Chapter 227: Leave
People can't control themselves at all, otherwise, they can't control when they eat and when they sleep.
Only the outside world can see yourself.
In particular, the rules and regulations let you know when to do it.
Otherwise, you won't be able to control yourself, and you won't be able to see who you are.
Yes, who am I? I am nothing, I can't see clearly, I can't understand it.
Well, "you'll never know yourself," that's for sure.
How do you prove yourself?
If you can't do it, then you have to learn to lie to yourself.
When did it start? Learn to lie to yourself and forget about what is sad.
Even, there is no way to even write some interesting articles by yourself, you can only imitate, and you can't do good innovation.
I can do whatever I want.
I found out that it still had something interesting in it, otherwise I wouldn't have fallen in love with it.
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The past of life is confused, and it's good.
Learning to deceive yourself is the right way.
How do you fool yourself into believing it?
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My grandfather died, and my grandmother died today.
I thought that I could go outside and work hard to make the two of them happy, but I knew very clearly that the two of them were angry with a certain family.
Originally, they could have lived a little better.
However, all is in the past.
My dad was out, old, with wrinkles all over his face, smoking outside, not knowing what to do in the future.
Yes, as if having lost courage.
Never, never really looked at what the world was like.
Troubles, as if there are no bones, want to die.
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What is the source of pessimism?
Unfairly, people are lonely all their lives, and a sense of powerlessness. And, the world is dirty.
In it, if you feel a sense of powerlessness, imbalance, and loneliness.
The whole person is going crazy.
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How to learn to lie to yourself?
All kinds of desires and fears bring on feelings, and you can't do anything.
However, with something else to compensate you for, you naturally won't have much of a problem.
However, if all three points are lost, the whole person will fall into an endless emptiness, and the feeling of dying will be forgotten.
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In the past few days, there is a feeling of idleness, and the main thing is what will happen to you when you die?
Actually, it's not a big deal, you have too many problems in it, that's what it is, I thought I didn't have any ability.
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In the old days, there was no energy.
Sometimes, it feels boring.
Sometimes, I can't even speak, it's always been like this, but I can't change anything, and I don't want to change.
Perhaps, when he dies, there will be no big problems.
So much he said, so what?
Isn't it the same?
Fighting around, even if it is dead, there is nothing to change.
Annoying, I can't even move, I don't want to think about anything, if I die once, I'll play with eggs.
I don't think it's a big deal, though.
I'm so tired, the whole person is in an indescribable feeling, this life is over, I don't want anything, not even washing my face.
He can do whatever he wants! No matter what, it's like this, it's not clear, it's really not clear.
Sometimes, looking outside, I don't know what to do, I'm tired, I'm not in a good mood, and the whole person is in a sad state.
I don't know what to do well, what to do, it doesn't make sense to me anymore.
Yes, there's nothing left, it's like this anyway, I can't do anything, I can't eat, don't talk about anything else, what am I doing?
I really want to be quiet, to have something I can find a good way to.
Forget it, you can't do anything anyway, so forget it.
He didn't know anyone, he stayed in the house alone, and he was depressed for a long time, and he knew what he was.
It's always been like this, and if he wants to do it, it's up to him.
It can be said that most of a child's achievements depend on his mother, and if his mother is not good, he will not be productive in his life.
When you have a problem, you have to learn to enlighten him, instead of coming to him and accusing him, scolding him, saying anything about him.
It can only be said that if you can't see clearly, it's not good, it's the same no matter what time it is.
Zhuang Bufan is very depressed, when did this kind of thing happen?
He didn't understand it himself, he got what he wanted, and his strength improved, but he was still in a bad mood.
It seems that he is a nihilist, and he does everything the same way, and it used to be like this, and now it is? It is the same, since you don't think it makes sense, whatever you do, then don't worry too much.
Zhuang Bufan thought to himself that this is the truth, why do you care so much, you know so much, it's not the same?
It's better to have something affordable, since you can't reach it, then by the way!
That's good.
What is he talking about? I've been watching it for a long time, it's been like this for a long time, I'm depressed, I'm bored, I'm depressed.
How to solve it?
