122. Heart knots

Zhuo Junyao still didn't stab the sword, not because of Huang Chongsheng's stopping, nor because she felt compassion, but because she suddenly lost her goal.

For a long time, Zhuo Junyao practiced martial arts diligently, forcing herself to grow up, just so that she could kill Qin Yu one day, and only when she saw this beast in pain and tears in front of her eyes, and was so scared that she collapsed, she felt relieved of her hatred.

But not long ago, she knew the truth of the year, and the culprit who killed her father was actually Cao Bingbing, but now Cao Jianbing is nowhere to be found, and his power has fallen apart. As for Qin Yu, until that moment just now, she still didn't experience the pleasure of revenge, but instead had an indescribable sorrow.

When Huang Chongsheng held Zhuo Junyao's hand, she was still trembling, frowning, and silent.

"Won't you kill me?" Qin Yu sighed. He has always been in a deception, thinking that all the sins came from him, but later he learned that it was himself and Zhuo Yun who fell into Cao Zhubing's trick.

However, if it weren't for himself, the tragedy of Zhuo Yun's family would not have happened, Qin Yu's feelings were extremely complicated, but he was a little sure, if Zhuo Junyao wanted to kill him, he would never fight back.

"Get out! Get out of here!" Zhuo Junyao shouted, throwing his sword to the ground.

With a miserable smile, Qin Yu covered his injured chest and left, saying goodbye.

Huang Chongsheng watched this scene, but did not speak, waiting for Zhuo Junyao to regain his composure.

"Why did you stop me from killing him?" asked Zhuo Junyao.

"For the world, and for you. Huang Chongsheng replied.

Zhuo Junyao looked back at him, not knowing what to say.

"Qin Yu is now the commander of the imperial cavalry, in charge of all the guard cavalry in Gyeonggi, and now he is authorized by the Son of Heaven to clean up the remnants of the Cao Party. If you kill him, the imperial cavalry will inevitably mutiny, and it is impossible to estimate what will happen, and the greatest possibility is that someone with ulterior motives will replace him, and the stable situation that the imperial city has finally forged will also be in vain. If the imperial city is in chaos, the world will be in chaos. ”

Zhuo Junyao listened quietly, and then Mu Ran asked, "What about me?"

"For you, because all these years, revenge is all you have, and this resentment has been felt since I first saw you. Along the way, you're willing to give everything, including your life, for revenge. But the object of your hatred seems to be wrong for so many years, Qin Yu shouldn't be the culprit, you can kill him today, but what is the meaning of your life?

When he said this, Huang Chongsheng kept looking at Zhuo Junyao and holding her hand until she stopped trembling.

"Yes, why am I still alive?revenge?or repay my master?" Zhuo Junyao muttered to herself, as if trying to find an answer.

"For yourself, for yourself, for your family, for what you care about, hatred can't be the whole of life, otherwise you will become an empty shell. After revenge, then the meaning of your existence is gone. ”

Huang Chongsheng said slowly, this is his perception, and he knows that it also applies to Zhuo Junyao at the moment.

"But I'm different from you, you still have a sister, a father, and a brother, and I have nothing but a master. Zhuo Junyao's eyes drooped, and it seemed to contain something crystalline.

"You still have me. Huang Chongsheng blurted out.

And when facing Zhuo Junyao's expectant gaze, Huang Chongsheng turned his head.

"Well, there's Phineas, and our friends of life and death. Because we're family, too. ”

After a slight loss, Zhuo Junyao felt a sense of hope again, and muttered: "Maybe it's time for me to let go, it's been too long, too long." ”

Just like in the ruined temple that day, Zhuo Junyao leaned her head towards Huang Chongsheng, and the feeling of warming each other made her feel very comfortable.

Just when they were relying on each other, Hai Feng also walked out of the banquet, as a survivor of the Hai family and a witness to the murder of the wealthy family, she was also a guest of honor invited by Zhu Lin, but unfortunately this witness could not provide more information.

When Hai Feng saw Huang Chongsheng and Zhuo Junyao snuggling up to each other in the courtyard night, his expression couldn't help but darken, and he wanted to go out several times, but he restrained himself.

Haifeng was originally a girl who had just become an adult, with a hot and direct personality, and she was also called a red lady chasing the wind at the beginning, but since the door of her house was destroyed, her personality has changed a lot, and her original hearty personality became depressed, until she met Huang Chongsheng.

Haifeng almost died in the hands of Lu Bohao that day, if it weren't for Huang Chongsheng's action, she wouldn't be alive now, and from that day on, Haifeng entrusted himself to Huang Chongsheng, almost following him every step of the way.

But Hai Feng wasn't sure what Huang Chongsheng was thinking, and he didn't even know if he felt the same way about her, until now he saw this scene.

According to Haifeng's previous temper, she would definitely ask Huang Chongsheng for clarification, but now she won't, she doesn't dare to ask, and she doesn't want to ask.

Turning around, Hai Feng saw that Xiao Fei was also behind her.

"Alas, since ancient times, there has been a lot of affection and empty hatred, and it is difficult to recover the wrong kind of love. Xiao Fei pinched the wine glass and sighed to himself.

"Why are you peeking?" Seabreeze asked, glaring.

"What are you doing?"

"I'm cold, I've drunk too much. The sea breeze was broken, and his face flushed.

"Then I won't be able to get in the cold. Alas, they are all fallen people at the end of the world, why don't you have a drink together at night?"

Haifeng didn't seem to pay attention to Xiao Fei at all, and walked away directly, leaving Xiao Fei alone to drink alcohol.

"Alas, what a pity. Xiao Fei shook his head again.

Just when Xiao Fei was also walking into the lobby, he met Zhu Jiu'er, Zhu Jiu'er didn't drink, but her little face was red.

"Hey, Xiaofei, have you seen Ah Sheng?" asked Zhu Jiu'er.

"Ah Sheng, oh, he's taking advantage of the cold, do you have something to do with him?"

They have only met this Zhu Jiu'er twice, when did she call Huang Chongsheng Ah Sheng? This relationship suddenly became so close?

"Oh, that's right, then I'll go and chill it out. Saying that, Zhu Jiu'er ignored Xiaofei and walked straight to the courtyard.

"Hey, if the sea breeze doesn't go, then make a table, really. ”

Just as Xiao Fei shook his head, Zhu Lin stopped him not far away.

"Xiaofei, and when you get close, Zhu will introduce you to a few friends. ”

Yes, on this occasion, it is the right way to know the powerful and make friends with interests.

Dumbo is not interested, but he follows the rules, albeit superficially.

It was a second-class official in the DPRK and China, all of whom were important members of the government, and they all said that they would invite Xiao Fei to be their worshipper, and the price offered was very expensive.

Just when Xiao Fei was depressed, Zhu Lin spoke: "Mr. Xiao Fei is already a noble person in my Ziyang Mansion, so don't think about him." ”

As soon as these words came out, those people naturally retreated with their fists, but Xiao Fei was stunned, when did he become a member of Ziyang Mansion?

may know what Xiao Fei is thinking, but Zhu Lin took his hand and said, "Sir, don't worry, I'll explain later, the climax of this banquet is coming, please wait and see." ”

Alas, I have known for a long time that the banquet of these nobles is definitely not as simple as eating, in addition to making friends, I am afraid that there is another deep meaning.