Yan Shang, an obscure, ordinary and ordinary young disciple of Shushan, finally ...... after a long dull period Erupted. In a trance, I remembered that my daily life was so simple and tiring in the past, and I got up every morning when the rooster crowed, and then took a broom and dustpan to catch up with the mountain road for two full hours to clean the mountain hall at the top of the mountain, and I had to clean the five halls spotlessly before the morning meeting every day.

Yan Shang was born in a bitter cold family, his parents are farmers, and he has two younger brothers to support, once the flood passes, there is no harvest in the fields, and he has to go to the mountains to pick up some firewood and walk three miles to the city to sell, so as to barely survive. I remember when I was twelve years old, I met a girl on the street who was bullied by a few ruffians, he used to fight unevenly, and as a result, he was beaten and lay on the corner of the street and vomited blood, that day happened to be goose feathers and snow drifting, it is estimated that his thin body can not survive, and he has to explain here, but at this time, a Shushan elder who went down the mountain passed by, and saw the child's character in his eyes, and felt that it was very in line with the chivalrous spirit of Shushan, so he was rescued, and since then he has entered the fairy family.

I still remember the day I left, the parents at home were excited, the old tears were horizontal, there were many immortals in Shu since ancient times, and what a blessing it was for their children to be favored by the immortals, Yan Shang was full of enthusiasm and self-confidence and left his hometown, and set foot on the Qingtian Shu Road, hoping that one day he could stay away from the worldly red dust of this suffering and sorrow, and save the suffering of thousands of people.

When he first entered the door, Yan Shang was the most basic handyman disciple who worked tirelessly every day, although he was full of mistakes, he had a stubborn personality, and he firmly believed that he would have a bright day, and he had always been persevering. The low-level disciples of Shushan can receive two taels of silver per month according to the rules, that is because they do not practice enough, and they have to rely on food to survive, Yan Shang saves money every month, and wants to save one or two or six dollars and send them home to take care of the family, and several times he fainted on the long Shu Road because of hunger, what kind of day it was, no one knows, but during that time, Yan Shang did feel that he had a head.

There is a saying that "most people are suffering, and Mo Dao is happy for life", the Shushan elder who took in Yan Shang fell during the catastrophe, and he became a helpless sufferer, who was originally looked down upon by his peers because of the poverty of his family, but now the only person who cares about himself has just left, how do you let yourself face it? Yan Shang has always had the biggest dream in his heart, that is, to survive the catastrophe, and then marry the daughter of the sixth master Bo Yuanlan, and finally return to his hometown in beautiful clothes, build water conservancy, and benefit the township.

Without the elders who cared about him, Yan Shang had a difficult life, and almost every day he had to be reprimanded by the elders in charge more than three times, which also earned him a nickname, called "Yan Sanxun", "If you don't work well, your cultivation will not grow, and your family will be poor" These words seem to be engraved on the face, and they have become the target of ridicule from the same brothers, and even the daughter of Uncle Yuan Lan, who has always been secretly in love with him, laughed at herself, those days were simply the lowest point in life, life is like this, the more you memorize it, the more you carry it, you will stuff your teeth when you drink cold water, you will do more things and make more mistakes, you are tired like anything, and you can't raise your head when you are scolded, at that time, Yan Shang was ready to leave Shushan and go home to farm.

Everything started from going down the mountain not long ago, because the oil lamp in the house was broken, and went down the mountain to buy a new one at the market, and asked around, and found that a strange black palace lamp was placed in the corner of a vendor's stall The cheapest, only fifteen copper plates, Yan Shang was reluctant to spend money, so he bought it. Since ancient times, the lights are mainly light-colored, and the light-colored lampshade is easy to shine, but it turns out that this lamp is picked up by a hawker on the road, and no one wants to buy a black lampshade, Yan Shang also wants to save money and send it home, so he bought it.

But after buying this lamp, it couldn't be lit, Yan Shang was so distressed, but he found that from that day on, he would have the same dream every day when he went to sleep, in the dream he was sitting there practicing, there was a corpse in front of him, and there was a strange magic circle painted with blood under him, and the black palace lamp was actually lit and placed beside him, and the whole scene looked weird and terrifying, and over time, it left a deep memory in Yan Shang's mind.

Finally, finally on a sunny day, Yan Shang encountered another turning point in his life, when he was chopping wood in the back mountain, he met another senior brother who was doing miscellaneous labor and ridiculed Yan Shang, Yan Shang was ashamed for a while, and angrily raised the firewood knife to kill this person by mistake, at that moment, Yan Shang stood on the corpse of the blood and was frightened, and did not know what to do, as a result, the ghost reminded him of the dream he often had, so he drew the magic circle in place with blood, and he sat in it to practice, and invisibly seemed to feel that his cultivation had increased a little, Yan Shang was ecstatic, and he could finally get rid of himselfThe hat of "Yan Sanxun" has been convinced of this palace lamp since then.

"Then those Shushan demons, what kind of monsters eat people are all done by you?" Chu Xunyu asked coldly.

"Yes. Yan Shang did not shy away from admitting it.

"You actually slaughtered innocent people in order to practice your evil exercises?" Song Qingqiong was also a little angry.

"Innocent? Are they innocent?" Yan Shang asked in surprise, and then pointed at Song Qingqiong and asked loudly, "What do you mean by innocent? Do you know them? Do you know who they are? Yes, I killed people, but they are all damned people, do you know? Some people are bullying others, some people are full of benevolence and morality but they are hypocrites, in short, in short, in short, I know all the people I kill, I can be sure that the character is all bad people, this is the real iron chivalry of my Shushan. ”

"You're lost in power. Song Qingqiong shook her head, and then asked, "Then why did you kill me?"

Yan Shang lowered his head and thought for a long, long time, and seemed to hesitate: "I just want to prove that I am not a waste, I am better than you, at least...... At least it would make her impress me. ”

This is Yan Shang, an unknown ordinary disciple, the reason for everything he did is actually very simple, because he is also a bitter man, Song Qingqiong sighed gloomily: "Senior brother, I didn't expect you to be so miserable." ”

Yan Shang smiled self-deprecatingly, then looked at his hands and shook his head: "I can't turn back anymore." ”