Chapter 196: The Last Wish
The hardest thing to figure out is people's hearts.
The more extraordinary a person is, the less likely it is to know what is really going on in his heart.
Lin boiled wine in boiling wine.
Tianluo Mountain is one of the estuaries of Jiaodong County, although the name is full of wildness, but it is the most beautiful seaside mountain in Jiaodong County.
There is a unique creation here, facing the southeast and there are three islands: a coiled turtle, a Tianchong, and a Dinghai. These three islands block the sea breeze coming from the Sky Wolf Mountain, so there is no strong wind on the Sky Wolf Mountain all year round.
Since the Zheng Gate Valve took charge of Jiaodong County, many secluded courtyards on Tianluo Mountain have been exclusively owned by the Zheng Gate Valve, either for cultivation or for recuperation.
The small courtyard where Lin Cooking Wine is located is called the Star Pavilion, which is the highest place in Tianluo Mountain, and you can see the farthest, and you can see the calm harbor with different shades of color in the sun, and you can see the magnificent waves in the sea in the distance.
The best thing is in the starry night, the star field in the sky is like a dream, and many stars that cannot be seen elsewhere form magnificent silver sand in the sky.
At that time, everyone in Bashan Sword Field loved to drink.
The more you drink the water, the colder it gets, but the more you drink the wine, the warmer it gets.
However, among the people back then, in terms of love for wine and the amount of alcohol, it was still the first in Lin Cooking Wine.
"You don't know, when Wang Jingmeng first entered Changling, he didn't like to drink, he felt that the spirits were too strong, the rice wine was too smoky, and his favorite drink was sweet rice wine like sugar water. The small stove in front of Lin Zhujiu was warm with rice wine, he looked at the eldest grandson Qianxue sitting opposite, and talked about the past with a smile: "Later, I met us, and I was told several times, he said that the sword needs to be absolutely sober, and I said that the sword needs to follow his heart, free and uninhibited." Later, he felt justified and improved his swordsmanship, but he still didn't like the pure burning knife spirits, and he still liked to be lighter, mellow and sweeter. I also remember that you didn't drink a drop of wine back then, and you didn't even like the smell of wine, and I didn't expect to open a wine shop in Changling. ”
"Because I regretted it. The eldest grandson Qianxue helped Lin cook wine and poured a glass of wine for herself, the wine was like amber, and there were some osmanthus flowers that had just been sprinkled in, and she smiled faintly:" Originally, I hated him, but when I heard that he died in Changling, I didn't know how to be emotional, thinking that after all, I couldn't let go of my daughter's figure, I also thought about it carefully, compared myself and Zheng Sleeve, and felt that the biggest difference between myself and Zheng Sleeve was that she and you people could blend in whatever they did, drinking together, marching together, and fighting together, in fact, I regretted it later, I actually wanted to get drunk wantonly, at least there are some memories, at least better than being reserved only. When I opened a wine shop in Wutong and learned from him to make wine back then, I couldn't help but fantasize that if I could replace Zheng Sleeve by his side back then, maybe everything would be changed, my family would not be destroyed, and he would not die. ”
Lin boiled the wine and smiled, his smile full of emotion.
Who would have known what would happen later?
"You really don't want to look at Zheng Sleeve now and hear what she has to say?" he lowered his head and looked out the window.
In a large river leading to this end, a merchant ship is approaching.
That merchant ship seemed to be no different from the ordinary merchant ship of Jiaodong County, but both he and the eldest grandson Qianxue knew very well that Zheng Sleeve was in that merchant ship.
"I also thought about taunting her to her face, but I didn't expect that it would be pleasant, but I would hate her when I saw her, and I would disgust myself. The eldest grandson, Qianxue, shook his head.
Lin Zhuanjiu looked at her and couldn't help laughing.
No matter how many years have passed, people's temper and temperament seem to be difficult to change.
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The destination of the merchant ship is Linshuixuan at the foot of Tianluo Mountain.
Ding Ning was in a pavilion closest to the pier in Linshui Xuan, watching the arrival of this merchant ship.
Compared with the last goodbye, the reunion with the ending set this time has reminded many people of the old things.
Very few people would truly believe in fate.
But looking at the landing of this merchant ship, Ding Ning still couldn't help but think that there seemed to be a providence in the dark.
In the past, when he was in Changling, he and Zheng Sleeve were immortal couples that everyone envied, but he did not visit Jiaodong County in the company of Zheng Sleeve once.
Intentionally or unintentionally, it has been unbearable to look back on and turned into a wasted stream.
"What else can't you put down?"
When Shen Xuan sent Zheng Sleeve into this pavilion, and then exited this pavilion, Ding Ning looked at Zheng Sleeve, who had changed into a plain shirt and covered his face to cover the scars on his face, and said this. This is from the heart, I want to say it to myself, and at the same time say it to Zheng Sleeve.
The gentle sea breeze came slowly, blowing the white hanging veil hanging on the gazebo, and Zheng Sleeve sat under the seat in front of Ding Ning, and did not reply for a while.
"If you don't love, it's hard to hate, and you don't really love him, you only love yourself. Ding Ning's brows frowned slightly, he looked at the other party's eyebrows, which were already extremely unfamiliar in his eyes, and his tone was as light as the sea breeze at this time, "If you want to fight with him, we will naturally be happy to see it, and even ask for it, but why do you want this?"
"I chose you not to choose him back then, because I was unwilling, and I was unwilling to become an ordinary woman standing behind you forever in the future, giving birth to children, and the experience of practicing in Jiaodong County made me understand that if you don't do it to others, others will do it to you. The only way to survive is to keep getting rid of the opponents who threaten you. I subconsciously and naturally worry about whether I will be eliminated by others in the future if I am with you. If you go to the highest place, but instead return to the ordinary, what is the meaning of this life? Zheng Sleeve's voice sounded slowly and a little hollow: "Now I am also unwilling, in the past, I only wanted to achieve the goal, and abandoned personal likes and dislikes for the goal, but when I couldn't achieve the goal after all, I found that I was extremely disgusted with him." Regardless of the past, at least for now, I hate him more than you do him. Since I can no longer win the battle with you, I don't want him to win between you and him. ”
Ding Ning took a deep breath.
He didn't want to use any words to judge him anymore.
Because he has not gone through the cultivation of Jiaodong County, he cannot put himself in his shoes, and he is not qualified to comment on Zheng Sleeve who walked out of Jiaodong County back then.
Zheng Sleeve had already continued: "And all these years I thought you were definitely dead, and one of the thoughts that I always had in my heart was, if I really fought for his life, who would win?" ”
"If this is your last wish, I can help you fulfill it. Ding Ning raised his head and stopped looking at her, "You can tell me now, what you can do, and how I can help you." ”
After a slight pause, Ding Ning then said calmly: "And I must also ensure that there will be no accidents, after you fight with him, no matter whether he wins or you win, you must die and leave this world." ”