his light, as if he wasn't born here, as if his aura was incompatible with here.

Qi Xiaoyu lowered her eyes and sighed, he didn't belong to this kind of place, if it weren't for the young man going to the countryside, I'm afraid she wouldn't be able to contact him in this life, know him, fall in love with him, and never marry him.

He came from a big city, he had a family of intellectuals, he was talented, educated, and good-looking.

And what about her?

The family is innocent, but they are authentic farmers.

If it weren't for an accident, I'm afraid it would be difficult to get to know each other, right?

Therefore, she had low self-esteem at the beginning, she had an inferiority complex with him, and she always had it, and when he graduated and his career got better and better, her inferiority complex became stronger and stronger.

She was actually so disgusted with his family, she knew that she was not worthy of him, but she was already his wife at that time.

Why did they do that?

Why should it be the turn of the mother-in-law, sister-in-law, and sister-in-law to give guidance to the life of the two of them? Is it the turn of the mother-in-law, sister-in-law, and sister-in-law to sneer and sneer?

Thinking of those things made her heart sour.

In the past, she only thought about how happy she was to marry the man she liked. How honorable it is to have such an excellent husband.

But when she died, she realized that these were all false for her, not only because they were false, but also because she had low self-esteem and depression.

She has been in the underworld for so many years, and she has learned a truth, only when she becomes strong and powerful, can she live her life as she wants, and be happy as she wants, which can be regarded as truly "glorious." ”

Even if you want to divorce, then you will leave, who is afraid of whom?

She sighed, in the final analysis, she is still uneducated and incapable, in this life she wants to live well for herself and become excellent.

She wants to turn over, she wants to fight for money, she wants to change the status quo, even if it can only change a little.

She wants to be able to afford to raise the child herself, send him to a good school, buy him beautiful clothes, and buy him good food!

She stared at the rough dirt roof, and secretly made up her mind.

Even if you grit your teeth, no matter how difficult and bitter it is, you can't be like in your previous life.

The child slept among them, and she reached out and touched the child's face, and her heart was much softer.