Hongyu said: "Then why are you so bitter? Still refuse to forgive me?"

"No, I didn't. I just ......"

"What are you just thinking I'm not clean anymore? I ran away on the way there! You know, even if I had the heart to make myself unclean, I wouldn't have a chance, right? Why don't you believe me?"

"No, I feel tired......"

Every word of his last few words was so hard that it was like pieces of pig iron smashing into the ground. He mobilized his true qi to flow backwards in his body, forcing out the alcohol in his body, and the tonic obviously no longer worked, but his agitated heart still couldn't calm down.

"Then why don't you let me hold you, why don't you talk to me as well as you used to?"

"I ...... There is no ......"

"I can hear what you just said, you hate me very much, don't you think I don't deserve your love?

"Not ......"

"And why are you?"

"Not why. ”

"Have you forgotten? When we first met, you were very seriously injured and almost died, and I have given you all my most important things in order to save you, and since then, I have only pretended to be you alone in my heart, how can I give myself to others? I just wanted to lie to them and help me get out of my father, and then on the way there, I heard those Liao soldiers mention Zhang Jingsheng, and they all called him Zhang Daxia, and I heard that he had a close relationship with the Liao Emperor, so I dispelled that thought, ran out of the car, and fought all the way, do you know how desperate I was at that time? You are so cold to me now, I hate myself for being nosy in the first place, I shouldn't have saved you, maybe then I won't be able to go back to now, but that's better than you treating me as a mercenary villain now! Do you think I saved you with a purpose?"

Dugu Yan let out a faint breath and said, "It's not as bad as you think, but you're right, maybe it's better if you don't save me, in that case, my cousin may send my body back to his hometown and bury it well." She's not going to be as useless as I am and end up losing all her bodies......"

When Dugu Yan choked up and finished speaking, Hongyu's heart finally understood why he was silent, why he was not as gentle as before, and why he refused to accept her body. Perhaps, for a person who has no ties and has never received the love of others, he will be very satisfied if he gets even a little.

Just like a mother's love and father's love, Dugu Yan never asked his mother to do anything for him, and even his mother regarded him as a pawn to save his family, but he still forged, tolerated and helped, because he never got that pure maternal love.

In his eyes, parents in the world should be so ruthless and irresponsible.

But love is not like this in his mind, Shan Xiaofang is too attached to him, he would rather die than let him shed a tear for her, there is a trace of guilt and sadness, in order to fulfill him and Hongyu, she would rather be forbidden than feel guilty, what he got was too pure, so he thought that love should be like this, and no flaws were allowed.

Hongyu finally couldn't hold back her tears, and cried, "Is this why you don't accept me? I'm sorry, I can't help it, I can't help it...... I don't blame you in the slightest, or lose my temper with you, I'm just anxious, anxious......" She really cried and hugged her tighter, so that he wouldn't have another chance to push her away.

Dugu Yan suddenly picked up the wine jug on the table and drank it. This time, he couldn't restrain himself anymore......

The spring is a line, Jasper is blushing, everyone has an unshirkable responsibility, and he has had a little more shackles since then......

The next day, it was just the right day, and Ruby got up early to pack her bags.

Dugu Yan knew that she got up early every day, but she didn't expect her to be so tired, but she still got up so early.

When Hongyu packed her bags, Dugu Yan had just dressed. He asked, "Why are you in such a hurry? Don't you want to rest for a while? ”

Hongyu wept and said, "I'm leaving, I won't go all the way with you." ”

Dugu Yan was shocked when he heard this, and said, "Why, where are you going?"

Hongyu said: "I'm going to my father, this time I have entrusted you with all the things I cherish the most, even if I can't save my father, it doesn't matter if I put myself in." ”

Dugu Yan frowned, those troubles that couldn't be shirked finally came, how could he let her go alone to fight hard, what was the difference between that and a coward?

A conceited and strong person is destined to be unable to endure the humiliation of his crotch like Han Xin, just like Xiang Yu will not cross the Wujiang River, just like Cao Cao Qingmei will not kill Liu Bei when he cooks wine.

Just like him, he will never settle for the sake of living.

Dugu Yan said: "What are you talking about? How can I let you go alone? Besides, do you know where your father was arrested?"

Hongyu shook her head and said, "Even if I don't know, I have to find a way, go and fight, I can't do nothing! ”

Dugu Yan said: "What are you kidding? If you don't implicate me, they will find me sooner or later, for them, either surrender or fight, there are only two ways." Besides, we are already a family, what else do you have to share with me, let's go and save your father together!"

Hongyu burst into tears and laughed, "Without further ado, let's go!"

Dugu Yan smiled and said: "Let's go, but where are we going? We can't call people all over the rivers and lakes! Zhang Jingsheng They are so cautious in handling things, they will never put your father and them on the bright side like Liu Zhengqi." ”

Hongyu frowned again at this time, and said, "Then where will they put my father and them?

Of course Dugu Yan understood, and of course he would help her, and said with a smile: "I don't know either, so I will go back to Gu Xue Peak." ”

Hongyu couldn't figure out Dugu Yan's intentions, and asked, "What are you doing to Gu Xue Peak, and what clues are there?"

Dugu Yan said: "There are no clues, but there is a strange person who can predict what will happen in the world, although I don't know why, I always have a bad premonition, maybe the twelve colors have found Gu Xuefeng." But in any case, you must be cautious when dealing with them, and do not prove confrontation with them unless you have to. ”

Hongyu nodded and said, "It turns out that you were ...... from the beginning I was ...... yesterday," he said, blushing and throwing himself into his arms again, shy.

Leaving the inn, the two of them went all the way to the southwest, running in the direction of Lone Snow Peak, and traveled for about 20 miles, when they suddenly saw a group of people and horses passing by on the opposite mountain road.