It's almost there, yes, I don't want to do it at all, I want to be honest, I can do nothing.
Sometimes, I really can't understand why this happens, and maybe someone will desire something at this point.
I don't understand, why do you think this way?
If you can't do it yourself, don't make everyone the same, it will be annoying.
Maybe he didn't believe it himself, Zhuang Bufan lowered his head, covered his head with both hands, and said bitterly, "Why? Why did the problem become like this? Who can tell me?"
Has it always been like this? When it's over, maybe you can rest for a while.
In fact, the relationship between them is not big, and together with some stupid things they do, they are all in an orderly manner.
It seems that no matter what you do, first get yourself in a depressed mood.
Once, I always wanted to figure out what I was doing, but it was still the case.
Zhuang Bufan ran out like crazy, wanting to break into another world, and didn't want to stay here! It was too boring, and there was a person who couldn't understand him, so he could say whatever he wanted.
It's been so long, why is he still unrepentant?
It's as if, as she is talking about, "justice"
The price of a bad mood may be like this, but I don't know very well why it leads to this result, am I not human?
He couldn't figure out that Zhuang Bufan was alone outside the city, in the woods, practicing his sword well.
Watching the wind blow across his cheeks, he tried his best to practice, and seemed to feel that doing so had an effect.
However, people who can't do anything are like that.
was disturbed by the fog again and again, until in the end it was ineffective.
Haha, it seems that you are at this level, I look down on you.
He is like this alone, not to mention, now he is on the verge of collapse.
Under the pressure of survival, it seems that no matter what you do, it is like this.
So, what else do you have to do?
Zhuang Bufan returned to his residence, vented, gave himself a sweet dream, and comforted his heart in pressure and anxiety.
It seems that he is still saved, otherwise, it would not be like this.
Looks like you already know what kind of person you are.
Zhuang Bufan returned to his residence, as if nothing had happened.
Before, the man in black was Chi Xiang, and he learned his name from his dead body.
Of course, it was from this person that I got more favorable things, and after thinking about it together for a long time, I realized that no matter what I did, on the contrary, I was a fool living in the void.
How, exactly, do you need to be flawless?
What are you talking about? No matter how much power you have, no matter what the result is, it's all wasted.
For a moment, he didn't know what he was doing.
One moment he became a stupid pig, and the next he knew that he couldn't do it.
I don't know why, how to solve this depressed mood?
What a fool I am!
Zhuang Bufan lost his soul and raised his head, knowing that he was like this in his life.
He was about to leave the place, when someone found him.
I don't know who it was, but a friend of his, he didn't expect that after going through that incident, he would dare to come over.
At this moment, he saw Yan Fei coming, his face was flat, as if nothing had happened.
He came to Zhuang Bufan and said with a smile, "How is it?
"It's ok. Zhuang Bufan just said a word, I don't want to say it again, as if I will say it all my life, yes, he is inferior to this guy in terms of talent, no matter how he does it, it is so.
Thin-skinned, just no advantage, people look at things, isn't that how they come?
He didn't smile, but it wasn't anything else, but he was sick from the inside.
He didn't know what was going on, so he could only bring himself back to his senses little by little and answer this person.
I don't want it, but I have to do it.
The first thing in life is to learn to get along with disgusting and annoying people, even if you are in a bad mood, you still have to greet them with a smile.
He himself is such a fool, maybe for the rest of his life, however, I don't mind this, isn't life just nothing?
Zhuang Bufan said to him, "I'm sorry, I'm leaving here." ”
Hearing this, Yan Fei smiled, then controlled his expression and sighed, "Yes, it's a pity." ”
He couldn't wait to let Zhuang Bufan go, and when he left, his heart would be at peace.
However, when Zhuang Bufan saw him like this, he couldn't help but feel depressed and wanted to regret it.
It's just that he does want to get out of here and go somewhere else.
He already has the strength to protect himself, and the strength of the samurai Yaetian is unprecedented.
Before, he took advantage of being in the alien dimension to cultivate for a while, and his strength reached an unprecedented realm.
I believe that as long as you give him a little effort, it will not be a problem to reach the peak of the samurai.
