After Yazhi took Pu Cheng to Tianxi Restaurant for a drink, he sent him back to Kaifeng Mansion. As soon as Yazhi went out, he bumped into Xu Su and Puyi, and the two of them came back holding hands, and they didn't let go when they saw Yazhi. Yazhi greeted them and returned to the Liang Palace.

When walking in the courtyard, he found that the courtyard pool was full of river lanterns, different sizes, different styles, but there was no familiar one, Yazhi squatted down to light another lotus river lamp on the water surface, this time he did not make any wishes, and this lamp slowly floated into the middle of the pool, safe and steady, lonely, out of place.

Yazhi looked at the lamp, as if she felt that it was like herself. Originally, the two small lotus lamps should be used at the same time, accompanied by the flow of water, and now the other one sinks in the river in the city, and the remaining one is stable in the pool of the Liang Wangfu, which seems to imply something, Yazhi didn't dare to think about it, he looked at the faint light on the water surface, and felt that the fire was so beautiful.

There was a faint smell of wine in the wind, and Yazhi turned around to find Xie Yunxi standing not far away, silent. Xie Yunxi had planned to return home early, he was just wearing a simple thin shirt, and his hair was not tied up, as if he suddenly got up while sleeping. Ya Zhi saw that he did not speak, nor did he leave. Xie Yunxi just stood there and didn't say a word. They looked at each other for a while, and suddenly they spoke at the same time, calling each other's names.

"Yun Xi. ”

"Ah Zhi. ”

Yazhi looked at the person in front of her, and her heart was full of sadness. But recalling his days in Beijing, he relied on Xie Yunxi for food, clothing, housing and transportation, and even if he handled the case, it became smooth because of his relationship. He is also doing his best when it comes to friends, and he also has his own freedom in liking Nalan Zhishui, what do he have to say, a sentence of "I'm sorry" blurted out.

"I'm sorry. Xie Yunxi didn't expect that they said this sentence in unison.

Yazhi's figure shook slightly, and she no longer looked at Xie Yunxi in a blink of an eye. He didn't expect this strong guy to apologize. Xie Yunxi slowly walked to his side and said very gently: "I did test you, but I want to know what you think, you know that I am not very good at expressing ...... That's why ...... Ay...... It's really my fault that this is the case. ”

Yazhi didn't answer him, his heart was also flustered, and he didn't know how to face Xie Yun like this.

"But there's one thing, you misunderstand me. It's not that I used my power to snatch Zhishui, but that you yourself chose to give up...... And her choice of me is her helpless choice, there are some things I actually know in my heart, but I am just pretending to be stupid. She likes you in her heart, because you always reject her and feel bad, and she runs away from home just to never want to see you again. Do you know?" said Xie Yunxi, with a helpless tone.

"I ......" Yazhi actually knew that if he had told his father about it, he would not have developed into what he is now.

"I don't think you will give up so easily, there must be an important reason, is it because your unknown background involves the Nalan family that you gave up?" Xie Yunxi frowned and said, "Or is it because of other reasons." ”

"I ...... I have my father's second-layer power in my body, which is the Gang Qi of Fang Cai, you should feel it. When I first came to Nalan's house, because I couldn't control it, my father and Nangong's grandfather would seal my acupuncture points, which also led to my martial arts being only sixty percent, and no matter how I practiced, I couldn't improve all of them. In order to restrain the Gang Qi in my body, I don't eat meat or drink alcohol, and I am very indifferent to things, without desires or desires. It's just that as I grew up, I couldn't let go of some things in my heart anymore. When Zhishui gave me the wedding bracelet earlier, I didn't understand what she meant, and I didn't understand until Brother Xu Yi showed me his wedding bracelet. When I plucked up the courage to talk to my father, you came to propose. How can I compare to you, I watched you surpass me step by step, and I was born in the royal family, and I have been stagnant...... You say I'm cowering, perhaps, I'm not as bold as you, and I don't dare to say it. ”

"So that's the case, then why don't you dare to say it?" Xie Yunxi said, he was so different tonight, which made Yazhi feel a little strange, if he didn't have so much patience to listen to this matter on weekdays.

"Zhishui, she is already favored by her family, and she doesn't dare to scold her willfully, she is too close to me, and she will always make me...... I...... Lust, whenever it is so hot, and in the body, it is reflected in shortness of breath, sweating, burning heart, blood and gas, headache and nosebleeds are very common. At this time, I can only feel better if I push her away, and she will mistake me for a seizure and use 'Cold Water Roselle' to neutralize the Gang Qi in my body, and over time, this is the source of her coldness. Two years ago, when she said that she would not marry and run away from home, and my father asked me to take her to you, this kind of parental acquiescence, my heart died, I didn't expect her to be close to me as before, I really couldn't bear it, so I let her stay with you. I wanted to keep this thing in my heart, but now you're trying me too much and won't let me go. ”

Xie Yunxi originally looked at the river lantern in the pool, but after hearing Ya Zhi say these words, he was silent for a moment. Then he turned his head to look at Yazhi, only to find that he was in tears. Xie Yunxi couldn't bear to frown slightly, and said, "It turns out that we are so estranged from each other, I even notice that there is a change in your body." ”

"Sometimes I think that if I hadn't saved your life that day, you'd have died. If you die, no one will leave Zhishui. This selfish thought. ”

"But it is not your character to die and not to be saved. Xie Yunxi said with a smile.

"yes. You have been paying attention to Zhishui since that day, in order to make her like you, you have been working hard to become what you are now, it seems that she is not only my Chaoyang, but also your Chaoyang. Yazhi lowered her head and muttered.

"You are wrong, she is my moonlight, you are my sunrise. Xie Yunxi glanced at him quietly after speaking. He saw the confusion in Yazhi's eyes and explained: "I didn't have a mother since I was a child, and my father was busy with political affairs all the year round and didn't have time to take care of me. Later, it was my nurse who took care of me. After her death, she left behind a son. His name is Liu Shenbai, one year older than you, and I call him Xiaobai, the only person in the whole house who regards me as a friend. It wasn't that I couldn't speak, I just didn't speak much. Later, he was instigated by the bad guys, believing that his mother's death was caused by a word of mine, and poisoned my sweet soup, after which I could no longer make a sound. Angry at his behavior, I spilled the bowl of soup over him, leaving a scar on his face ever since. My father wanted to take his life after knowing about this, and I begged my father for three days and three nights to save his life, but he was later taken away by my father, and when I saw him again, he had a new name, but he was no longer a friend. No matter what I do, he only treats me as the master. But after this I have no one to trust, and I will condemn anyone who wants to kill me. ”

Ya Zhi saw that what he said was very relaxed, but in fact, Xie Yun, who said this, was in pain.

"My father sought medical treatment everywhere, but there was nothing he could do about my poison, even if he asked Grandpa Nangong Xiao, it was useless. Gradually, my father understood that I didn't want to talk, and he blamed himself for not having time to care about me on weekdays, and he really had no choice, so he invited Mr. Nalan to come to the house. Brother Xu Yi was able to share the labor for Mr. Nalan a few months earlier than me, and I was very envious that his parents were by his side to accompany him and teach him. But I can't speak, what else can I do? Gradually, everyone called me 'rubbish', and even children of the same age in the neighborhood would climb the walls of the palace just to taunt me as 'rubbish'. You showed up when they bullied me. ”