Recently, something big happened in the sect, and the wind was surging, and Qiqiao had been ready to contact Qian Xiao for a while, but there was not much time, and it was not until today that he eased up for a while.

But that thing...... It's a bit complicated, and Tangram doesn't have the idea of relaxing.

Her childhood is only ten years, and she has to add the ignorant infancy.

"Huh?"

Hearing Qiqiao's words, Qian Xiao was really surprised, and turned to look at her delicate somewhat baby fat face.

You've been watching me all day?

What to see?

I have something to look at.

But thinking that this is someone's territory after all, and I don't know how high my cultivation is, so it's okay to observe myself, and it's reasonable that I didn't notice it at all.

Regarding the unclear question after the Qiqiao, Qian Xiao thought for a while, and subconsciously grabbed his hand to the sky, as if he wanted to grasp the heaven and earth in his hand and hold it tightly.

"Be Master's true disciple?

This is actually a reason!, after all, I promised my master.

But...... It's more about finding a goal!"

Qiqiao finally looked away and turned around.

Qian Xiao asked Qiqiao with a warm smile on the corner of his mouth: "Na! Qiqiao, have you ever been confused?"

The temperament is deep, and his eyes are fixed on the gradually dimming world, obviously a little child, but he feels like an old man, and he is the kind of old man who has experienced a lot of things and doesn't want to think about it anymore, and just wants to find a goal and work hard not to waste the rest of his life.

"Confused?"

Qiqiao paused for a moment and shook his head, "Perhaps, but I don't remember, I've had a lot of things to do for as long as I can remember."

Later, I stood in a different position, I thought about more things, and I had very little time to rest, so how could I have time to get confused?"

"Really?"

Qian Xiao glanced at her, continued to look at the only remaining bit of red light, and said with a smile: "It seems that I am much happier than you in this comparison." ”

The smile looked like self-deprecation, but there was something more to it, an indescribable emotion that might be called homesickness.

"I've been confused before, and I'm so confused. ”

Qian Xiao said calmly: "I used to be an ordinary person, a very ordinary person, the kind that was so ordinary that I wanted to die." ”

There was a kind of hideousness in Qian Xiao's voice, a kind of hysteria, but he tried his best to control it, and Qiqiao looked at him with more curiosity.

What did this little kid go through before?

"I tried my best, but I just lived as an ordinary person. The kind of ordinary that you can see death at a glance.

Why ordinary?

Because I was confused, I didn't know what to do.

Actually, I have dreams, but it is a world of extreme reality, an era in which you can't get up at the bottom and can't starve to death, and it's an era where everything must be hidden......

I wanted to chase my dreams, but that was a bit far away, a bit powerless, and too much to think about.

So later.

I forgot my dream, I should have been dead by then, and all I had left was a moving corpse......

I went with the flow, doing what I did countless times a day, not wanting to live, and not daring to die.

I don't know if the era I lived in was good or not, but our old people there said yes, because they used to starve to death, and they didn't have enough food and clothing.

But when you're full and warm, so what, because you still can't do anything, you can't help yourself, you live for others, only then can you be fed and clothed......

I don't have parents, and I don't know what to stick to.

I wanted to go out for a walk, but I had to give up a lot of times, so the more uncomfortable I felt.

Later, something happened that made me desperate, and that incident drove me crazy.

I don't know why I went through that despair, I didn't do anything bad...... I killed people, took revenge, and began to run away, running all over the world, experiencing more and more things, but I became more and more empty...... That world is really boring......

Later, when I arrived in a strange place, I met Master......"

Qiqiao listened quietly, Qian Xiao was a little hideous at first, but then became very calm, as if he was telling another person's story.

Qiqiao thought for a moment that if he was in that kind of environment, he was a little scared and a little incomprehensible.

How is it incompetent?

If you want to do something, do it!

If you can eat and dress warmly, you can work hard to make yourself strong!

Do you have millions of people to take care of?

yes! Tangram doesn't understand.

This world is the law of the jungle, and it is obvious that the monks, especially the monks, have always had a goal, that is, cultivation.

The monks cultivate the Taoist heart, their heart is very firm, the world determines that they will not be confused, everyone is trying to seek transcendence.

Being born in the world is nothing more than two outcomes.

Life or death.

They have experienced too little information compared to the flood of information in their previous lives.

So they all work hard to live and don't think so much.

Why are people confused?

It's not that you do less, you think more, and when you don't have so much time, you won't be confused.

But in the previous life, you had nothing to do at all, and you couldn't do what you wanted to do, so you could only live.

In the end, you find that you have lived for decades and have achieved nothing, only a shell, and your soul has long been hollowed out.

Qiqiao didn't ask about the very unreasonable places in Qianxiao's words, obviously he was a teenager, where did he get so much in the past.

But that's what Yi Xiangyu should worry about, what Qian Xiao said was secretive, and she didn't explain where it was at all, and she didn't want to ask, maybe it was a secret!

"Qiqiao, do you know what I'm most afraid of?" Qian Xiao looked at Qiqiao with a smile, and he smiled happily at this time, laughing from the heart.

"I don't know. Qiqiao shook his head obediently.

"Haha!"

Qian Xiao looked at the sky again, his eyes exuding a determined momentum, "I am most afraid of not being able to find a goal, I am powerless, now I have a master, I have a goal."

I want to see the scenery that I have never seen before, I want to be the freest person, I want no one to dare to kill me anymore, no one dares to underestimate me anymore, I want to stand on the highest peak and see the scenery, I want me to be able to do what I want to do, what I should do, what I can do when I am alive, at least when I die, I will not regret it......"

"However, these are just thoughts, and there must be a lot of things in between that that I don't want to go through, but it's really much better to say it. ”

"Hahaha......"

Qian Xiao suddenly smiled very happily, really happy, tears burst out of his eyes, "Qiqiao, thank you for listening to me, these seem so boring and naïve now, there was obviously so much time at that time...... Life is the most precious ...... It's much better to say it now. ”

"Meow!"

Kuro patted him disapprenantly on the shoulder.

Just talk!

Mess around with what!

Don't you know you still have a cute cat on your shoulder?

Give Ben Meow a little more truth, Ben Meow is going to sleep.

"I don't know what to say...... It's a big ghost, and it feels like there's more to it than I ever thought. ”

Qiqiao suddenly jumped over and patted Qian Xiao on the head.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm going to treat you to something delicious in the future. ”

Seeing that Qian Xiao was a little embarrassed and afraid that he would be unhappy, and then thinking of what he just said, Qiqiao couldn't help laughing: "Poof, hahahaha......"

"What are you laughing at?"

"I just feel like you're funny, hahaha......"

......

Qiqiao is gone, it is completely dark, and a tired Qian Xiao hugged Hei and fell asleep.

Maybe it's really been suppressed for too long, Qian Xiao even said everything in his previous life today, fortunately Qiqiao didn't ask, otherwise how to answer.

Yi Xiangyu shouldn't care about these either.

ps: This chapter is a bit scribbled, just take a look at it casually.