Look at the time, there is still a long way to go before the time he and Ao Tian agreed, that is, a year.
He believed that with his cultivation speed, it would not be a problem to reach the Martial King Realm.
It's just that he is still a little uneasy, and he doesn't know what Ao Tian's cultivation realm is like.
Therefore, he must leave this place and go to Shiguo to see what his opponent is like.
Otherwise, he would be uneasy.
However, the night owl on the side of the dead wood enlightened him, telling him not to take it to heart, anyone, when ascending, always at the beginning of the time, the more difficult it is.
As for the information provided by Zhuang Bufan, this Ao Tian's strength and talent are first-class, and he has already reached the realm of the Martial King, but even so, he can't escape the theorem.
If you want to break through the Martial King and reach the Martial King, it is unlikely.
It's just three years, it's a dream!
In fact, your best thing to do is to ignore anything, this method is the best, otherwise, you will always be in a state of depression and unable to extricate yourself!
He was happy to have this, but he didn't know what was going on, and wanted to take a deep breath.
Closing his eyes, Zhuang Bufan opened them again, only to find that he was in the prince's mansion, not Ao Tian's hateful face.
He became more and more aware of what his strength was in front of these people, and even more happily, he had a spearhead.
People just don't know the problem, but they can't solve it.
I knew that this would not work, but I insisted on doing it.
It's so annoying! What exactly is he going to do? He couldn't figure it out for a while!
Probably, this is the best ending, after all, he has problems, occasionally, can drive his own abilities, but you have to be clear that what you said before was some nonsense.
He is right, people are valuable in self-knowledge, but not everyone is willing, obviously doing the best, but still can't reach it.
Is this the relationship between talents?
Zhuang Bufan doubted himself again and again, and even touched his head, swimming in the water, he took off his clothes, and there was no restraint on his body, in this way, it would always be good?
However, he still felt annoyed, as if he had been in a state of embarrassment.
I can't think of what he's going to do, but he knows he's a fool, and in the story that has been going on for so long, the bad news came out for a while, and someone told him that the problem was here, and that it should be solved quickly.
However, a lot of problems await him, as if they have never been solved.
Since it's useless, it's better to give up.
In fact, it's not that you're doing badly, but that there are no waves in your heart and no motivation to continue working hard.
Because, in front of you is a bottomless pit, and you seem to be stuck in it. It's almost impossible to get out!
That's good, when you get used to it, maybe that's how it is, however, he himself doesn't know why this happened, remember it wasn't like this before?
Have you forgotten it for so long? Or are you tired?
Shrink down, the whole person shrinks down, people, it's so annoying, sometimes it's quite happy, however, sometimes I don't know what the future direction is.
I'm so tired, I want to stay in bed, get some sleep, and there's nothing left.
When a person is standing, does it still look like this?
Oh, I suddenly realized, it was something else that was delayed, and it seems that if people don't have material help, it's a bit difficult to do it alone.
Alas, if I knew that this was the case, it shouldn't have been like this, maybe after a while, there will be a good way.
Zhuang Bufan said this to himself in his heart, but deep down, he didn't think so.
His face was obviously frowning, and he was depressed.
He didn't know much about himself, but Zhuang Bufan said, "Okay, I'll leave." ”
Yan Fei heard it this time and knew that Zhuang Bufan was not telling a lie, but was true!
It's really sad that I have to show an indifferent attitude on my face.
Yan Fei said with concern, "Do you want me to accompany you out of the city and give you a ride?"
"No need, you stay here by yourself, I don't need someone to send me away, I just need one person. ”
Putting down this sentence, Zhuang Bufan left the city alone, while Yan Fei saw him off, and finally, after leaving here, Yan Fei watched Zhuang Bufan finally leave, and then took a breath, and said with a smile on his face, "Finally, finally left!"
"You know, I've been restless in the past few days, there is a treasure of the Martial King outside, and inside, there is a killing god, and it was not easy for him to leave here. ”
At this time, it is a portrayal of Yan Fei's heart, everything before is just pretending, in order to deceive Zhuang Bufan's dissatisfaction.
