Chapter 170: Guilt

"Don't you know you're afraid?" Hongyu looked at Dugu Yan curiously.

Dugu Yan instead cast more curious eyes at her, with a bitter and desolate smile on his face, and said: "I can't get the person I want, I don't know how to cherish the person who loves me deeply, and she died for herself, and in the same way, I have no way to repay the greatest hatred in my life, I am a waste person, maybe death is a very easy thing for me, so the genius will not let me go easily." ”

He suddenly looked up at the starry sky, and the stars in the sky seemed to be laughing at him for his lack of ambition, but he didn't cry.

Under the night sky, a black shadow may be the dragon that has just escaped, but it looks incomparably small now.

He let out a long sigh and said, "I obviously have so many opportunities to die, but he didn't tell me to die, so I can only live like this." He slowly moved his gaze to Ruby.

She looked unhappy, maybe she was suspicious of something, but Dugu Yan didn't bother to think about that.

Looking at the strange corpses in front of him, he suddenly remembered something, a past that could evoke his sadness.

"Let go of hatred, let go of ......hatred," he muttered, but the hatred in his heart is deepening, hurting the person who is being treated, of course, you can let it go casually, standing in the perspective of a bystander, it seems that there is nothing wrong, but who can put yourself in their shoes and think?

Dugu Yan's eyes gradually became cold and terrifying, and those terrifying hatreds suddenly condensed on the face that originally looked gentle.

The sword qi suddenly became stronger, and he didn't even want to return the sheath, he didn't know who he wanted to kill, but he wanted to kill anyone. Staring at the starry sky, this relentless fire doesn't know when it began to burn, is it her indifference?

But she doesn't seem to have any.

Is it a wasted time?

But he's not old.

Hatred?

But that's a thing of the past......

It was the dusty memories of those people, who reminded him.

A hidden arrow nailed to the corner of the wall reminded him of his cousin. The people who live here are definitely not ordinary ordinary people.

Sure enough, after some tossing, he found some secret weapons unique to the Tang Sect in the closet of the family, but the family still died miserably. Maybe they didn't expect that a monster would suddenly break in and kill them all, so they hadn't even assembled the hidden weapon, only a trivial Hidden Arrow, which didn't seem to affect the dragon's appetite.

Dugu Yan snuggled indifferently in the corner, like a dead corpse.

"It was I who hurt the person who loved me the most...... But she wants to marry someone else, and I also owe her, is all this the retribution that should come?"

"Where are you going?" Dugu Yan suddenly stood up, and Hongyu asked anxiously.

"Go Kill ......"

"Kill whom?"

"It's not about you......"

"I'll go with you. ”

"You don't have to ......"

She had never seen such a cold Dugu Yan, "Could this be the truest side of his heart?" she began to doubt her cognition.

She really didn't want to follow him anymore, but she always felt very lost.

Dugu Yan had no one to kill, because the moment he returned to the inn, the entire town was dead.

The bodies looked as shriveled and scattered as they had been buried during the day, with not a drop of blood on the ground, only simple signs of a fight, and the houses were badly damaged.

The silence of no one breathing, the lifelessness, and even the sound of a drop of sweat falling to the ground seemed a little noisy.

A man, stunned, stood on the ruins, dressed in red. He knew who she was, but the sudden surge of anger and guilt gave him no reason to coax her anymore, so end the trip between the two of them!

He needed to be calm, but when he thought of that person, he couldn't calm down at all.

Hatred drove him into the dim forest, where the insignificant brilliance of the stars could not have broken through without the care of the moonlight.

Staring at his sword, what he wanted to do most was to return to the Lonely Snow Peak and reunite with the people he owed to.

On a person's journey, there is no luggage worth him to pack, so he silently goes on the road.

The cold wind, the early winter of the year, and a lonely footprint on the snow.

Infatuated lovers go infatuated days,

There is no infatuation mound in the world,

Wild grass lined with fragrant bones,

The earthly Fei Fei survived the catastrophe.

Feelings are hard to forbid, grievances are hard to eliminate, sorrow is not endless, how can the sky be clear? Ambition is difficult to reward, hatred is difficult, it is better than loess is not free.

The words on the stele are still there, but the two sentences are missing: "An evergreen tree in the snow layer, and an infatuated lover is buried under the tree." ”

The infatuated lover under the tree is indeed gone, the stele is still there, but the grave has been dug up by something.

Dugu Yan thought about it, there were no more than three people who could find here, one was Bai Ling, the eldest lady of the Bai family, and she went to the Western Regions with her, and there was no time or reason to dig up the grave of her beloved.

The remaining two, one is Su Chaotian, the jade-faced Yan Jun, he is only interested in the living, and he is not interested in the dead at all.

Finally, he only wants to bury others as killing machines, and he will not dig up the dead and kill them again.

"Who could it be?" Dugu Yan was paralyzed on the ground, and there might be someone who could solve his puzzles, and that was the old man in white on the Lonely Snow Peak.

"No, he has no reason, is it because they are alive again?"

When people are most helpless, they will always have some irrational thoughts that make it funny to listen to.

"Su Chaotian, Duan Wenheng, the old man, Bailing...... In this way, there are only four of them...... Wait, could it be Su Xiaomei, she is very naughty, but how could she joke with me about dead people?"

At the bottom of the mountain, she walked up slowly, her arms clasped around her shoulders, her little face was frozen blue, and her snot and tears couldn't stop flowing.

Far away, she stopped, and stood there shivering.

From Jiangnan, all the way to here. She didn't adapt to the weather in the north, but she still came along, and she didn't know how to add clothes, so she was dressed in red. Walking down the street, you will always be pointed at. Some people were very annoying, and they even went up to her and asked: "Are you running away from marriage?" or are you in a hurry to get ......married?"

In short, there is everything to say, if she is Dugu Yan, I don't know how many people will die along the way, but she didn't kill any of them, in her opinion, only the big enemy is worth doing.

He just lay there and didn't look at her.

During the night, a strong wind blew on the hill, and it was extremely cold from the north.

Although she has some internal strength, she still can't stand this bitter cold wind.

Dugu Yan was still lying on the ground, as if he had been frozen to death. But he still didn't die, and he was alive and well.

"Why?" Ruby walked to his side with tears in her eyes.

"Why did you suddenly become so indifferent?" said N᭎ᰠ⩲㩧晎䭜ᴠg끥 Jie ⱻN ́ ژ Ȱ