Chapter 110: Give Up
"Yue'er. ”
Cangming subconsciously stretched out his hand, and Cangyue, who was close at hand, took him into his arms, and his habitually indifferent eyes were full of tenderness and joy at this moment.
Cangyue also pursed her lips and smiled: "Second brother, fourth brother." ”
Fu Yang Xianjun answered, walked forward quickly and touched the top of her head, and the gentleness that had only floated on the surface was deeply engraved into her eyes at this moment.
Cangming hugged his sister, who had not seen him for a long time, and was unwilling to let go, so he raised his eyebrows at Fu Yang Xianjun and said, "Okay, second brother, you go and do your own thing." ”
When Fu Yang Immortal Jun heard this, he could only nod helplessly, and turned to Shen Yan and said, "If you want to become a god with a human body, then you don't need to go through the approval of Heavenly Dao." However, this Heavenly Dao is not the Heavenly Dao. As he spoke, he pointed to the spiritual power vortex that had formed in the place where the ancient tree was located, and said, "If you enter from here, you can begin to be tested." If you succeed, you will become the first Terran cultivated god, and if you fail....... You will be lost in nothingness. ”
Shen Yan subconsciously looked at Cangyue, who stood beside Cangming, felt Shen Yan's gaze and nodded slightly to her, "Second brother is right." I originally thought that as long as the Nirvana Heart Sutra could succeed in nine nirvanas, it would be fine, but later I found out that only the gods who have been approved by the Heavenly Dao can gain the same strength and role as the gods. Miss Shen, go ahead. ”
Compared with Fu Yang Xianjun and Cangming, Shen Yan obviously trusted Cangyue more, after she spoke, Shen Yan no longer hesitated, turned to face the whirlpool, and after a slight pause, then took a deep breath, and slowly walked over.
The closer he got there, the more Shen Yan could feel the pressure and attraction coming from it getting bigger and bigger.
And when she stood in front of the whirlpool, the whole person who was unguarded was pulled in by one of the huge forces.
The surrounding scene suddenly changed, becoming a vast sea of stars.
The various colors of light are like a dream, and the twinkling stars become more and more ethereal and dim from near and far. A long hanging staircase slanted upwards and led directly into the starry nebula.
"Is this what the Immortal Monarch said about the Heavenly Dao?" Shen Yan looked at the endless staircase and muttered to himself.
This sea of stars also contains unknown powers, such as the immortal power of the immortal race, and also like the internal force of the human race, which is also somewhat similar to the demon power, and it is also a little similar to all the divine power of the three brothers and sisters of Cangyue.
However, Shen Yan felt that it was not so much that this unknown force was like any power, but that it was because all the powers were fused together that it would give people such a feeling.
She tried to step up the staircase, and at first she didn't feel anything, but as she continued to climb up, the calm sea of stars began to become violent, and various forces formed wind blades, chasing after her. At first, it was very gentle, as if it was a breeze blowing on the face, and even gave people a bit of comfort. But as she walked some distance, the winds began to grow violent, and at the same time, it was as if an invisible force pressed on her shoulders, and her steps became difficult.
After walking the 1,900 steps ahead, the wind disappeared, but the invisible pressure grew stronger. The staircase behind him was hidden in the darkness, and this time not only could not see the end of the road, but even the starting point could no longer be seen.
Shen Yan closed his eyes slightly, then turned around and continued to walk forward.
As she continued to walk through the steps, her breath began to become rapid, her steps became heavier and heavier, and the corners of her forehead became a fine bead of sweat.
She just wanted to stop and rest, but her side suddenly became the Shen Mansion when she was a child.
Brother Shen Yu held a box of crystal cakes in his hand, and smiled softly at her: "Ah Yan, where have you gone to the wild again? look, how tired you are.......
As he spoke, he stepped forward, lifted the corner of his sleeve directly, and gently wiped the sweat from the corner of his forehead for her. Then he gave her the exquisite box he was holding in his hand: "No, I just went to buy the crystal cake from Li Laosi in the north of the city, eat it quickly." ”
Shen Yan was stunned all the time, and only now did he raise his hand and touch Shen Yu's face in disbelief, with a little hesitation and crying in his tone: "Brother?"
"What's the matter, don't you even know your brother when you go out?" Shen Yu laughed out loud and raised his hand to rub the top of Shen Yan's head.
If Shen Yan had been afraid before, he would have already rushed over to protest that he would have rubbed his hair again, but at this moment she couldn't help crying: "Brother, is it really you?"
Her gaze fell motionlessly on Shen Yu's body, and she didn't dare to look away at all.
Seeing this, Shen Yu couldn't help but hold her tightly in his arms, and gently patted her back like a child to comfort: "Yanyan doesn't cry, are you being bullied outside?" ”
"Brother......" Shen Yan finally couldn't help it, and cried out loudly, holding Shen Yu tightly in his hand and refusing to let go.