It's a pity that Zhuang Bufan already knew, but he didn't want to communicate with him, so as not to cause trouble, so he pretended not to know anything.
He didn't have the heart to do that, after all, he had important things to do.
He had a mask on his face, which was fake, and inside, there was a mask.
Looking at his face, he often wonders if he is a fake, what? Is it Zhuang Bi or Li Jiang?
He couldn't figure it out all along, he had been pretending to be like this for so long, but unfortunately, he suffered this time.
He was a little skeptical about himself, if it was himself.
After removing a mirror, I saw my face.
For a moment, he had a hateful look on his face, "What! Why is this happening? When I have the strength, I can unmask it." ”
I have to say that he is extremely irritable in his heart, why does a good person become like this because he looks good?
He couldn't figure it out, he couldn't figure it out for the rest of his life, and at first he thought he was a stupid pig.
But then, no, someone was confused by him.
If more people knew where he went, they wouldn't think so.
Fortunately, when he reaches a higher realm, the appearance of his face will no longer be a problem that has puzzled him for a lifetime.
Thinking so, he kept his feet on his feet and kept rushing to his destination.
He was going to the border city, looking for an opportunity, and leaving the Yan Kingdom.
This time, he came to town and was ready to rest for a while.
In addition to going back, he also wanted to see the scenery and learn something.
Of course, there is another reason that Yan is in turmoil now, and even if it recovers, it is still a bit of a problem.
The possibility of wanting to go to the border city is relatively small.
For fear that there would be potential fugitives and leave secretly, then, it would not be good for the Emperor of Yan at this time.
In particular, some of those who betrayed him must be severely punished.
These are all things that he must calculate.
That's why he wanted to find some opportunities on the way.
His heart was depressed, he felt that life was meaningless, what was he looking at?
That's right, why do you feel this, it turns out that nothing can be changed, and that's why you feel like you're doing this, it's still ...... , what is a size!
After watching it for a long time, I can't figure out when it will end, the feeling of abuse, and sometimes I see him like this, and the depressed look.
I really don't know what to say, I thought what I said was right, but unfortunately, I still couldn't reach it.
What kind of equality and so on, everyone is messing around, it's just that who is more capable.
However, who can tell me what else can I do besides communicate?
That's all he can do.
He knew that he had been a fool all his life, so he lowered his head.
He really wants to get rid of this mood, where did you go before, who was high-spirited?
He didn't know that after living so long, he didn't know what he was going to do next.
Someone, soaring into the sky, has reached unprecedented heights, but what about you?
You're still struggling to hold on, but you're not moving forward.
You can't do anything, people are dying, your loved ones are dead, your memories of the past are dead.
You are already a dead man in this world.
As a dead man, there is no qualification to speak.
Day by day, nothing is gained, and more interesting things are just to dispel anxiety.
He looked back and felt extremely lonely in the wooden houses of the dark town, looking at the streets where people came and went.
All kinds of strange moods, what else? I thought that good thoughts would appear, but at this point, he died.
As before, wandering among the various pieces of furniture made of wood, there were people laughing.
However, happiness does not belong to you.
What are you and what are you called?
He's been annoyed all the time, and he doesn't even have a chance to spit anymore.
What is it?
What is he doing?
A little bit, let you go and talk to him, don't be emotionally disturbed, in this way, it will give you a headache.
Don't think about anything else, just rest for a while and don't think about anything.
Yes, since you can't change it, you can deceive yourself.
It's much easier to fool yourself than to change the world.
He smiled on his face, Zhuang Bufan's head hurt to death.
He walked back and forth in the house, in a bad mood, kept walking, kept thinking about what was next.
He had been thinking that his previous intentions had been exposed, and now, he knew that he was an insignificant one in various scenarios.
Be depressed, but calm down.
Zhuang Bufan pursed his lips tightly, his fingertips pinched into the flesh, and kept urging himself to calm down.
"Since your heart is in turmoil, then, think while doing it, don't think too much, so that you will feel comfortable. ”
That's right, why is he anxious, it's all because he can't do it himself, and he can't achieve his wish.
Then, I did my best and didn't say anything, even if it was in vain, but I got through this period of time.
In this way, it is earned.
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