Chapter 294: How Many Tears Are You Shedding Your Thoughts in the Old Times?
"Huan Daoyou's words are wrong, it is normal for my generation of men and children to have three wives and four concubines, since you like them all, and they are all interested in you, then they are all married, why be so entangled?" Helian Zhi heard Huan Yin say that there was a childhood sweetheart, and he felt that Huan Yin's thoughts were a little strange, and in his opinion, there was nothing contradictory with marrying Shushu.
After all, the monks on the land of Kyushu all started from the mundane, so many customs and styles followed the practices of the world.
For example, marriage, there are many polygamous women in the world, even Huan Yin's father Huan Gong also married three wives, and then accepted Huan Yin's mother as a concubine.
However, Huan Yin didn't know when the idea in his heart was established, and the good wish in his chest of "winning the hearts of one person and wishing not to be separated" was like his ambition, and he never wavered.
So, Huan Yin smiled casually: "It's enough for me to marry a woman, and if there are more, I'm afraid I won't be able to cope with it." ”
Hearing Huan Yin say this, Ji Cangqiong and Helian Zhi were stunned for a while. They could all hear that Huan Yin seemed to want to start from the beginning, and this idea was really a little weird for them.
"Brother Huan, I didn't expect your emotional views to be so unique, but if you insist, then according to your personality, you really won't have anything to do with Miss Ruan Shushu. But do you know that such thoughts are also selfish?" Helian Zhi said again.
Huan Yin has always thought that from the beginning to the end is to be dedicated to one person, after all, husband and wife are single-minded and treat fairly, which deserves to be a good thing. However, how could Helian Zhi say that this is also selfish?
"I want to hear about it. Huan Yin said to Helian Zhi.
Helian Zhi took a big sip of wine and said: "If you are with that childhood sweetheart, it is equivalent to living up to Miss Ruan's admiration, and she will be heartbroken and depressed." So, do you say it's good or bad for her?"
Huan Yin also took a big sip of wine and sighed heavily: "That's why I haven't explained it to her all these years." However, I am afraid that she will become more and more affectionate towards me, and that will be a great sin in the end. ”
"Senior Brother Huan, what sin?" As soon as Huan Yin finished speaking, a gentle voice sounded behind him, and it was Ruan Shushu who was speaking to him.
Huan Yin was startled, and suddenly the wine woke up a little, and when he turned around and stood up, he saw the beauty in front of him. Immediately took two steps back and asked, "Senior Sister Ruan, is there something wrong?"
At this moment, Ruan Shushu's face was obviously drunk, her cheeks were crimson, and she looked a little more beautiful than usual. She opened her mouth and said to Huan Yin, "Senior Brother Huan, you ...... Can you walk with me?"
Before Huan Yin could speak, Helian Zhi stood up and bowed to Ruan Shushu: "We snubbed Miss Ruan, the girl first came to my White Tiger Department, and she was unfamiliar with the place, but we dragged your closest people here to drink and snubbed Miss Ruan." ”
"Brother Huan, you go and accompany Miss Ruan, and take her to see the vast galaxy and the wonderful night of our polar land. ”
Ji Cangqiong also quickly reacted: "Yes, I patronized and drank, but I didn't know that the most intoxicating thing in this world is the good day and beautiful scenery." Brother Huan, this celebration has just begun, and there is no hurry to drink, we will keep the wine for you here, and you will drink it again after you have accompanied Miss Ruan. ”
When they sang and harmonized, the meaning between their words could not be more obvious, which made Ruan Shushu bow her head in shame. As for Huan Yin, he stood beside him with a stunned face, looking at his two brothers waving to drive him away, quite helpless.
Huan Yin smiled awkwardly and said to Ruan Shushu: "Senior Sister Ruan, let's go out for a walk." ”
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The moon hangs high and the stars shine brightly. Under the picturesque and beautiful canopy, Huan Yin and Ruan Shushu walked side by side, slowly walking on the snowfields of the Arctic Land, slowly pacing in the direction of the holy mountain.
Both of them were drunk, but luckily they had solid foundations, and it was okay to get along the way. But neither of them spoke, and they both walked silently.
Huan Yin's heart was naturally a little chaotic, especially in this somewhat drunk state now, the contradictions in his chest were even more intense. Therefore, he didn't know what to say, and when he saw that Shushu didn't speak, he kept beating drums in his heart.
Suddenly, a pair of hands grabbed his arm, and when the familiar feeling reappeared after many years, Huan Yin's heart couldn't help but tremble.
Back then, in the ruins of the Wu Clan, it was also these hands that held themselves, accompanied themselves, protected themselves, and kept themselves alive with such a familiar feeling.
Huan Yin looked at Ruan Shushu and found that Ruan Shushu was also looking at him.