Shen Yu comforted softly, and wanted to ask the reason with a little anxiety. But Shen Yan just cried, calling his brother one after another, without saying anything else.
She knew very well that Shen Yu was dead, but at the moment she didn't want to think about what was going on with Shen Yu in front of her. She knew very well that Shen Yu was not a phantom, let alone a transfiguration of something. He is the real Shen Yu.
But how can people who have died still stand here?
No matter what the reason, Shen Yan was reluctant to let go at this moment.
Someone seemed to be walking behind him, and the footsteps were familiar.
"Father?"
Looking back at the middle-aged man who came over, Shen Yan's expression was a little complicated, but there was more joy in his eyes. Regardless of whether his father gave her away alone as bait or not, he couldn't fake it after loving her for so many years.
Father Shen said with a straight face as always: "The ancients said, men and women are not at the same table at the age of seven, Ah Yan, you have to pay more attention to it when you are so old." He is used to paying attention to etiquette, but he also loves his children very much, seeing Shen Yan's eyes red and tears still hanging on his face, he also subconsciously slowed down his voice and asked, "What happened?"
"No, nothing. Shen Yan lowered his head and wiped away his tears, and asked again, "Is my mother here?" ”
Father Shen looked at her suspiciously, raised his hand to his lips, coughed and said, "Your mother is visiting Cheng Courtyard, you go to find her." Yu'er, you come with your father. ”
Shen Yu looked at Shen Yan with some concern, and then arched his hand and said, "Yes, father." Ah Yan ......"
Shen Yan let go of Shen Yu with some reluctance and said, "Brother and father, let's go, I'll go find my mother." ”
It's enough to see them again.
When he turned around, Shen Yan shed tears again, and this time he seemed to be unable to control his tears anymore, and kept falling down and blurred everything in front of him.
Confused, she walked to the courtyard and came back to her senses, Shen's mother had already taken her in her arms with pity and continued to comfort her, and sighed again: "What's wrong with Yan'er?
"No, I just miss my mother kissing you. ”
Shen Yan lowered his head, tightly grasping Shen's mother's hand and didn't dare to let go.
As long as you stay here, you can always be with them. 】
Something whispered in my ear.
Shen Yan's pupils narrowed slightly because of this.
The voice continued, "You know what, they're all real, they're not demons or illusions of you....... Give up becoming a god, and you can stay here and live with them forever. You don't need to think about the vendetta in the rivers and lakes, and you don't need to care whether the demon clan will destroy the human race. 】
"Who are you?" Shen Yan asked subconsciously.
Shen's mother asked with some doubts, "Yan'er, who are you talking to?"
Shen Yan smiled stiffly, shook his head and said, "No, I didn't talk to anyone. ”
Mother Shen touched her face and said distressedly: "Your face is so bad, is it uncomfortable?....... Why don't you go find a doctor and have a look?"
As she said this, she raised her hand and summoned the maid to ask the doctor to come.
Shen Yan hurriedly pressed her hand: "I'm okay mother." ”
Mother Shen was a little skeptical, and was about to say something more, when the housekeeper came over and said, "Madam, Mrs. Zhu from Guanghuaxuan is visiting. ”
Mother Shen looked at Shen Yan, whose eyes were red, with a little hesitation and embarrassment on her face.
Seeing this, Shen Yan pretended to be relaxed and said, "If my mother has something to do, go ahead." Ah Yan is fine. ”
Shen's mother finally chose to leave, and before leaving, she said with a thousand instructions: "Yan'er, you are here first, and my mother will come when she goes." ”
Shen Yan couldn't help nodding in response: "Don't worry, mother, I'm fine." ”
Mother Shen looked at her hesitantly, and finally turned to leave.
[Have you decided to stay?]
Shen Yan didn't answer the voice that he didn't know where it came from, he gathered all his emotions and stood in the same place as he watched Shen Mu's back gradually disappear.
The place also seemed to have become dead and silent with the disappearance of Shen's mother.
Although the layout is still exactly the same as the Shen Mansion in memory, it has become lifeless for no reason. Obviously, there was still a maid waiting outside, but Shen Yan felt that it was too quiet, as if he was the only one left between heaven and earth.
She knew it wasn't because it was an illusory space, but because it ......
Just thinking to himself, Shen Yu hurried in from outside, and when he saw her, he immediately breathed a sigh of relief, and asked aloud, "Yanyan, why are you standing here alone?"
"I'm waiting for my brother. Shen Yan pursed his lips, and a smile bloomed on his lips.
