Chapter 41: I Want an Answer

On the seventh day after the end of the battle with the Seven Cities Alliance.

"Yun Xu, why do you want me to do something?" Leng Lanying came to Yun Xuyun with a pale face, without questioning, without complaining, only puzzled.

She just wanted an answer.

In the past seven days, she didn't know how many corpses she had touched and carried, how many bereaved soldiers' families had wept bitterly, and she had even searched some corpses with blurred flesh and blood and could not see their faces clearly, looking for items that could be identified from their bodies. Even when dealing with the corpses of the enemy, the enemy soldiers who pretended to be dead attacked and were almost in danger.

After the end of the war, the darkness was more directly exposed to her, and the shocking details made her doubt the war described in the book.

She is not from Hengyang City, and she should not have done the task of identifying the corpse, but under the "care" of Yun Xuan, she still got this "honor". The fragility of life has taken a huge toll on her past worldview.

She didn't know how she survived the past seven days, and she couldn't count how many times she was awakened by nightmares in the past few days, and even later, in her dreams, she dreamed of disposing of corpses. It would have been a miracle that a spoiled little girl could survive seven days.

"Didn't I say that if you want to survive, you have to do your part, just let you do some chores, and if you can't stand it, you can go home at any time. Yun Xuan didn't even look at her.

Leng Lanying didn't get angry, but asked calmly, "You know I didn't want to ask you this." ”

Ling Xiyue nodded secretly, this little girl is not stupid, she can understand the painstaking work of Yun Xu, and she doesn't complain, Yun Xuan is quite blessed.

It's just that Yun Xudu, an idiot, doesn't understand a woman's heart at all, and is blind to such a good girl.

Just when she was thinking like this, the farmer who was blocked by Leng Lanying's sword suddenly appeared in her mind, making Ling Xiyue feel sorry for her and at the same time a little vigilant.

Yun Xuan didn't answer, but Jiang Ming was a little dissatisfied with Yun Xuan Xuan's indecision, and he asked Leng Lanying, "Do you still want to take Yun Xuan back to marry your sister?"

Leng Lanying was stunned, she originally came for this purpose, but now she can't figure out the idea of the end of her face, let alone take the cloud back to the end.

Yun Xuan came to Leng Lanying's side and asked coldly: "You have always felt that your sister is very good to you, she will try her best to satisfy you no matter what you want, and will try her best to protect you and shelter you from the wind and rain, right?"

Leng Lanying didn't know why Yun Xuyun asked this question: "Of course my sister is good to me. ”

"You think I'm your sister's favorite thing, so you desperately want to take me back, your feelings for your sister are really touching. ”

Although he said that he was moved, Yun Xuan's tone was full of mockery, "But, do you think you can survive in the outside world like this?"

Leng Lanying was stunned, she was no longer a little girl who was ignorant of the world, and she could easily give an answer to this question.

"You already have the answer to this question in your heart, so, another question, do you think you can live under your sister's wing for the rest of your life?" asked Yun Xudu.

Leng Lanying's pale face was a little ruddy: "My sister just spoiled me too much, she didn't mean to." ”

The cruelty of the outside world made her mature a lot, and a month of captivity made her no longer willful, and countless corpses slammed into her heart, making her understand how fragile life is. If there is no one to rely on, it is difficult for her to gain a foothold in the outside world, let alone her stunning appearance that is easy to provoke men.

Why did her sister raise her to be like this, could it be that she was born like this?

"You are not young anymore, you have reached the age of marriage, have you ever thought about marrying anyone?Your sister and I have a marriage contract, if the marriage contract is fulfilled, then where is your position?"

Leng Lanying still refuses to accept other people's criticism of her sister, for her, her sister is a relative who is closer than her parents: "Even if my sister didn't teach me this, it doesn't mean anything, I don't know how many parents in the world spoil their children, do they also want their children to become invalids? They just don't want their children to suffer, and they don't know how to teach." ”

Even in this dark world, there are still many parents who are reluctant to let their children suffer, and they spoil uncontrollably until they can no longer bear it. But even if their children are destroyed, it still can't be said that they don't love their children, only that they won't love them.

In Leng Lanying's opinion, her sister is such a person.

Yun Xu's eyes were full of sarcasm: "Since your sister doesn't want you to touch the darkness outside, then why do you want to teach you killing skills, and catch so many beasts and living people for you to practice." ”

"My sister wants me to learn how to protect myself. After Leng Lanying finished speaking, she was suddenly stunned, and the look in her eyes slowly receded, "No, no." ”

Yun Xuan saw that Leng Lanying had begun to doubt, so he continued to add a fire:

"There is nothing wrong with learning to kill, if you want to live in this world, you must either be as low-key as ordinary people and entrust life and death in the hands of others, although such people do not have the ability and capital to grasp their own lives, but such people are the ones who survive the most. Either that, or embark on the path of relying on your own strength and wisdom to protect yourself.

"However, you can't go to the first one, you are very beautiful, even if you don't provoke right and wrong, there are still many people who will hit your body, you are easy to attract danger, if you still have to learn to kill, to take the initiative to provoke right and wrong, do you think you can really live?"

Leng Lanying's hands trembled uncontrollably, even if she handled the corpse every day, she had never been so scared.

"If you have heard the story of your sister Leng Lanqiu, then it is easy to find that she often wanders alone and encounters countless dangers, but she survives every time, and she is very experienced in the rivers and lakes, but what she handed over to you is not the ability to survive outside, but the ability to cause trouble outside. ”

Yun Xuan said, "Now you, can you tell the answer to this question?"

Leng Lanying was already trembling and speechless, she still couldn't face all this.

Yun Xuan turned to face Jiang Ming and Ling Xiyue: "I know that you are not the benevolent people of women, but in my eyes, you are also people who do not know the sinister world like her, come with me, I will let you see the real sinister rivers and lakes!"