Chapter 20: The Struggle of the Heart

Ma Zhufan briefly talked about the situation of being away from home for a year, and said some intimate words to his eldest sister before preparing to leave the Zhao family.

As soon as Ma Zhufan left the distance of the Zhao family, he heard a disdainful man's voice coming from the Zhao house: "Your poor ghost brother is gone?"

"What do you say? Just that your family has money, has my brother offended you? You want to humiliate him. Ma Zhubi's sound of counterattack was heard.

The man continued, "Ma Zhubi, don't forget, I bought you for fifty gold coins as a dowry. Ma Zhubi listened, stood up angrily, pointed at the man with trembling fingers, and said with tears: "You ......"

"What are you, Ma Zhubi, you have to be conscious, marry into my Zhao family, you should be a cow and a horse, if you dare to run back to your mother's house, your drunkard father will not break your legs. ”

"Also, what use do you say you have, you will give birth to a daughter? If you can't give birth to a son in this life, you will have to suffer in the days to come. The man interrupted Ma Zhubi disdainfully, and Ma Zhubi listened, only sobbing constantly.

Ma Zhufan stood outside the Zhao family's house, listening to it sincerely, as if there were ten thousand knives cutting in his heart, it was a heartache but powerless frustration.

"Ma Zhufan! Ma Zhufan! What can you do, you can't even protect yourself, who else can you protect? Waste, waste. Ma Zhufan kept blaming himself, and he left weakly.

In the residential area of the outer disciples of the Wudi faction, the autumn night is always so silent, no wind, no rain, and the silence is terrible, due to the long-distance fatigue Ma Zhufan has fallen asleep.

It was a summer night, the stars were shining, the sound of 'crickets' was constantly chirping, it was a quiet summer night, and suddenly a mournful cry pierced the silent night sky.

"Stinky woman, tell you not to listen to Lao Tzu, beat you to death, beat you to death. I saw a middle-aged man in a thatched hut who smelled of alcohol and kept beating a woman with a stick.

"Dad, don't fight, my mother knows it's wrong. The two little girls clung to their father's leg and begged.

The woman's back was beaten and swollen, the woman's tears of pain flowed, Ma Zhufan looked at everything, his heart was tingling, the woman raised her pear blossom rain face and looked at Ma Zhufan and said, "Zhufan, save your mother, save your mother." ”

Ma Zhufan was just about to make a move, and suddenly a strange force pulled him into the air, and in an instant he arrived outside the door of the Zhao family's house, a young woman in a light green shirt, hurriedly fled to the door with the baby girl in her arms, the baby girl in her arms cried endlessly, and the man in the dark Luo robe chased after him, scolding and scolding: "You broom star, blame you, I lost a lot of money for the bad one." ”

"Zhu Fan, save the eldest sister, save Zi Ling, please. The young woman saw Zhu Fan like a savior.

In the residential area of the outer disciples of the Wudi Sect, Ma Zhufan was in a cold sweat, he wanted to wake up but couldn't wake up, the nightmare still haunted him, the bitter wails of his mother and eldest sister kept ringing in his heart, he felt like something was pressing on his body, once, twice, three times He finally opened his eyes, and the tears in the corners of his eyes had wet the pillow.

He rushed out of the house like a madman, and came to the ancient tree, where he stood on the stone bench under the big tree, and shouted at the moonlight: "Ahh......h

"Garbage, garbage, garbage, garbage, you said you still have the face to live in the world, you find a piece of tofu and kill ......" Ma Zhufan said angrily at the moon.

Maybe he was tired of scolding, Ma Zhufan sat on the stone bench, grabbing his hair with both hands, and the feeling of self-blame and confusion filled his heart, somehow he suddenly remembered the strange internal skill "Overlord Decision" that he had practiced before, but when he thought of the pain after practicing, he shuddered.

He looked at the content of the overlord duel in his mind, his hands clenched into fists tightly, and his nails pierced deep into his palms.

"Damn, fight, the husband has something to do and something not to do, the big deal is to die, what's the point of living like now. Ma Zhufan looked into the distance with firm eyes, this is an oath and a determination, a determination to break the kettle and fight against the water.

Ma Zhufan gathered his mind, opened his feet, put his fist on his waist, and read in his mouth: "The universe is staggered, the heaven and the earth are positioned, the thunder and wind are fighting, water and fire are incompatible, the mountains and rivers figure it out, all things are born, I am hegemonic, absorb all things, achieve the immortal body, and create a great cause......"

Ma Zhufan's consciousness once again came to that strange world, the sky and rivers flowed, the water vapor was steaming, the mountains and rivers under his feet were numerous, the water of the heavenly river continued to fall from the sky to moisten the mountains and rivers, and the strange red vortex in his dantian reappeared, desperately absorbing the surrounding true qi, and the surrounding true qi penetrated into the red vortex in the dantian through the seven hundred and twenty acupuncture points and nasal cavity of the whole body.

After a stick of incense, his consciousness was pulled into his body again, he fell to the ground in pain, his teeth bit his lip tightly, he felt that there were seven hundred and twenty knives in his body cutting his own flesh, and what was even worse was that the dantian seemed to be filled with strong fire oil, constantly exploding.

'Wow' spit out a mouthful of red blood, Ma Zhufan's face was pale, his heart was like ashes, his body twitched unconsciously, but his eyes were extremely fierce, as if this body was not his own.

"Resign yourself to fate, if you die, then your own life should be extinguished. Ma Zhufan muttered softly.

The cold moon of autumn still shines mercilessly on the earth, the heaven and the earth are vast, who cares that a human being as humble as an ant is struggling, even if he dies, how can heaven and earth shed tears for whom.

The cold autumn wind poured into the young man's clothes, Ma Zhufan woke up, he stood up, dusted off his body, looked carefully at the dantian, and found a trace of true qi floating in the dantian, he wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, let out a wry smile, and said: "There is no endless road, I hope that my Ma Zhufan can do something in my lifetime." With that, he walked towards the house.

The flowers are similar every year, the people are different every year, the time is ruthless, the time has passed, the ancient tree is still the same, the bright moon does not change, the difference is that in this year, a teenager is struggling under the ancient tree, in the moonlight, he is doing his best to fight against fate and fight for the people he cares about.

Ma Zhufan has been in the Wudi faction for two years, he is eighteen years old this year, and in the past year of cultivating "Overlord Decision", his physical and mental strength and perseverance have improved greatly.

In the early morning, Yuque Mountain is so quiet and serene, and the warm light shines through the waterfall on a teenager's bare upper body, and under the light, the boy's skin is bronzed.

In the past year, Ma Zhufan in order to exercise his physique, every day will climb against the waterfall, the waterfall is about 100 zhang high, about 50 zhang wide, he grabbed the protruding stone in the waterfall, the water hit the bare upper body, he gritted his teeth and climbed up.

Ma Zhufan climbed down the waterfall, twisted his wet clothes, and said, "Well, there is progress today, and I have reached a distance of 80 zhang, so I will make persistent efforts next time and strive to climb to the top of the waterfall." ”