In fact, Zhu Xiaotian knew in his heart that everything in front of him might be an illusion created by Lady Bai Gu using the Illusory Sky Demon Array.

But all this is so real, Zhu Xiaotian can't help but doubt, he still has reluctance to the earth, his parents, relatives and friends, and considerate wife, Zhu Xiaotian has never thought about what will happen to them after he leaves.

Because he didn't dare to think that reality was cruel to Zhu Xiaotian, how could it not be the case for his relatives.

Zhu Xiaotian looked at the familiar and kind wife in front of him, she was uneducated, she used to be just a waitress in a small restaurant, with a salary of three or four thousand dead wages per month.

Zhu Xiaotian met her a little specially, Zhu Xiaotian was drunk because he broke up with his first girlfriend, and finally fell drunk at the door of her small restaurant.

It was a late autumn season, and if Zhu Xiaotian slept on the road all night, he would definitely go to the hospital to report the next day, and finally! Zhu Xiaotian was dragged into a small restaurant by her.

Zhu Xiaotian was twenty-five that year, and she was only thirteen years old, and she had five brothers and sisters in her family.

She is the eldest and her family lives in the mountains, so she can be described as poor, so she dropped out of school to help her parents in the third grade of primary school.

She came to the city with her father at the age of twelve to work, because of her young age, she claimed to be a relative of the boss's family, and it was only a few hundred yuan a month.

After Zhu Xiaotian was "rescued" by her, they knew each other, and Zhu Xiaotian often went to that small restaurant to eat in the future, because this restaurant was not far from her home, so they were familiar with each other.

At that time, Zhu Xiaotian didn't have any thoughts about her, after all, she was only thirteen years old, and Zhu Xiaotian hadn't reached such an extent as a beast, he just regarded this kind little girl as his sister.

As time passed, the little girl gradually grew up, and she became a slim and beautiful girl, and she was still a little bit interesting to Zhu Xiaotian.

Because Zhu Xiaotian has taken care of her all these years, she has sent warmth when she has nothing to do, and the eighteen or nineteen-year-old girl is at the beginning of her love, where can she resist Zhu Xiaotian, the "uncle".

At first, Zhu Xiaotian disagreed, after all, there was a difference of twelve years, but he looked back and thought about it, such a good cabbage, he didn't arch it, and it was arched by other pigs, so isn't he stupid.

Besides, Wang Dani has a good personality, gentle and considerate, and empathetic, and is indeed a good seedling of a good wife and mother, so Zhu Xiaotian decisively lowered his mouth.

Zhu Xiaotian was thirty-two years old when she got married, she was only twenty, and Zhu Xiaotian was hurt too deeply by his ex-girlfriend before, so he refused to start a new relationship.

All the feelings in the world can't withstand the word betrayal, and all the pain in the world needs to be filled with happiness.

After three years of marriage, Zhu Xiaotian's life is extremely nourishing, the only pity is that he does not have a son and a half daughter, and his wife is ashamed because of this, so he is not so strict with Zhu Xiaotian.

Until Zhu Xiaotian crossed over, their relationship had always been very good, and now that Zhu Xiaotian is back, it was like a world away for a while.

To tell the truth, he is really reluctant to see this woman in front of him, she has no special skills, she has not had a job since she got married, and now this house was bought by Zhu Xiaotian with a loan, and she still owes hundreds of thousands of dollars to the bank.

Although he has his own company, he borrowed a lot of money from the bank because of a project.

If he is not in the company, the project will definitely be yellow, and then the house will be sold, and it will not be able to fill the hole in the company, and his parents may be implicated.

Zhu Xiaotian's departure can be said to leave a mess for his wife and parents, his parents are just one of his sons, and they originally expected him to retire in old age, but now it is a white-haired person sending a black-haired person, under the heavy blow, Zhu Xiaotian doesn't know if the two of them can survive.

Zhu Xiaotian knew that everything was an illusion, the fate of his wife and parents was already doomed when he left, he couldn't change it, a sense of powerlessness rose in his heart, and his face moistened unconsciously.

"Husband, what's going on? Don't scare me, you know I'm cowardly. Dani said with a worried face.

"It's okay, don't worry, I just had a terrible nightmare, nothing will change, I want you to be the happiest woman in this world. Zhu Xiaotian said in a deep voice.

"Husband, how did I find out that you are weird today, but what you just said makes me really happy, this is the first time you have said such intimate words to me. Dani looked at Zhu Xiaotian and said with a happy face.

Hearing his wife's words, Zhu Xiaotian felt extremely guilty in his heart, cherishing what he didn't know before, and he would never take the old road again in the future.

In the rest of the time, Zhu Xiaotian changed, he became filial to his parents, loved his wife, and treated his friends with all sincerity.

A year later, he had a daughter.

Five years later, he had a son.

Twelve years later, his father fell ill and died.

Eighteen years later, his mother died of an acute stroke.

Twenty-three years later, his eldest daughter got married and had a home of her own.

Twenty-seven years later, Zhu Xiaotian became a grandfather, and there was a lot of laughter at home.

Thirty-two years later, his son was also married, and his life mission was successfully accomplished.

Thirty-three years later, he hugged his eldest grandson, and the old Zhu family was regarded as a successor.

Thirty-nine years later, Wang Dani fell ill and died, and after Zhu Xiaotian buried her, he had no worries.

Children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, some people he can't control, his life is very dull, but he thinks it is very happy.

What's wrong with being ordinary, this extraordinary world is made up of extraordinary people and things.

This day!

Zhu Xiaotian came to his wife's Mu and looked at her portrait in a quiet daze.

"Life is like a dream, Dani I know that everything is my self-deception, but I have seen through birth, old age, sickness and death.

You and I are like now, in different worlds, no matter how good I can be, I can't do anything for you.

So I swear again, from now on my fate is up to me, the past is like smoke, let it go with the wind, the road ahead is ethereal, but I want to fight for my own share of the world.

From now on, God blocks and kills God, and Buddha blocks and kills Buddha; from now on, do whatever you want, and take revenge as you like; from now on, you will devote yourself to the Tao and swear to become a saint; from now on! The heavens and the earth are great, and I am the only one.

I will definitely come back here, and since I can go to the Westward Journey, I will definitely be able to come back.

I'm just afraid that when I come back, what I see is the scene in front of me, everything is fate, and I won't say this sentence again.

I know you'll be worried about me, sad for me, weeping for me, so I'm going to live a good life, better than anyone else. ”

After Zhu Xiaotian finished speaking, he suddenly took out a dagger from his arms, and then stabbed it fiercely into his heart, at this moment! There was no expression on Zhu Xiaotian's face, only two lines of tears flowed quietly.

The severe pain spread, and Zhu Xiaotian felt that his consciousness was gradually blurring, and his body was getting colder.

"I'm going to go! It's really a dream to travel through the world in 39 years, if it's a dream, I commit suicide in front of my wife's grave, and I will definitely make headlines tomorrow." Zhu Xiaotian thought drowsily.