Woman and dog.

Bumped into each other.

Instantly bitten into a ball.

It's a real bite, on the one hand, it's for survival, and on the other hand, it's for protection, and it's all desperate. Mother's love is always the greatest, it can't be explained by logic at all, and you don't know where the energy of the mother for the rest of your life bursts from. Head, hands, teeth, nails, knees...... As long as it can be used as a weapon, as long as it can bring harm to this group of mad dogs, this mother will do anything!

On the snow.

Bloom one by one.

Cruel and bloody fights, roars one after another, eyes full of blood, blood everywhere except blood...... This blood all became Chen Yusheng's childhood nightmare.

From that day on, he could no longer see blood.

Later, the villagers passing by beat away the mad dog and saved the mother and son, but Chen Yusheng's mother's face was completely bitten. There are also countless sick roots left on the body, and just looking at that face, it is more terrifying than a monster.

To be honest, the nightmare in Chen Yusheng's heart has not appeared for a long time.

But today it came.

It is not Chen Yusheng's own calling, it is this space that actively awakens the nightmare, and this nightmare is the real test for Chen Yusheng, and the people who are left behind really need to face the 'life to death'.

The most terrible thing about 'living to die' is not to face the demons and monsters that you can see, but to face your own heart.

In the nightmare, Chen's mother for the rest of her life is long gone, and she has endured all kinds of sufferings in the world and tasted the warmth and coldness of the world.

Chen Yusheng's mother often said to him: "All this is fate, everyone has their own fate, and they can't be forced." ”

Amusing!

Lamentable!

Damn it!

Chen Yusheng didn't believe in this evil, he didn't believe it since he was a child, in fact, he knew that his mother didn't believe it either. Otherwise, how could she have endured ten years of hellish torture in vain, and was unwilling to die in peace?

After that disaster, Chen Yusheng's mother was not crazy or stupid, she had to pull her son up, at least a little bigger, a little bigger, a little bigger, and then a little bigger, so that she could live on her own.

But what kind of suffering does a 'youkai', a 'youkai' that can stop crying with just one face, have to endure to close his eyes with peace of mind?

A lot of people can't imagine it.

However, Chen Yusheng can imagine it because he has experienced it.

He has lived for ten copper plates for a month, and he has experienced all the sufferings......

Chen Yusheng's mother's hands are actually very skillful, and the needlework is extremely beautiful, but no matter how good the work is, who wants to buy a 'monster' thing? Even if you do, how much copper plate are people willing to pay you?

While others sell five copper plates, Chen Yusheng's family can only sell two, and they don't suffer a loss! Fools know that they suffer losses, but Chen Yusheng's mother doesn't care. As long as she can live, as long as she can raise her son, she doesn't care about anything.

The eyes are spent.

I pricked my hand when I used the needle.

Blood drips onto the soles of shoes or handkerchiefs......

Start all over again, keep starting all over again, and the days go by day by day. Chen Yusheng's mother became more and more dazzling, and the number of stitches pierced her hands became more and more, and soon she couldn't even earn enough for ten copper plates.

The family's only income was also cut off.

At that time, Chen Yusheng was still young, and his family had to continue to hold on, and the road still had to be walked, and he couldn't stop. But how can an ugly woman who has no power to survive?

How do you survive?

Is it begging? This is a road, but even Chen Yusheng when he was a child could see that his mother was unwilling. It doesn't matter if life is hard, but she wants her son to grow up with dignity, first of all, he can't be shameless as a mother.

The nightmare continues.

Chen Yusheng's mother carried it with difficulty, and then saw Xiao Yusheng faint several times from hunger, and then she threw her face to the mud.

In this terrible world, why is it so difficult to live.

Since then, in the villages around Chen Yusheng's house, there is often an 'old monster' begging for food. Getting up at dawn and going out at dawn and returning home on time before sunset, this 'old monster' never begged for food in Chen Yusheng's village. Even if the neighbors send each other, she doesn't want to ask for it, this is her last fig leaf, once she loses it, she is a beggar for food, and her son will become a beggar for food.

Bitterness, she can carry it alone.

She's still young.

Chen Yusheng's mother, like all mothers, has always believed in her heart that her son will definitely be better than other people's sons, and he will definitely have a great future in the future: "I can see it as a mother, but you can't see it, it's because you're blind, that's all." ”

The days went by day by day.

Spring goes and autumn comes.

Autumn comes and winter solstice.

Chen Yusheng's mother was rain or shine, never lazy, and never lazy for a day. It's not that she doesn't want to, but she can't, because as long as she doesn't go out for a day, she and her son will go hungry.

I remember that it was about the twenty-ninth year of Xuanyi in the Tang Dynasty, and it was the middle of winter, and Chen Yusheng's mother came back from begging for food in the evening, but found that Xiao Yusheng was gone, and she couldn't find it anywhere. At that time, Xiao Yusheng was only four years old, starving every day, his body was small, he had no strength, and he didn't go out all day long.

On weekdays, no matter what, I would wait quietly in the house for my mother to come home, but now she is gone.

Chen Yusheng's mother went crazy looking for it.

Hysterical shouting.

shouted all over the village.

In the end, it was found in the chicken coop of Aunt Zhang's house next door, and Chen Yusheng's mother was almost angry to death at that time.

For the first time, this was the first time Xiao Yusheng was beaten, a woman had never beaten her son before, but this time she viciously beat Xiao Yusheng.

The beaten hand is distressed.

When she got home, the woman asked Xiao Yusheng: "Why don't you wait for your mother at home? Why do you secretly run to Aunt Zhang's chicken coop to hide? Are you trying to be angry with your mother?"

Xiao Yusheng was bitter at that time, and he couldn't cry: "Mother, I'm cold!"

Cry for a while, explain for a while: "Mother, hold the chicken, warm!"

The cry seemed to be self-contained: "Mother, I will never make you angry again, I will no longer sneak out, I will never go to the chicken coop to warm up again." ”

I'm cold!

Hold the chicken warm!

A few simple words made Chen Yusheng's mother heartbroken.

It was that night that Xiao Yusheng directly caused a cold, and his whole body was as hot as a stove. The woman was frightened, but she couldn't do anything, she was not a doctor, she was sick and she had to find a doctor to get medicine, but she needed silver to catch medicine. She didn't have any silver on her, not even a copper plate, so she had no choice but to kneel and beg all over the village, and only at dawn did she get the money to ask the doctor for medicine.

After that.

Chen Yusheng's mother's most feared thing is no longer to lose face and lose face, her most feared thing has become her son's disappearance, her son's illness, and, to grab medicine.