199 Actually, I ......
Yun Jin didn't know how to explain for a while, and wanted to coax her, but there was someone next to her, and he was a little embarrassed.
He had no choice but to say: "But don't worry, I will definitely not ignore the princess, and I will send someone to protect her secretly in two days." ”
He is really cautious, for fear of making her unhappy, and if he is not careful, he will be humble for love.
Shaoyin softened a little when he heard this, "That's good, as for whether you want to marry your fellow clansmen, I don't care, I just hope you think clearly." ”
She looked at Yunjin and Rulan deeply.
Rulan was a little angry, she put down the shelf to make peace, but she still had a cold face on her face, and even said this kind of thing, what did she think of?
Think you insist on marrying Yunjin?
The old lady is not waiting anymore!
She snorted, rolled her eyes, and turned to leave.
Yun Jin raised his eyes and looked at Yingying, and said softly: "Little fairy, I have something I want to say to the fairy girl alone...... Are you convenient ......"
Yingying immediately understood what he meant, and before Yunjin finished speaking, she walked out.
Shaoyin got up from the bed, hugged the quilt and asked with a side face, "What do you have to say alone?"
Yun Jin thought about it for a long time, but still wanted to tell her that she was actually a fake marriage with Rulan.
Although he knew that it was better not to tell the truth, he always had a trace of luck in his heart, hoping that Shaoyin would forgive him, and that there would still be possibilities between them.
He brewed his emotions for a while, and just wanted to speak, but saw Shaoyin wave his hand, "If it's about your marriage, then don't say it." ”
Yun Jin was choked by her words again.
Why is it so difficult to tell her a few heart-wrenching words? This time, after she returns to the fairy world, she doesn't know when she will be able to see her again.
He vaguely felt that Xihua Divine Venerable intended to fight for power in the immortal world, but I was afraid it was not that simple. It turned out that he didn't fight or grab, but now he may feel that his character is too cowardly and suffers.
After this time, he will definitely increase his precautions, and it will be difficult for Shaoyin to get out of the immortal realm again.
He stood in front of the bed, not knowing what to say.
Seeing that he didn't speak, Shao Yin looked up at him, "What's the matter?"
Yun Jin looked at her eyes, and suddenly had no head and no brains to ask, "Do you still hate me?"
Shaoyin looked at him in surprise, thought for a while, and replied: "I can't say that I hate it, but I can't say that I don't hate it." ”
I don't know if Yun Jin is satisfied with this answer, he sighed softly, and asked again: "Lord Xihua has been promoted to a god venerable, are you going to marry him again after you go back?"
When he asked this sentence, Yun Jin's heart beat fast and fast, wanting to hear the answer, but afraid to hear the answer.
"I don't know, it's actually the same when we get married. ”
Shaoyin replied easily, because she had never treated this matter as something embarrassing or significant.
Yun Jin didn't know where to get the courage, he suddenly stepped forward and squatted down, he looked at Shao Yin deeply, and did not avoid the emotion in his eyes.
Sometimes I think, why do you want to restrain yourself desperately? Can't you give up everything? If you want to die, you should die happily, and if you are afraid of what you will lose?
Shao Yin was frightened by his eyes, even if he didn't know anything about it, such a fiery and deep look would more or less know what kind of emotions were in it.
She couldn't help but panic and hurriedly lowered her head.
Yun Jin said in a deep voice: "Actually, I ......" The voice he heard in his ears was not at all like his usual voice, he didn't even know what the situation was around him at the moment, he only felt that he was light, and what he wanted to say didn't seem to come out of his mouth.
He tried hard to say, actually I like you, in fact, we used to love each other......
But Shoin didn't give him this opportunity.
The man on the bed suddenly shouted, "Don't say it! I don't want to hear it!"
Yun Jin was stunned.
His slightly open mouth froze in the air, and the hand he tried to reach out to hold her froze in midair.
The air suddenly froze, and he froze here, not knowing where to find an exit.
Shaoyin on the bed had already lifted the quilt and lay down, covering his head with the quilt.
The surroundings were quiet, and Yun Jin wished that he would disappear out of thin air and never appear in this world again.
After a long time, he staggered to his feet and walked out silently.
She must have thought that she was a toad who wanted to eat swan meat, and she was a goddess on a high level, and he was just a monster who was nothing, so why should he like her?
Even if she is not good and becomes a demon realm proton, it is not beyond his reach.
Why did you endure it for so long, why did you make so much effort, and at the last moment you couldn't help it?
When will the little flame in my heart be extinguished? Do you have to bring shame on yourself, must you reach the moment when you hit the south wall?
He walked out aimlessly, like a walking corpse.
Shaoyin didn't know how much courage Yun Jin had to make up his mind to say those words, nor did she know how many compromises he made under the pressure of the princess's sister-in-law in exchange for her safety, and she didn't know how bleak he was when he recalled the past that originally belonged to the two of them.
She didn't know any of this.
In her eyes, maybe he will always be a dispensable, even somewhat despicable existence, if it weren't for the entanglement of fate, she might not want to know such a person at all.
Yun Jin looked up at the gray sky, and couldn't help but curl the corners of his mouth and sneered.
In her previous life, she traveled for her life, and spent most of her time hiding in Tibet.
Reliving a life, he was originally determined to forget her and give up on her, but unconsciously, everything he did was for her.
What is love?
Can he be made to belittle himself like this?
These hardships are actually nothing to him, what he really cares about is that in front of her, he is nothing, and he is even a clown who makes her laugh.
Who is to blame for this?
Everything was self-inflicted, voluntary.
I don't know how long it took, a voice came from behind me: "Demon Venerable, the contract has been negotiated, Madame, please come over." ”
He silently followed the demon guard to the front hall.
In the palace, the messenger of the Xihua Divine Venerable, the princess's sister-in-law, and the elders sat neatly.
Three light clouds of satin float in mid-air.
Yun Jin glanced at it and said, "Since the negotiation has been completed, the deity will be signed." ”
After speaking, with a wave of his big hand, the red Demon Venerable Seal was impressively silked.
The messenger stood up and put away a cloud satin, "I've finally completed a mission." He put Yun Satin into his sleeve, and turned to Yun Jin and said: "This envoy still has a task, which is to bring the Western Heaven Goddess who was a proton in the Demon Realm back to the Immortal Realm, and now that the peace agreement has been completed, it is time to let the Goddess go back, right?"
Without waiting for the others to answer, Yun Jin said straightforwardly: "Of course you can." He waved his hand to summon the Demon Guard, "Take the messenger to the temple of the deity to meet the goddess." ”