"Senior Brother Huan, shall we go up that hillside and sit for a while?" Ruan Shushu said with a slight intoxication and fluttering feeling in her tone, pointing to a small hill at the foot of the holy mountain not far away.
Huan Yin nodded, and walked over with Ruan Shushu.
This small hill is really in an excellent location, because of the shelter on it, the snow that falls is not thick, Huan Yin and Ruan Shushu cleaned it a little twice, and they got an empty space to sit on.
Not only that, when Huan Yin and Ruan Shushu sat on the slope, their eyes slanted slightly, and they could take in the bright moon in the sky and the brilliant stars of the chess cloth. While resting like this, looking at the starry sky, even if you stay quietly for ten days and a half months, I'm afraid no one will get bored.
After Huan Yin sat down, his body and mind suddenly relaxed, and the drunkenness began to surge in his brain. He looked at the wonderful galaxy in the sky, and suddenly felt that he had never felt so relaxed and happy.
He turned his face and looked at the beautiful woman beside him, and saw that she was looking at the sky with an intoxicated face, which was as moving as the fairy looking at the moon described in the book, which made his heartbeat suddenly "thump" faster.
"Senior Sister Ruan, you are so beautiful. Xu is drunkenness, and Xu Shihuan has long wanted to say this to Ruan Shushu, but at this moment, Huan Yin actually looked at Ruan Shushu and was a little distracted for a while, and blurted out this sentence.
After Ruan Shushu heard this, her whole body obviously trembled, she glanced at Huan Yin with a shy face, then lowered her head, and said faintly: "Then senior brother said, is there a woman in this world who is more beautiful than Shushu?"
Huan Yin saw Ruan Shushu's shyness, and suddenly her posture became a little softer, and her heart fluttered, and she said: "Naturally, there is no more." ”
Ruan Shushu's shy face showed a sweet smile: "Is that senior brother willing to be with Shushu?"
Ruan Shushu's daughter's family, it is impossible to say such a thing, because such words are too direct, and they are usually said by men.
However, Shushu obviously likes Huan Yin very much, and there has been no progress with Huan Yin in the past ten years, I don't know what Huan Yin means, and I am afraid that my heart is also a little chaotic. Now that she was drunk, under this charming moonlight, when she was alone with Huan Yin, she heard what Huan Yin said as if she was talking about love, and finally she couldn't help herself and asked what she just said.
The moment Huan Yin heard this, he immediately seemed to see Lan Yu appear in front of him, and he was looking at himself with a disappointed face, saying that he was a man with a bad heart.
As a result, most of his wine immediately woke up, his spirit was also lifted, and his heart was in turmoil, regretting why he had inexplicably said those nonsense just now.
Ruan Shushu lowered her head and waited for a while, thinking that she would hear Huan Yin's affirmative words, or be directly embraced by him, but she never noticed any reaction from the people around her, so she looked at Huan Yin with a puzzled expression.
At this moment, Huan Yin's face was full of struggle and hesitation, and he was no longer as intoxicated and intoxicated as he was just now, which made Ruan Shushu's heart suddenly feel an inexplicable nervousness.
In the past ten years, Huan Yin has knocked on her side, in fact, with her intelligence, how can she not hear that Huan Yin already has her in her heart, and she wants to reject herself. However, she is a fluttering and gorgeous fairy, and everyone in the world is not in a hurry to chase her, although she is never proud of it, but she never feels that she is inferior to anyone else, and she cannot strive for her own happiness.
Therefore, she didn't understand Huan Yin's side knocks, but she just hoped to buy herself more time to make Huan Yin think again. As everyone knows, this time is ten years, but Huan Yin has never changed his meaning.
Ruan Shushu can see that Huan Yin's current hesitation and struggle are all because of the woman in his heart. However, she still refused to give up, so she said faintly: "Senior Brother Huan doesn't like Shushu?"
At this moment, there was already a lot of bitterness in Ruan Shushu's tone, how could Huan Yin not hear it? It's just that he has always regarded principles as more important than life, so how could he let others say that he was a negative man? Therefore, he hesitated for a long time, but in the end he didn't even say a word of "no."
Ruan Shushu looked at Huan Yin's eyes more and more disappointed and helpless, so that in the end, tears had slipped into her eyes.
Isn't it obvious enough that if she doesn't answer, she refuses? What's more, a woman like Ruan Shushu actually took the initiative to woo a man, but in the end it didn't work, how could she accept it?
Ruan Shushu couldn't hold back the disappointment and sadness in her heart anymore, she stood up suddenly, covered her tearful eyes with her hands, looked at Huan Yin again, and ran out of the mountain.
Huan Yin looked at the beautiful woman who was far away, and a voice kept echoing in his heart: "I lost her, I finally lost her." I rejected her, and she would never be with me again. ”
However, no matter how many times the voice was repeated, he finally watched Ruan Shushu disappear from his gaze, but he didn't get up to chase after him. (To be continued.) )