She still looked haggard, and the first thing she said when she saw Dugu Yan was: "What happened to me yesterday? Why did I suddenly become like her?"

Dugu Yan was stunned by her question, and said with a smile: "Who have you become? Why don't I remember?"

"Who else?" you said that the sweat on my face smelled strange, so I went to the river to wash, and suddenly found that the reflection in the water was not my own, but the sand. I hurriedly ran back to ask you, but I threw myself into your arms, I asked you how I came to be like this, and you said that I was originally her. But I'm obviously not her, but you don't believe me, and you want to kill me, I ran and ran until finally, I fell to the bottom of the cliff and fell unconscious......" Hongyu said with a sad face.

Dugu Yan couldn't tell the difference between north and south by what she said, so she scratched her head in a hurry, and asked in surprise: "When did I say that the sweat on your face smells weird? I just reached out to wipe your sweat yesterday, and then you fainted." Fortunately, Belltron didn't get pasty, and he said that you were poisoned by corpses. At that time, I wanted to hold the rain from the ground to cleanse and detoxify you, but he said that the rain had entered the ground, and it had been stained with dust, and it could no longer detoxify the corpse, so I needed to pray for rain to detoxify. But Belltron is seriously injured and can't do the autumn rain, and if it's too late, the rain won't be able to save you. Fortunately, the sky has eyes, and it doesn't make you a kind person have anything, and after a few lightning bolts, the torrential rain poured down, and finally woke you up. But as soon as you wake up, those cult guys are here. ”

Hongyu's face was shy and ruddy, and a sense of satisfaction still appeared, and she smiled: "So that's the case, I misunderstood you." Everyone else is okay, right?"

Dugu Yan shook his head and said, "Everyone is fine, it's just ......"

Hongyu said: "Su Xiaomei has never heard from her, right?"

Dugu Yan nodded and said, "No." ”

Hongyu said: "Then what should I do, don't be too sad, everyone has done their best, there is really no way, I think Su Chaotian will not blame you." ”

Dugu Yan smiled and nodded, turned around, silently dripped two tears, tried his best to control his sadness, and said in a low voice: "Hongyu, come and drink porridge!" said as he picked up the porridge bowl, scooped up a spoonful of rice porridge, and sent it to Hongyu's mouth.

Of course she could detect Dugu Yan's sobbing, but was that sobbing just to owe Su Chaotian? Hongyu didn't dare to ask, and she didn't want to ask, she was afraid that it wasn't.

Dugu Yan knew that he couldn't hide from Hongyu's eyes, but fortunately he told his heart and thoughts, and said in a low voice: "Since my accident, I have been neglected, and the world sees me like a plague god. I don't have a single friend in this world, so to speak. ”

Hongyu said: "Now the white bell is ...... them"

"No", Dugu Yan didn't wait for her to finish, and continued: "Bailing is Bailing, they are them, and now I can entrust you and Bailing in this world, and everyone else...... Everyone's just trying to get together and survive. ”

Ruby was silent.

Dugu Yan continued: "Su Chaotian and Duan Wenheng are the three of us, both known as the Three Evils. The three of us fought when we met, but at the critical moment, we were willing to sacrifice our lives to rescue each other. Not for anything else, it was just a tacit understanding, when I knew that Zhang Jingsheng cut off Duan Wenheng's head, hung it on a high pole, and marched in Luoyang, my heart was like a knife. ”

Hongyu said: "I understand your feelings, if you are me, I will not feel good." ”

Dugu Yan shook his head lightly and said: "Actually, in the battle of Cold Moon Valley, if the three of us join forces, we may not be able to retreat with our whole body, but ...... But in the end, they still didn't join forces. ”

Hongyu said, "Why?"

Dugu Yan's tone was very sad, and he smiled bitterly: "For the word 'love'." ”

"Love?"

Dugu Yan said: "Yes! is the word 'love'." Duan Wenheng was domineering, consciously never sorry for his brothers and friends, and his life was frank and upright, which was diametrically opposed to Cao Cao, even if the world was responsible for him, he would never be responsible for the world. That day, he thought that Su Chaotian had killed Jiao Qianqian, so he fought with him, at that time, he and Su Chaotian were both injured internally, and he felt guilty for hurting Su Chaotian, so he would rather take off the seventy-two islands at the cost of his own life. ”

Hongyu frowned, shook his head and said, "Then why bother? Su Chaotian didn't misunderstand him the same? In the final analysis, the two of them are not calculated by the people of Seventy-two Islands. ”

Dugu Yan said: "Perhaps, the moment he saw Jiao Qianqian fall, he had no reason to live, just like his life, Jiao Qianqian and Zhang Jingsheng were also the ones who allowed them to bear him, and he lived up to them." ”

"Why did Su Chaotian commit suicide?" asked Hongyu.

Dugu Yan said: "Isn't it the same as Duan Wenheng? He died, and he paid for his life." Maybe the three evils are not friends, or maybe they are described as friends, and they are not close enough. He wanted to entrust Su Xiaomei to me that day, not because he had to entrust me, but because he didn't want me to die! They were all wrong, Zhang Jingsheng didn't remember the original love, and I wouldn't commit suicide because of their death, because I still have you, Zhang Jingsheng and his dreams. ”

Hongyu said: "The dream is ridiculous, what about me?

Dugu Yan smiled bitterly and said, "The dream is ridiculous, but for your nostalgia, it is not what I want." I don't want to be so obsessed with you, but ...... I can't. I can't forget you, if there really is a bowl of Meng Po soup in this world, I would rather drink it, and then I will never see you. ”

Hongyu said, "Why?"

Dugu Yan said: "Because it's really painful to love someone, it's so painful that you can't survive and die." No matter how close it is to you, it feels too far, if it is really far away, and you want to cry without tears, and a hundred ghosts are worried. Sometimes the appearance is in front of my eyes, and sometimes I feel that I am far away in the sky, although you are now in front of me, but I still feel that I am not close enough, I am afraid of turning into my heart, I am afraid of losing it in my hand, and I love one, even if I hold it in the bed, I am afraid of being snatched away...... I really ......."

Hongyu smiled and said, "It seems that being with your favorite person may not be a very lucky thing!"

Dugu Yan said: "Maybe if you have someone you like, you won't be lucky." I...... I ......" He changed his words and wanted to ask about the sword, but when the words came to his lips, he couldn't open his mouth to say anything.

He was most afraid that the sword was Hongyu's family heirloom sword, and he searched all over the world, Dugu Yan believed that this sword was the only one in the world, and it was the real murderer who killed his father, so how could he open his mouth when he asked.

"Just say whatever you want! What are the secrets between you and me?" Ruby could see his hesitation, but what she guessed was what she had before she passed out. She has seen too many illusions, so she can't tell the difference between reality and illusion.

Dugu Yan sighed and asked, "Hey, there's actually a question I've always wanted to ask." The latest chapter of "Cool Color Jianghu Claw Book House" is free to read for the first time.