vs 33 It is all about her
Emperor Hu Tian and Emperor Hu for a long time, the two of them were lying in the hot spring, Yu Yao was lazily lying on his chest, and his face was flushed.
"We ...... Will you have children?" she asked.
"No, it won't. Wei XVII remembered Yue Shuo's statement in "Linchuan Miscellaneous Records" that he "or called a mule", and he had a premonition in his heart. Interspecies hybrids are infertile, he thought coldly, like mules.
After a while, Yu Yao asked again, "...... Do you like children?"
"I don't like it very much. ”
I don't like it very much, he said it tactfully, his original meaning may be "I don't like it", such a reply made her stunned, and also broke the warm and charming atmosphere, Yu Yao thought that she didn't make it clear, and asked in a daze: "Is this the case with your own children?"
Wei Qiqi's eyes became distant, as if he had seen the past a long time ago, he hugged Yu Yao's youthful body, and confided his thoughts for the first time, those deviant and unkind thoughts. "They said that at the first sight of their children, fragile little babies, there was a kind of joy connected by blood, watching them grow up little by little, crawling on the ground, staggering and walking, throwing themselves into your arms, laughing loudly, making noise, all the hardships and troubles will disappear, for them, no matter how much it costs willingly, but I just feel noisy. ”
"A child, even if it is his own, is smart, pretty, well-behaved, and cute, but if it is a stubborn and willful bear child, which, in fact, is the case in most cases, it is torture to raise them. There is motherhood in this world, but there is no fatherhood. ”
Yu Yao fell silent, she tried to understand his words and understand his thoughts, but every word was like a needle, piercing her heart.
"I said, you don't live up to me, I don't live up to you, and I said, fair trade, willing to gamble and lose, but if the object is your own child, it becomes meaningless. I can't help but give, and I don't get anything in return, that's why I don't like children. ”
Yu Yao cautiously asked, "What do you want in return?"
Wei Qiqi laughed, "That's the problem, for parents, they are rewards in themselves, but for me, what I want, children can't give me." ”
"What do you want?"
This sentence pointed directly to his heart, Wei Qiqi paused, and felt at a loss for a moment.
In another world, in the year of not being confused, he abandoned all the past, cut off a qiē karma, packed his bags, boarded the high-speed train to the south, and came to a warm and strange city, living alone, growing old alone, what did he want?
In this world, he ranks among the top few monks in the pyramid, flying to the sky, turning the sea and rivers, killing people like cutting chickens, money and beauty are only in the palm of his hand, although the future is unpredictable, but it is enough to be happy, what does he want?
Yu Yao's chin slammed against his chest, staring at him intently, she was so close that she could see the flutter of his eyelashes, the slightest change in his expression, his heart......
Wei Qiqi calmly told her, "The dust is not clean, and the heart is unhindered, which is for freedom." ”
Parents, children, lovers, relatives and friends, teachers, disciples, known or unrecognized, familiar or unfamiliar, concerned or unconcerned, no one can be his obstacle, people and things, just like the breeze blowing through the plains, birds skimming the sky, flowing water flowing over the white stones, leaving no traces.
"It's cruel......"
"Look at the big fireball in the sky, shining brightly, shining on the mountains, forests, plains, rivers and lakes, all things inherit their benefits, can there be a trace of return? All things are destroyed because of their destruction, but there is the slightest resentment? Heaven and earth are unkind, with all things as dogs, we are in the middle of it, as fine as dust, people's hearts are different, and I am the one who is 'unkind'. ”
Yu Yao blinked, thought about it and thought, shook her head and said, "I...... I don't understand much. ”
"It's okay, if you want to hear it, I'll tell you about it later. ”
Yu Yao was stunned for a moment, a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, she always felt that their bodies were intimate, but their hearts were still estranged, whenever she tried to enter his world, she was always pushed away intentionally or unintentionally, but this time, he seemed to accept her and said something that was not so popular.
It doesn't matter if she likes this man, and is willing to be by his side, and to do everything she has for him, whether it is good or bad, whether he likes her equally or not.
She felt that he had become a stranger, and it didn't matter, so she would get closer and become more familiar.
He often leaves him and leaves her alone in the empty room, and it's okay, then wait patiently.
He is special, different, unique. As long as he does not fail him, then he will not be disappointed, and the more he gives, the more bonds he will have, until they are tightly entwined and can no longer be separated. Maybe she will never be able to be his "obstacle", but it would be nice to be able to occupy a place in his heart. As long as she was strong enough, strong enough to walk side by side with him, then, no one could separate them.
Fate is in her own hands, and a qiē only lies with her.