Prologue (1)

The universe is not dark, on the contrary, if your eyesight is good enough, such as being able to distinguish between neutrons and neutrons, then the universe will make you dizzy.

The soul that carried the landing pressure, the soul locking light was blown into a long one by wisps and waves of particle winds like rivers and sea tides, and was pushed by the layers of orderly ripples in the space, like a powerless insect floating in the current.

The criss-crossing ripples are the background color of the universe, like the texture of a canvas, which is the foundation of this cradle of life, and the rules that cannot be changed.

Not only the soul-locking light of land pressure, but all the matter surging along the ripples, forming an invisible rolling torrent.

The cosmic space in the land pressure soul induction is not at all as dark and empty as imagined, it is an incomparably colorful and gorgeous long river. The soul locking light was too small, and it was the same magnitude as the particles rolling in space, and in the induction of land pressure, countless huge balls of light of various colors were constantly squeezing, rubbing, and impacting on the soul locking light, and the force of the impact pushed him all the way forward.

The speed at which he walked was very fast, as if he had turned into a part of the light, and of course, this speed was only his feeling and estimate, and in this state, his sensing range was only a small corner, and there was no reference around him that could be used. It drifted unconsciously, until the soul became restless in the endless silence.

Lu Pressure wanted to recover his body, he used his strength to slightly rotate the soul lock light, and it was difficult to capture the light balls, which was the most basic substance in Lu Pressure's understanding, he slowly captured these particles, and at the same time built the particles that had been captured into the body, it seemed that the hope of resurrection was within reach.

I don't know how long it took, the outside of the soul lock light was already wrapped in a thick layer of substance, the size of a cell in an ordinary human body, it was relatively easy to capture the substance, Lu Pressure was excited, but suddenly thought of a question: Why do I want to reassemble the body? With the new body, where will I go?

The past is emerging one after another, in the depths of the stratum of my childhood, in the Kunlun Mountains of my youth, the war for power and profit, the world of deceit, where is the happiness of my land pressure?

Childhood, yes, it was real happiness at that time, but it was not the kind I wanted to have forever. Childlike fun is a simple happiness, but also an introverted happiness, it does not carry any desire, it seems to ...... It is just a kind of soul reaction to external stimuli, it is like a beautiful dew drop in the morning, after the sun is basked, it will disappear without a trace, and will not stay in the soul. Ask yourself, do you really remember the true taste of childhood happiness? Lu Jian only has that simple smiling face in his memory, and the mood behind the smiling face has not left any nicks in his memory.

Happiness without desire, like a mirror flower, may suddenly appear in the heart at a certain moment, but it has no support, and after passing away, it only leaves a vague impression, which will not be unforgettable.

True happiness comes from the deepest desires of the soul, and when those desires are realized, they can leave a memory in the soul that they will never forget. Lu Jian suddenly felt at a loss: Where is my desire?

The wealth and power of the world are naturally meaningless things, and delicacies, in the eyes of an existence like Lu Press, are just devouring a bunch of things that can be converted into energy, and the delicious feeling that fascinates the mortals in the world is just a special twitch of the flesh nerves to different stimuli, if you want, Lu Press can simulate that feeling forever, and it is still meaningless.

Woman...... Hehe, jokes, with ontological life, is there a difference between male and female? Cihang and A-Yao, they are just unwilling to discard their past memories and psychology, otherwise, they can instantly turn into the most majestic men!

Yes, memory, the heart, these places are the root of the latent desire. Whether it is human beings or immortals, they all have something that they are not willing to discard, which is their real wealth, which is wrapped in the spiritual satisfaction that they have achieved and have not realized.

At this moment, Lu Jian gradually understood what Yuan Shi and Tongtian did, and at the same time, he also deeply understood Brother Shaohao. They are just born out of the desire for survival, and they have to constantly grab the resources to ensure their survival, Yuan Shi Tongtian is like this, Ayao is like this, Shaohao is like this, everyone is like this.

