I was 14 years old.

This was the only happy thing for the whole family that year.

That summer, Daddy became seriously ill again, and the stepmother led her own son to run away, and the money from the sale of the family's land in exchange for his father's medical treatment was also swept away. No one knows where she went.

In the winter, my grandfather and grandmother passed away one after another, and my father could only be taken care of by me, a half-grown child.

However, I don't have any money! How can I take care of my father in such a poor family? Not to mention, I have a sister who is two years younger than me and has a stupid head, and she also needs to eat.

The landlord's family in the neighboring village had to repair the house, and I worked as a small worker for his family, moving bricks and mud, digging foundations, pulling soil and stones, scraping bark and sawing wood.

I went to my uncle's house for help, but my grandfather was paralyzed in bed, my grandmother's eyes were not good, and her ears were deaf, and the two old people were frugal all their lives, and the money was used to burn incense and worship the Buddha, and they were so poor that they couldn't even afford to eat tofu, so what could they help me?

My eldest cousin suffered a lawsuit and was trapped in prison, and he had no money to take care of those cell bosses and jailers, so he was beaten and disabled in prison.

People are poor and all things are sad!

If it doesn't go well in one place, it doesn't go well everywhere.

That year, I accidentally stepped on a nail on the construction site, pierced the soles of my feet, bleeding and suppurating, and the pain made me limp when I walked, but I had to endure it, wash it with water, bandage it simply, and wait for it to recover naturally.

When I dragged my limp for thirty miles, and the last time I went to ask my uncle for the food, my aunt was furious and had a big quarrel with my uncle, telling him to leave us alone.

"Your sister has been dead for three years! What relatives are we going to go with his family? Your own family is so poor that the bell rings, do you still care about him? Look at your urn, can you still sweep out a little scum of flour?"

......

On the first day of the new year of the following year, the first day of the new year, it was supposed to be the time to celebrate the arrival of the new year, but Daddy finally ran out of oil and dried up, struggling with a thin body like dry wood, and finally swallowed on the tattered kang of my house.

Since then, my sister Wang Xiaoya and I have become completely orphaned.

After my father fell ill, I stopped studying for a long time, and the books that I used to hide in my house were also sold by me to other children's children in exchange for copper coins and food.

In order to take care of my stupid sister who broke her head, I had to do everything I could to work for other people's homes, in addition to being a small house builder, I also helped others farm the land and herd horses for a large family.

The first person I killed in my life was the owner of the horse farm: Li Dahu Li Xiande.

Listen, what a good name, virtuous and virtuous, sage and virtuous, how should he not be a bad person!

I was fifteen, and my silly sister was not yet thirteen.

This damn old guy actually took advantage of my unbeknownst to lure my silly sister with some candy and snacks several times, and even coaxed and deceived...... Took possession of her.

I, a fool who only knows how to work, is so tired every day that I don't see the evil intentions of others, and I have been kept in the dark, and I still treat him as a good person.

Until later, one day, I suddenly noticed that my sister was always vomiting, once or twice, I thought she had eaten something bad, but there were too many times, and it was obviously not like that. Sometimes she vomited so much that I thought she was poisoned.

I was frightened, although I was so poor that I didn't have any money to find Langzhong, but this time I didn't dare to delay, and hurriedly led my sister to kowtow to the famous doctor in the neighboring village, begging him to see what happened to my sister.

Who would have thought, the doctor looked disdainful, and after examining my sister, he said something that I will never forget in my life.

He said, "Your family was born cheap, right? Your mother was a maid who was kicked out of the rich man's house with a big belly, and now she has a daughter, so she is deceived like this?"

He squinted at me and sneered, "Your sister has been sleeping for three months, and now she is pregnant, don't you know?

These words are like a bolt from the blue to me.

I was stunned for a moment, and I really didn't know what to do.

Shame, shame or something doesn't matter to me anymore, I just want to know what to do next.

When I dragged my sister out of the hospital, I heard the disdainful ridicule of the doctor and the others behind me.

Someone said, "Go and ask whose wild seed it is! Don't let people play for nothing!"

Someone said: "That's it, the girl's family is pregnant before she gets married, isn't she ashamed!"

Someone said: "Two people are still so poor, what can you do if you add another mouth?"

Some people even said: "Isn't it impossible to live? Tell your sister to pick up guests in the Qinglou! It's already like this, and you still expect to get married?"

......

I used countless methods to finally get the news I wanted to know from my sister's stupid words. I was so shocked that I sat down on the ground and almost lost my breath.

It was my sister's family who spoiled my life!

What can I do, what should I do? When I found him and told him about this, he first denied it, denied it in various ways, ridiculed and insulted me, and said: "Little rabbit cub! The dog bites Lu Dongbin! What evidence do you have to prove that I did it? You stupid girl, could it be that you are a fool with Liu Er in the east of the village, and you are like this?"

Later, when his sister hugged him and called Dad, she skillfully grabbed him and said one by one: "Dad, kiss!" and "Dad, hug!" After Li Xiande saw that he was really confused, he said coldly: "What if it's me? Do you still want to make a living with me? Then be honest and don't make trouble! I'll give you a raise! Otherwise...... We'll see!"

For my most important sister, he actually said: "It's just a stupid girl! A woman wants to make someone sleep sooner or later, it's either me or someone else, what's all the fuss! The child can't be born, I'll give you money, grab a bag of medicine and beat it out!"

At the end, he threw me a tael of silver and said, "Get out of here! Go and get this done! I will treat you well in the future! If you dare to slander me, you can try!"

Hehe!ha!

Is our personality, our dignity, and even our lives so lowly in the eyes of others?

One or two pieces of silver, you have to end all this, this is not just sending beggars, this is not treating us as human beings at all!

My sister was a tool of lust in his eyes, a cheap prostitute, and I was only an inferior pariah, not even worth as much as a horse in his stable.

This world will not have kindness to the weak, people, will only submit and fear the strong.

So, three days later, when I killed Li Xiande, smashed him through the back of his head with an iron pickaxe, cut off his head, and hung it on the highest porch outside the racecourse, none of the people in the nearby villages dared to speak ill of me and my sister, and they avoided us like a plague god.

And I, of course, also know that this place where I have lived for more than ten years can no longer stay.

I grabbed a horse, took my sister with me, and fled to a foreign land.

When I was fifteen years old, I was actually introduced to a legend from the beginning of this human life in my hand.