Chapter 1146: The Pain of Love
Zhang Yuntian thought that he would be with Yue Xiaomei in this life, he was excited, and he also had a beautiful vision for the future.
However, the reality is cruel, he did not get his wish, and he lost his beloved. Xiaomei's sister is already Wang Xiaolin's wife, and she has nothing to do with her, so he is heartbroken.
Zhang Yuntian sighed and shed tears, his heart kept churning, speaking of which, Wang Xiaolin and Sister Xiaomei are also a suitable pair, but they are suffering for themselves......
Zhang Yuntian was upset, he didn't say a word, tears were flowing silently, and his whole body and mind were tormented in pain.
If there is no confession today, not only will he not suffer for this, but he will also be happy for Wang Xiaolin and Yue Xiaomei. Maybe fate is playing tricks on people, or maybe it is providence, he can only face the facts in front of him.
Of course, he will be very envious of Wang Xiaolin, and he will be very bitter in his heart, and he will feel sad about loss, but it will not be to such an extent.
At this time, Zhang Yuntian had a heart-wrenching pain, which was really painful. He loves Yue Xiaomei too much, and it is too difficult to endure the pain, and he has to accept the ruthless reality. He shook his head and sighed continuously, he had to cut it if he couldn't give it up, since he didn't have a chance, he gritted his teeth and endured it.
Zhang Yuntian was persuading himself: "I don't want to, this matter is over, as long as the two of them are happy, as a brother, they should be content." Alas, it's so painful for me......"
He came to the courtyard and thought about his thoughts as he walked around.
Yue Xiaomei came back, facing her happy sister, Zhang Yuntian was even more heartbroken, and was speechless to Xiaomei's questioning. He can't explain, he can't implicate Wang Xiaolin anymore, and he will bear all the pain himself.
Lost, he lost his beloved, and his heart was dripping blood. Facing the flower-like sister Xiaomei, who should have been a lifelong beloved wife, left him in a blink of an eye, and he didn't dare to think about it anymore. If he stays with his beloved any longer, he may change his mind and will not let Xiaomei's sister become someone else's beloved wife.
Zhang Yuntian had to endure the pain and gave up, had to leave, left here with endless pain, and left the joy and happiness to others.
Yue Xiaomei was very sad when she saw her beloved leave. She didn't know why Brother Yuntian denied his marriage to her, why he was playing tricks on herself, it was too abnormal, it shouldn't have been her brother's doing.
lost, the love that was so easy to get was lost again, Yue Xiaomei's heart was in turmoil, crying in grief. She really couldn't understand what had happened to her brother Yuntian after being separated for such a short time, how could her brother suddenly change his mind and deny the marriage he had set with him?
Yue Xiaomei was lying on the bed, crying and suspicious, I don't know. Brother Yuntian agreed to marry her, he was so happy and so close, he wouldn't deny it for no reason. She decided that something had happened, but as for what happened, she still didn't know.
At this time, the door rang, and Zhang Yunyan accompanied Wang Xiaolin in.
Yunyan saw Sister Xiaomei and was very happy: "My sister is back, it's really providential! Get up quickly, there is a distinguished guest coming." ”
"Hehe, I'm a distinguished guest, Sister Xiaomei is tired, let her lie down. Wang Xiaolin sat down as he spoke.
Yue Xiaomei heard a strange man speak, opened her eyes and looked at it, only to know that it was Ling Fenghe Wang Xiaolin. She didn't move, she still lay there, thinking bitterly.
Zhang Yunyan came over and asked, "
Sister, what's wrong with you?"
"I'm not feeling well. ”
"What's wrong today, you're not feeling well, Brother Yuntian is not feeling well, just came back like this, what's wrong? Alas, you, when you don't meet, you don't think about tea and dinner, and you can't be happy when you meet. ”
Yue Xiaomei ignored it and was still lying down.
Yunyan suddenly remembered Zhang Yuntian and asked, "Hey, where is Brother Yuntian?" Sister, have you seen him?"
Yue Xiaomei said angrily, "No!" She lay there and stopped talking.
"Let Sister Xiaomei sleep for a while. After Wang Xiaolin finished speaking, he talked with Zhang Yunyan.
Yue Xiaomei was lying on the bed, sad and angry, and had an unspeakable resentment towards Zhang Yuntian. She was full of thoughts, sighing from time to time.
She is convinced that Brother Yuntian loves her, and she has made it clear when she was in Yushuzhuang that the two will be together for life. Brother Yuntian is not a casual joker, especially this kind of thing, he is even more serious, and there is no falsehood at all. He was so happy, how could he suddenly change? What happened?
Yue Xiaomei couldn't figure it out, so she could only complain silently, and she also had hatred. She remembered Zhang Yuntian's love for her on weekdays, and gradually became angry, feeling that although her brother was not good at expressing himself, he was still enthusiastic about herself. Brother Yuntian not only cares about her, but also saves her many times, it can be said that this life was given by her brother, and she can't blame her brother no matter what.
Brother Yuntian is reluctant to get married, which can't mean that he doesn't love her, and the reason why his attitude has changed greatly is that he has his own ideas and can't be resentful. However, what is Brother Yuntian's thoughts, why is there such a drastic change?