Seeing this, the melancholy between Shen Yu's eyebrows and eyes dissipated a lot, and he smiled lightly: "Are you happy now? Just hugged me and cried regardless of it, but it scared my brother a lot." Father is also worried about you. ”
"Yes, is it?" Shen Yan's gaze was a little evasive, and when she heard Shen Yu's voice, she couldn't help but feel sad again. But these are not dared to be so clearly expressed.
"Brother. ”
"What's wrong? ”
Shen Yan hesitated, and finally asked as if he had made up his mind: "If, one day you and your father and mother are in danger, I obviously have the opportunity to save you but give up, ....... Will you hate me?"
When Shen Yu heard this, he was stunned for a moment, then shook his head with a smile, raised his hand and stroked the top of Shen Yan's head and said, "Yanyan is a good boy, if there is really that day, he will choose to give up saving us, there must be a more important reason." In that case, how can we hate you?"
Shen Yan heard what he said, and his nose was sore, and tears fell again. Shen Yu, who was in a hurry this time, comforted her softly, and hurriedly put a small hairball in her sleeve into her hand: "Look, this is a brocade mouse bought by Wanbao Zhai." Don't you like fluffy animals the most? My brother bought it for you now, so don't cry. ”
The more he was like this, the more Shen Yan cried. I was crying and calling my brother one after another, but now I'm crying and saying I'm sorry.
When dinner was approaching, Shen Yan pestered Shen's mother to cook a table of delicious food, and pulled his father and brother together, and secretly dug up his father's wine.
Normally, Shen's father would definitely have to reprimand her with a straight face, but recently, maybe after hearing that the young girl cried several times, he was silent and didn't say anything about it.
Shen Yan didn't drink much, only picked up a small glass of wine and toasted everyone.
"Father, mother, brother...... "If we have the opportunity, we will be a family again."
She didn't say the rest of the words after all, but raised her head and drank the wine in her cup after calling the three of them.
The wine is still the taste of memory.
As she drank it, she closed her eyes slightly and said sorry again in her heart.
When I opened my eyes, the scenery in front of me returned to the sea of stars again.
She was still immersed in the sadness of being able to reunite with her family just now, but she was forced to part in the blink of an eye, and Cangyue's voice sounded in her ears: "Miss Shen, are you okay?"
"Your Highness?" Shen Yan looked sideways, a little surprised that Cangyue would actually appear here.
Cangyue looked up at the steps that seemed to have no end, and said slowly: "Miss Shen, the path to becoming a god means that you need to give up a lot of things. If you give up now, it's still too late. ”
After she finished speaking, she turned to look at Shen Yan, who had lowered her head.
Shen Yan didn't answer, but just asked: "If I give up, will Your Highness still be trapped in the world and unable to leave?"
Cangyue pursed her lips slightly and did not speak again.
Shen Yan smiled a little stiffly and said, "In this case, there must be someone to do this." She once thought that Cangyue stayed in the world because she didn't have any resentment towards humans, even if she was betrayed by humans, she still chose to forgive and tolerate.
But with the words of Fu Yang Xianjun later, she realized that it was true that Cangyue did not complain about human beings, but there were also disappointments, but it was only because of the calculations of the Heavenly Dao, so she had never left the world.
"You've done enough for humanity, and I'll do my best. ”
Shen Yan said this, and the look in his eyes became much firmer.
Everything in this world is a cycle of gain and loss, she is lucky to see her parents and brother again, but she will not forget her responsibility either.
"Perhaps, in the future, you will regret your choice today......"
"At least I don't regret it now. She wanted to be with her parents and brothers, but she also wanted to do her best to help her with her ancestor Bai Zhi, the young city lord Jinxiu, and so many other people she knew.
Just like Cangyue said, one day in the future, she may regret her choice today, but that is also for later.
Shen Yan lowered his head, and after a long time, he asked in a dumb voice: "Your Highness, if I give up, what will happen to the world?"
Cangyue paused, and then said, "Lose the protection of the gods and return to chaos." "She was lured into the game by the Heavenly Dao back then, and now it is not difficult to get out with merit. But it's really a bit troublesome to do, so I stay in the world, looking for someone who can replace me.
Moreover, Cangming and Canglin have both entered the WTO, and they will no longer sit idly by and watch her be trapped.
The way of heaven is biased towards human beings? Then kill everyone.
If Cangyue revealed the news in time, I am afraid that Cangming would not have set up a situation to unlock the seal of Taixuan Mountain, but directly set off a big war that was enough to destroy all the human beings on the other side.
Shen Yan was not surprised by Cangyue's answer, the answer to this question was actually clear to her when Su Chou gave him the place of his divine relic.
"If you choose to continue, remember that there is no turning back. Cangyue glanced at Shen Yan, sighed slightly, and said, "No matter what you hear or see, you can't look back." ”
When she finished speaking, the figure began to fade and then disappear completely.
The other side of the floating song
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