Chapter One Hundred and Four: Memories
"I can still feel it if it's precocious. ”
Duckweed said, "Sister Xiyue has been talking about you when she was sleeping with me, but do you think that no matter how early the child is, she can resonate with the things she said?"
Jiang Ming bowed slightly, expressing his approval, what kind of feelings can a twelve-year-old child understand, even if it is a precocious girl, she will not empathize with Ling Xiyue's feelings if she moves in advance.
Duckweed showed a look of reminiscence, and said: "The reason why I'm so sure is because when Sister Xiyue took these things, I seemed to trigger the feelings of my previous life, although the memory has not been restored, but that kind of feeling can exist beyond memory, I should be like her in my previous life, I fell in love with a very perfect person, and then spent a miserable life." ”
"Would it be miserable to fall in love with someone like me?" Jiang Ming was a little displeased, could he be so bad? Can't even bring Xiyue happiness? No, it must be the duckweed itself.
"You always habitually show your good side in front of others, hide your weak side from anyone to find out, but such a person with no defects really makes people want to stay away. ”
Duckweed said, "It's one thing whether you listen or not, and it's another thing how to do it, and no one can make decisions for you." As for whether you believe me or not, it's up to you, if you are suspicious of me and don't want to let Sister Xiyue suffer unwarranted danger because of me, you can also drive me away, anyway, you can't kill me. ”
Jiang Ming didn't refute duckweed's words in the slightest, and as for this kind of thing, it seemed that he had to make a lot of determination.
"So, do you have any advice for me?" Jiang Ming asked.
There has been a crisis in his relationship with Ling Xiyue, and now there is an expert in emotional theory, maybe someone in particular may suggest it.
Duckweed looked at Jiang Ming with resentful eyes: "If I knew the solution, my previous life would not have been so uncomfortable for the rest of my life." No, how do I know that my previous life was very uncomfortable?"
After saying this, duckweed herself fell into deep thought.
Jiang Ming saw that duckweed had no solution, so he could only figure out a way by himself, since duckweed said so, then she must have no solution in her previous life, otherwise she would have solved this matter with her IQ, and he was still more at ease with duckweed's mind and ability to deal with human affairs.
However, duckweed's "past life" can't handle this kind of thing, it doesn't mean that he can't handle it, because duckweed is a woman, and he is a man, and the relationship between him and Ling Xiyue should be due to the man.
"Do you have to deliberately make a fool of myself and reveal my shortcomings, or do I show it to Xiyue in private?" Jiang Ming fell into deep thought.
Feelings are such a thing as a mess, the more I think about it, the more chaotic my thoughts become, and slowly Jiang Ming doesn't know what he was thinking at the beginning.
His thoughts slowly diverged, and he couldn't help but recall the memories between him and Ling Xiyue.
When she first saw Ling Xiyue, she was still an innocent and romantic girl, an innocent girl who obeyed her father's orders, blindly worshipped, and regarded her father's words as a wise saying, and her every word and deed was close to her father;
However, such a young girl who worships her father as a god, such a young girl who regards her father as a role model, after getting the possibility of defeating her father, wants to fight for this possibility at all costs, and does not even consider the risks involved;
"Why did she have to defeat her father?" Jiang Ming couldn't help but wonder when he thought about this, this seemed to be a bit disobedient and abrupt.
"I'm better than you now, you have to listen to me. Ling Xiyue's words to her father swept through Jiang Ming's mind like lightning, making Jiang Ming's mind empty and suddenly bright.
"The reason why Xiyue worships her father is because her father has paid too much, Ling Wenjin is the pillar of the family, not only the pillar of the family, but also the pillar of Hengyang City, with his thin body to support a family, a city, and a piece of the sky of the warrior.
Ling Xiyue does not worship her father, but a person who can be relied on, a person who takes responsibility, so she wants to defeat her father so much while worshipping, because she wants to replace her father, she wants to replace her father to support the burden of all this, she doesn't want her father to be so tired.
"I happened to appear at that time, and my identity was Shioyue's lifesaver, so Shizuki desperately grabbed me, and because of this, he had a good impression of me. After gaining the near-invincible power under the Void Realm, this favor continued to ferment and intensified, but it was extinguished by my coldness.
"At the moment of defeating Ling Wenjin, Ling Xiyue began to grow from an innocent little girl to a mature woman, a woman who carries more burdens than a man's shoulders, no one can stop her such a choice, this is also her own will, but this does not mean that she likes to do this. She does this more to replace others, but she has no choice but to occupy more of the ingredients.
"I don't want to, and I can't replace her, so I want to take on all this with her, hoping that this will reduce her pressure, but is this really what she needs?"
There were more and more doubts in Jiang Ming's eyes, but there were also more and more bright lights, and many things became easier to sort out with the memories.
"After she defeated her father, after taking over a lot of things in Hengyang City, after she wanted to take on the mission of reviving martial arts and spreading martial arts in every corner of this world, she was already overwhelmed, but she was still insisting, I thought it was right to be by her side at this time and share her worries and solve problems, but I forgot that she was still a little woman in essence, a little woman who longed for love.
"What can defeat Ling Xiyue is not the burden of the outside, but the life without a little tenderness, when she faces and bears everything, she still hopes to have a piece of her own pure land, a pure land that can let her be presumptuous at will, let her be willful at will. That's why she made the ridiculous move of learning the techniques of women seducing men.
"What she needs is not a substitute for bearing, but someone who can accompany her madness, play with her, and accompany her wayward in addition to her bearing everything. ”
Thinking of this, Jiang Ming finally realized what a stupid mistake he had made, the tight strings were still tight even if the tightness was halved, only after completely letting go, was it really relaxed, and it was relaxed, what he needed to do was actually to let go of all his reason and accompany her willfully.
"Don't ask me about specific things, if everything needs my consent, and I need to see and approve everything, then what is the meaning of your existence!" The City Lord's Mansion, no, it is the Wuhou Mansion, Ling Xiyue angrily threw a file on the ground, "Also, these orders I just gave are not to discuss with you, this is an order, you just need to carry it out." ”
"Xiyue, who provoked you to be so angry!" Jiang Ming walked in with a smile.
"I want you to take care of it!" Ling Xiyue turned her head away and ignored Jiang Ming.
"Xiyue, it was my fault before, I shouldn't have snubbed you, and I will make up for you next. Jiang Ming gently hugged Ling Xiyue into his arms.
"Ahem, His Royal Highness Shengwu Hou, uncle, please respect yourself, this is the place to work. Li Xiaoxiang reminded.
Ling Xiyue blushed and gently pounded Jiang Ming's small chest, but there was no strength, and everyone could understand the meaning contained in it.
"There are so many city lords in Dongzhou who are obsessed with women, and few of them will abandon a city because of this, and I am the only uncle of the City Lord's Mansion, even if she is addicted to male sex for a few days, is it not possible for the City Lord's Mansion to operate?" Jiang Ming smiled, his smile seemed to contain an inexplicable meaning.
Ling Xiyue's face turned red, and she said angrily: "Who is addicted to men?"
"Is it possible that you are still obsessed with women? No wonder you are so cold to me these days, no, I have to hurry up to compete for favor, otherwise I will fall out of favor in front of His Highness the Holy Martial Queen." ”