Only by ensuring survival can there be time and possibility to realize those deep-seated desires of the soul, but when many people strive for the premise of survival, they are blinded by cruel competition and can no longer find the reason for their struggle.

Lu Jian curled up the soul light that carried his own memories, and he silently read the past over and over again, looking for the deepest desires in his memory.

The memory first returned to the day when I went to Kunlun, and to the moment when I was sucked into the book underground! The incomparably empty, green and blue sky world rushed to the face, and the boredom and depression of the ground were swept away, and my own body and soul were greedily breathing the fresh air at the same time, and the soul seemed to be "Peng!", an invisible chain was torn off, and the mind was like a bird that had been bound for a long time, and finally could soar.

When the worldview is severely shattered by reality, we can know what it means to "fly freely".

It's the feeling of being truly happy for the first time that I remember, what is this feeling called, freshness, liberation?

The memory changed rapidly, and suddenly it was frozen in the vast grassland in the book, and his mother Taihao lay on the ground, lying on her back, with a tired and painful expression, and gradually fell asleep under the caress of her mother's generous palm...... Why was it at that time? Seeing this scene, Lu Quan's soul trembled violently, but a burst of hot and warm feeling made Lu Jian taste the pain that went deep into the essence of the gods, and the pain that he wanted to let his soul dissipate immediately!

I'm remembering happiness, why do I find this pain!?

Why this moment? It was when Lu Jian returned to Kunlun from Buzhou Mountain through Xiangnan and Heluo, he was physically and mentally exhausted and emotionally frustrated, enjoying his mother's comfort, at that moment, it seemed that he was repeating the scene of his childhood underground life that had been experienced thousands of times, but it was different, at that moment, he was full of relaxation and carefreeness, a sense of security without worry, in his mother's arms, everything was no longer afraid, everything had to rely on.

What is this feeling? dependence, absolute trust, or ...... When you lose your most dependent and trusted loved one, the absolute pain reflects the incomparable happiness?

The memory moved again, but this time the frozen picture was scattered, spanning thousands of years! That was when I returned to the Tianshan hut from the ground again and again, and saw the clean and neat room, as well as the delicate back that was gradually moving away. In the picture, there is a warm smile on the corner of his mouth, and a real emotion is full of chest.

That is a new kind of happiness, why is it happy? The real happiness is very clear, Lu Quan can feel the desire to be affirmed and satisfied in his heart at that time, that desire is very simple, it is just a sentence: "In this world, there are still people who think of me and remember me!" Is it also a kind of happiness to imprint yourself in the memories of others?

The memory flipped intermittently, and finally, it was fixed on Gonggong's face with soft lines but high and low, full of personality, hehe, I don't know why, when I think of him, Lu Quan's mood will relax, old water...... He has the tenacity to never give up until he reaches his goal, and the wisdom to endure thousands of years of clever arrangements.

Thinking that after the reopening of heaven and earth, this guy suddenly became greedy for life in the world, and asked himself again and again to help him reincarnate...... Haha, every time he is brought out of the mortal body of the world, you can laugh at his ugliness in the world, and between the fights and laughter, there is also an unforgettable happiness in my heart.

What kind of happiness is this? Lu Jian remembers, at that time, the mood was very relaxed and comfortable, like the long-accumulated exhaust gas was suddenly released into the sky, that was the happiness of confiding and knowing each other?

The playback of the memory came to an abrupt end here, and what Lu Pressure didn't expect was that Ah Yao was not seen in these bitter happiness, but Lu Pressure always thought that she was the person he loved the most!

Between the thoughts, the memory went back to the stone house in the Tianshan Mountain, it was not long after A-Yao was rescued from the demon refining pot by herself, and she made a wish to be a new god to herself, and at that moment, she was no longer seen in the happy memory!

The basis of love is appreciation, and she once admired her soul, however, she was disappointed to find that her soul itself did not appreciate.

The memory fades, and Lu Jian is full of enthusiasm for his own rebirth! He wants to explore endless new worlds! Let his mind be liberated again and again, and find what he admires, trusts, relies on, and touches!