vs 48 It is better to choose for yourself

Wei Qiqi looked at her expression, not like a joke, but a little moved. It's not difficult to copy a poem, it's hard to be appropriate. What was she thinking? Why did she choose him? Thinking of what happened to her, her mood, Wei Qiqi somewhat understood that people are different, and he regarded them as a burden to the mustard, and in her, it may be a boulder that cannot be removed. She carried a lot of things that she didn't want to carry, and even the thought of "not wanting to" itself became part of the burden, and she always straightened her back proudly, but in the shadow behind her, the other self was under heavy pressure and hesitated to walk alone.

The pressure that a person can withstand, more or less, there is always a limit, Yu Yao knows where her limit is, in order to avoid a complete collapse, she needs to relax the tight bowstring from time to time, the first time, on the grassland outside the town pass, she chose to face the cavalry of the Tiele people alone, and chose death, this time, in the belly of the Chixia Valley, she chose Wei Seventeen, and chose a man.

In order to convince herself, she found a somewhat stubborn and ridiculous reason, you read a poem to me, and if I think it is good, I will promise you.

Wei Qiqi stared at her and didn't speak for a long time. He still had a hug for her, but this time, there were some other things mixed in, pity, love, indescribable. He could understand her, he had a similar experience, in another world, when the last straw was weighed, he chose to flee.

Run, flee alone, discard a qiē, forget jì a qiē, go to a strange place, and start life again.

Wei Qiqi lifted the flying sword, flattened the stone pillar, and wrote the word "cold" at the beginning. Two sentences, fourteen words, he didn't read, just wrote them down.

Although I am thousands of miles away, in the dark belly of Chixia Valley, the sound of water is ticking, intermittently, but it seems to return to the past all of a sudden, in the south of the Yangtze River, where the mountains are warm and soft, in front of the window of the former residence of Qizhen Mountain, smelling the fragrance of flowers in the wind, and quietly reading the poetry collection of the predecessors. That was the life she had ever had, far away from the hustle and bustle, without blood feuds, immersed in other people's chants and grievances, and forgetting herself.

"What about below, what else?" her voice became confused and ethereal, coming from a distant place that felt strange even to herself. She seemed to be hoping for something, and she felt scared.

Wei Qiqi slowly wrote down the remaining two sentences, and when the last word "same" was engraved on the tip of the sword, Yu Yao raised his hand to wipe away his tears, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but rise, "I...... There's no going back......" she muttered to herself, "I'll try to like you, and you can like me too, if...... If you want. ”

"Figured it out?"

"Hmm. Yu Yao raised her face slightly and looked at him bravely.

Wei Qiqi leaned over and kissed her lightly on the corner of her mouth. He was slow, leaving enough time for her to think, she could refuse, she could dodge, but she didn't. In the dark, Yu Yao was very nervous, her body trembled slightly, her fingertips pierced into her palms, she didn't feel pain, she didn't know what would happen next, she was flustered, and she was faintly looking forward to it.

Wei Qiqi put his arms around her waist and kissed her on the corner of her mouth again, moving a little to her trembling lips. In an instant, Yu Yao's breathing stopped, her eyes were closed, her hands were at a loss, she raised her hand several times to push him away, and then retracted back, her heart was in a trance, as if floating in the clouds.

After a long time, her tense body relaxed, her lips opened slightly, and a fiery snort spat on Wei Qiqi's cheeks.

When Wei Qiqi's hand reached into the placket of her clothes and stuck to her slippery lower abdomen, a stubborn thought flashed in her heart, a clean body will be tainted by dirty things sooner or later, rather than cheapening those stinky men who look down on her, it is better to choose by yourself.

The wheezing gradually decreased, the heartbeat calmed down, Yu Yao felt that her heart was empty, and her body seemed to be missing something, and it seemed that there was something more. Indulgence made her feel better, the burden that weighed on her heart became bearable, was it possible to bear more when a girl became a woman?hatred, harassment, helplessness, loneliness, once whipped her like a whip, drove her to the brink of madness, but now, she felt much better.

She stood up, straightened her messy dress, tied up her long hair, and walked into the dark stone pillar, without looking back.

Wei Qiqi squinted his eyes and looked at the verses on the stone pillar, hesitated for a moment, did not flatten it, he replaced it with a stone pillar farther away, and continued to engrave the sword, it was still the patchwork of four sentences. The waiter helped up Jiao Jiao, and Jiangzhou Sima Qing's shirt was wet. The distance was far away, and he returned to the state of the child holding the pen, and the words were written the size of a palm, crookedly.

There was a lack of fire qi in the belly of the mountain, Yu Yao warmed the Dao fetus, and could only rely on swallowing pills to replenish her vitality, and when she left Liushi Peak, she was in a hurry, and only brought two bottles of Five Elements Huiqi Pill, a drop in the bucket, and when she finished taking the remaining Qiankun One Qi Pill, she had no pills available at hand.

Yu Yao walked to Wei Qiqi's side, grabbed a handful of jade slips and put them in front of him, and said, "I'll use these to exchange these for a Qi Pill with you." ”

Wei Qiqi knew her thoughts, and he wanted to calculate all the qiē clearly, he took out the Qiankun Yiqi Pill from his arms, handed it to her with the bottle, and said, "I don't want your things, give them to you." ”

Yu Yao refused to answer, and asked stubbornly, "What do you want?"

"I don't want anything, I just want to help you, do you believe it?"

Yu Yao shook her head.

Wei Qiqi said: "It is necessary to be careful, no one in this world will be good to others for no reason, all the efforts, whether intentional or unintentional, hope to be rewarded, this kind of return, sometimes is the immediate gain, sometimes the long-term gain, sometimes the inner satisfaction, no one is exempt from vulgarity." Instead of believing in hypocrites who are unreasonable and have hidden ghosts, it is better to make a deal clearly. ”

These words came to Yu Yao's heart, she just thought so, but it was not as thorough as Wei Qiqi said, but she tore away the surface warmth, and talked about the pay and return nakedly, which made her unable to fully accept it. She retorted: "It's not necessarily all like this, between mother and son, between husband and wife, there is always something to pay without asking for anything in return, right?"

"Parents pay for their children, in fact, they want their blood to continue, husbands pay to their wives, is to hope that she will have children for themselves, instinct and nature also hide the purpose, between people, in the end, in fact, it is nothing more than the word 'interests'. ”

Yu Yao felt that something precious in her heart had been shattered, and she couldn't argue about it. She lowered her head and thought for a moment, then smiled reluctantly, and said, "What do you mean by telling me this?"

Wei Qiqi took her hand, "I just want to tell you, between you and me, there is no need to suspect anything, what I want is you, you have already given me what I want, and I don't need to pay anything." ”

Yu Yao took the porcelain vase from his hand and said, "Okay, I'll give it to you." ”