One hundred and seventy-two, the heart is surging
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Ye Ruying sat alone in the house, and she took Ye Yuyao away. She didn't change the clothes on her body, but only took off the ornaments on her head, and she just combed the long shawl hair that was scattered. Then she took out a pot of wine from the cabinet and poured it gently into the glass, and the honey-colored wine was floating on her face with a few osmanthus flowers. This is the wine she bought specially when she went to the capital before.
She raised her eyes to look at the plate of mung bean cake in front of her, which was a snack sent by Miss Fang Caiyan. Ye Ruying was a little disappointed in her heart, she thought that Nalan Xuyi would come back in person.
But after thinking about it for a while, what if he came? Or would it be good for each other, and the desire to stop talking about the meeting would only embarrass both of them. Ye Ruying picked up a piece of mung bean cake, and the pastry was still warm. Where to find mung beans in this desert, she tasted it curiously, and the familiar taste and the only memory came to her heart. Tears then fell on the table, and everything was calm.
Nalan Xuyi took care of Song Yujie before he walked up the stairs gently, Ye Ruying's room was the highest place in the entire Mingyue Tower, and almost no one came to disturb him. Nalan Xuyi still wanted to linger outside the door for a while, but he didn't want to hit Ye Ruying's door was open. He walked over and found Ye Ruying sitting at the table, her back to him, her long hair over her waist scattered casually, floating with the breeze. She was still the same as she had just performed, as if she had taken off her shawl coat.
Nalan Xuyi glanced at the wine bottle on the table and an empty plate, and then said, "Are the pastries made from mung beans in my hometown delicious?"
"You did this?", Ye Ruying did not look back.
"What do you think? Look at you have eaten it all, it seems that you like it very much. This is what I took with me when I left home. I thought to myself, if I could find you, I would be able to get you to eat what you liked. Nalan Xuyi said with a smile.
"......", Ye Ruying did not speak.
Nalan Xuyi saw that the sky outside was gradually getting darker, and it was an hour later than the dark time in the capital. And his parting words are still unspeakable. He didn't even want to move his pace.
"Thank you, I love it. It's not early, Nalan Gongzi should go and rest, but you can't delay tomorrow's trip. Ye Ruying forced her emotions, and after drinking, she only felt that Xuan Tiangang's qi was a little uncontrollable in her body.
"Wait a minute, I want to know the answer to one thing. Nalan Xuyi said as he walked into the house. Walked behind her.
"What do you want to know?"
"Twelve years ago, before the Ye family's accident, you said that there was another thing to give me, what is it?"
Ye Ruying thought for a while before saying, "No, it's burned." ”
When Nalan Xuyi heard her answer, his mood fell to the bottom, and then he took out a lacquerware box from his arms and said to her: "Your cinnabar box is broken, I brought you a new one and put it here." I've done everything I wanted to do and what questions I wanted to ask...... I'm leaving. ”
"I ...... May I hug you?" Nalan Xuyi continued.
"No, you can't. ”
Nalan Xuyi heard her refusal and left a sentence, "I'm sorry, then I'...... Let's go. ”
Ye Ruying didn't answer his words, she glanced at the cinnabar box on the table, although one thing was repeated, but there were only these things between them, and there was only this starlight in their memory.
Ye Ruying didn't know how long she had been sitting, and when she heard no sound behind her, she muttered to herself: "I'm not like you, you have learned 'ruthless Tao' since you were a child, and you have no other emotions on your face except a smile, I'm sorry, I said something uncomfortable to you." You should be fine in a while. I really envy you to be at ease......"
"There is no turning back on the road I want to take, and I can't worry about it anymore, otherwise one more person will drag me down......," Ye Ruying whispered. Then she got up slowly, and walked two steps to the low cabinet next to the table, on which lay a long oval blue and white porcelain vase, and she reached out and took out a scroll-like thing from it, and she opened it to see that it was only half of it, a burned scroll, on which hung a tassel rope, and on which was a round white marble.