Yue Xiaomei couldn't figure it out, and she couldn't help it, so she was still struggling in pain: "Alas, since Brother Yuntian is unwilling, there is no way, let him go." I'm also cautious, how can I treat my brother like this, it's so undeserved......"
Zhang Yunyan and Wang Xiaolin didn't know what Yue Xiaomei was thinking, and when they saw her lying there still, they didn't want to ask, and they were still chatting.
Thinking of Brother Yuntian, Xiaomei felt bitter in her heart, and sighed silently: "This is my lifelong event, how can I say that I am cautious, nor can I say that I will change, there must be an explanation...... Brother, we have already made up our minds, why don't you want me again? You treat me like this, it makes me feel so painful......
Yue Xiaomei was immersed in pain and did not listen to Wang Xiaolin and Zhang Yunyan's talk and laughter.
After thinking about it, she still has no fate with Brother Yuntian, and it is inevitable that she will end up like this. How could it be that she seemed to have fallen from heaven into the abyss, her pleasure was gone, and she was mired in endless pain.
Yue Xiaomei was unwilling, did she really not have a fate with Brother Yuntian? In Yushuzhuang, I was about to be humiliated by thieves, why did my brother come so timely? When I was in danger, my brother would always come to rescue me, isn't this the will of heaven? Isn't this fate? However, this providence, this fate, why can't we connect the two of us together? Why can't we become husband and wife?
Xiaomei was silently lamenting, saying that she was still miserable......
At this time, Yue Xiaomei could only resent the bad fate and the beautiful marriage could not be realized. The matter has come to this point, it is useless to cry sadly, since the marriage between her and Brother Yuntian is difficult to achieve, why force it, don't think about it anymore, yes
Self-torture.
Yue Xiaomei's mood was calmer, and she was still suspicious: "It's strange, Brother Yuntian was so happy before he went home, how can he say that it will change? There must be something here...... Why? Alas, it's so sad......"
Yue Xiaomei thought about it, but she still didn't know why, so she had to give up. She breathed a sigh of relief, looked at Wang Xiaolin, and felt that people were guests, and it was a little inappropriate to lie here and ignore them, and it was also a snub to the guests. Thinking of this, she got up and got out of bed and saluted Wang Xiaolin.
Zhang Yunyan saw that Xiaomei had tears on her face, and her mood was not good, for some reason. She asked with concern, "Sister, why are you crying, what's wrong?"
"I ...... Uncomfortable. After speaking, Yue Xiaomei had tears in her eyes again, and hurriedly lowered her head and went out of the house to wash her face.
Zhang Yunyan said with a smile: "Sister, don't feel bad, you have a big joy today." You have to accompany Brother Xiaolin, people have come to see you. ”
"Sister, I'm joking, I'm here to visit Brother Yuntian and your sisters. ”
Zhang Yunyan looked at him with a smile on her face, and said deliberately: "Brother Xiaolin, you have come here and still don't know what you mean, if you miss the opportunity, don't blame me." ”
Wang Xiaolin smiled and saw that Yue Xiaomei did not respond.
Yun Yan smiled again and said to Yue Xiaomei: "Sister, Brother Xiaolin is here to formally propose to you, and we have to discuss when the marriage will be consummated." Today, both of you are here, so settle the matter. ”
Yue Xiaomei was very surprised when she heard this, she was stunned for a while, her injured heart churned again, and she didn't speak.
If it was before, she would have agreed even if she had an idea, but today is different, she is still in pain and depression, how can she have the heart to think about such a thing.
In addition to pain and depression, she also has resentment, hating Yuntian's brother for abandoning her, hating her love for being so miserable, and the person she loves the most has abandoned her.
Although the marriage between Yue Xiaomei and Brother Yuntian is beautiful, there is no fate, it is just a dream, and it is useless to miss it. Pain, depression, resentment...... Chaotic emotions came to her heart, and she was helpless and helpless, and could only bear the fact that she was reluctant.
Yue Xiaomei also likes Wang Xiaolin very much, with a deep love, Xiaolin's brother is handsome and enthusiastic, sincere, an honest and reliable person, and knows that he can be entrusted for life. However, compared to Zhang Yuntian, Wang Xiaolin is still a little worse in her heart, and she did not give all her love to Xiaolin's brother alone.
At this time, she had just been abandoned by Brother Yuntian, and she was heartbroken about marriage, and she was in no mood to pay attention to this kind of thing for a while.
Zhang Yunyan saw that Yue Xiaomei didn't speak, and said: "Sister, you should say something, Brother Xiaolin came all the way here just for this matter, and he must make it clear." ”
Yue Xiaomei had some resentment towards Zhang Yuntian, and she also had a depressed and sad mood, and she did not eliminate her love for him. Although there is no hope for a beautiful love, it is impossible to get rid of the inner longing and longing, and such a sweet dream will involuntarily continue.
However, reality is reality, although it is cruel, it is powerless to change, Xiaomei can't give up her love for Zhang Yuntian, and has to accept the ruthless reality.
Yue Xiaomei knew that the longing for love was irretrievable, and her beautiful wish could no longer be realized, so she still buried the flower of love for Zhang Yuntian deep in her heart, and could only enjoy it alone.