"You're gone, never to be seen again. It's ......useless to keep this marriage book", she spoke in a voice so small that only she could hear it, and after the meeting, she took out a paper-folded lotus flower from it, but it was also a damaged thing, "I couldn't make it when I was a child, I could only fold one with paper, it was originally a small secret weapon for you, but I didn't expect it to become like this......"
Ye Ruying's tears swirled in her eyes again, she hesitated for a moment before making up her mind to throw it away, and then she turned around and walked out the door, who knew that Nalan Xuyi's figure appeared between her blurred vision.
He didn't leave? He didn't leave? Did you hear what I said just now? Ye Ruying was taken aback, she didn't have time to think about these things, and the tears of Nalan Xuyi in front of her fell down his face on his white clothes. This was the first time he had cried in front of people, and his tears completely messed up Ye Ruying's heart.
"You...... You didn't go ......."
Nalan Xuyi stepped forward, his brows furrowed, and he took a deep breath before saying: "Every word you say, every sentence is like a sharp sword piercing my heart, even if my martial arts are strong and my heart is stable, even the 'Ruthless Dao' can't resist your tricks." The world says that the right protector of the sixth day kills people invisibly, but my arrogant heart does not believe these words, and now it seems that I have died a hundred times and thousands of times. Even so, I don't want to give up. ”
Ye Ruying didn't dare to look directly into his hot eyes, and she pushed back every time Nalan Xuyi took a step, "Why haven't you ......left yet?"
"You are still using what I gave you, which proves that you also have me in your heart. So you can't 'kill' me, you will definitely show mercy to my subordinates......", Nalan Xuyi saw that she was about to hit the low cabinet behind her, and immediately stepped forward and hugged her, hugging her tightly.
"You...... Let go of my ......", Ye Ruying saw him holding himself and hurriedly wanted to break free from him, and the thing in his hand fell to the ground. And on the way, her elbow hit the blue and white porcelain that she had just taken, and it shattered in an instant, scattering along with the contents of the ground.
Nalan Xuyi looked at the small lotus secret weapon scattered on the ground, it turned out that this was the porcelain vase where she put the secret weapon, and the destroyed scroll revealed the word "marriage book". He leaned into her ear and whispered: "The Ye family is destroyed, everyone only thinks about saving their lives, but you are still thinking about this marriage letter that carries our marriage contract, it seems that my position in your heart is very important." ”
"I ...... I'm just ......", Ye Ruying wanted to defend but couldn't say it. She leaned on Nalan Xuyi's chest, but there was a hint of relief.
"I know your troubles, don't you bear it alone, okay? What you want to do is exactly what I think, one more power......
"However, I owe too much to the Nalan family......"
"When I first met you, I said that my home is also your home, so why should there be any debt between family members...... Can I join you in the future? I like a lot of things besides lotus, and I want to know you too, I don't want our memories to be just a little ......", Nalan Xuyi's hand touched her cheek and gently stroked away her tears.
Ye Ruying met his sword eyebrows and apricot eyes, his eyes were bloodshot and wet, making Ye Ruying's heart ache violently, and Xuan Tiangang's qi was uncontrollably surging in her body, driving her emotions. The embankment of the heart sea that had been built gradually collapsed, and pieces fell into the heart sea one by one, causing huge waves.
"I ...... It's not perfect, can you ......," she said, her voice trembling.
Nalan Xuyi heard her mention this matter, and interrupted her before she could finish speaking, and changed her tone between the words, and said seriously: "I care a lot." ”
When Ye Ruying saw his answer, her eyes instantly lost her vitality.
"I said I'm just a layman, and of course I care. But I know it's not your will, and that's when you said I owe you, but I owe you, and if I had found you earlier, you wouldn't have been hurt by this. I can only blame myself. Nalan Xuyi rubbed her tighter, "I will make these people who hurt you pay the price." ”
Nalan Xuyi's serious words were like a storm in Ye Ruying's heart, and she immediately hugged his waist and gave him a response.