206 Do not act rashly
The more Shaoyin thought about it, the more scared she became, and the more she thought about it, the more helpless she became.
She was caught up in endless speculation and infinite panic.
She knew she couldn't speculate like this, and she couldn't be too cranky, but she couldn't control herself.
She wanted to go to Yun Jin to ask clearly, but for such a big matter, if she chose to believe Yun Jin at the first time, she wouldn't even know Xihua, would it be too ruthless for Xihua?
But she couldn't trust Xihuajun now anyway.
What to do?
Even if it was true that she and Yun Jin did have a relationship, what would she do next?
It was the first time that Shaoyin was so helpless and so apprehensive.
She sat quietly in the back garden, feeling the urge to cry, but she couldn't.
I don't know how long it took, but she seemed to feel that this short hour seemed like a lifetime.
She was in a daze, still not knowing what to do, but one thing was clear, and that was that she couldn't act rashly.
A goddess has her memory sealed, and if such a thing is spread, I don't know how much of a storm it will set off.
Remembering that he had been out for a long time, and not going back might make the palace anxious, Shaoyin restrained his emotions and tried his best to return to Rongyin Palace as if nothing had happened.
When she returned, it was already dark, the palace was already in charge, and everyone was waiting for her.
Shaoyin walked into the hall with a smile and beckoned everyone to dinner.
As soon as I sat down, a fairy child came to report: Xihua Shenzun is here.
In the past, Shaoyin must have gotten up and happily greeted him, but today, she couldn't lift her spirits.
So he sat down at the table and waited for him to come in.
As soon as Xihua Divine Venerable came in, he felt a kind of Ling Ran momentum coming in with him, and sure enough, it was different to be a Divine Venerable.
Shaoyin didn't look at her either, and ate her own vegetables.
Xihua Shenzun walked over with a smile on his face as usual, and said softly, "What's the matter?"
He thought that he had recently snubbed Shaoyin and made her unhappy.
Shaoyin didn't talk.
Xihua Shenzun sat down by himself to eat with Shaoyin.
While eating, he said: "It's been a bit busy for a while, but it's better after this time." He lowered his head and ate his meal, thinking about how he would tell her about changing palaces.
After a while, Xihua Shenzun suddenly said, "If you are bored, why don't you move to the Shenzun Hall with me." ”
Shaoyin was stunned for a moment, looked up at Xihua Shenzun, and then understood the meaning of his words.
He decided to change palaces with Di Heng.
I'm really going to leave her from now on.
Sure enough, no one can be relied on except himself.
And he still wants her to abandon everything and go with him.
If she went to the Divine Venerable Hall with him like this, what would the Immortal Realm think of her?
A descendant of the Protoss, don't want a name, don't want an identity, and ran away with a man?
Shaoyin couldn't help but feel funny.
She smiled slightly, looked up and asked, "In what capacity am I going with you? What if I leave Xitian?"
These Xihua Divine Venerables naturally thought about it, but he felt that these were trivial matters, as long as he would one day reach the top of the throne, the Western Heavenly Divine Clan would have status and honor.
Although he knew that it was basically impossible for Shaoyin to go with him, he still wanted to try.
As soon as Shao Yin asked, he put down the dishes and chopsticks and looked at her fixedly, "You believe me, I will definitely give you the best future, and you don't have to worry about the Western Heavenly Divine Clan, now I can take care of it to some extent." ”
Shao Yin looked at Xihua with a sincere face, when he said this before, she must have been moved, but now no matter what he said, she couldn't believe it, all she thought about was how he deceived herself, and how to seal her memories in the mortal world with the Queen Mother of the West.
She lowered her face and said lightly: "No, I'll stay here all the time, Xicai is my home." ”
Xihua Shenzun guessed that she would refuse, but he didn't expect her to refuse so completely and coldly, he couldn't help but glance at Shaoyin a few more times, thinking that she had been in the demon world for so long, and he hadn't accompanied her much after coming back, did something happen?
He couldn't help but feel heavy, he was busy like this now, doing a lot of things he didn't want to do and had to do, in the final analysis, it was all for her, but if she didn't care about it, or even didn't need it, then he would have all this in vain.
Xihua Shenzun didn't continue to speak, quietly watched Shaoyin finish eating, and then said, "Yinyin, go out for a walk with me." ”
Although Shaoyin didn't want to go and was reluctant, he couldn't find a reason to refuse for a while.
She was a blank sheet of paper in front of Xihua Shenzun, and she would be blocked back by him if she made any excuse.
She had no choice but to follow Xihua Divine Venerable and walked out.
Outside, the moonlight is hazy, the stars are brilliant, and the fairy music is curling.
They were slowly drifting in the clouds, and Shaoyin knew that Xihua had something to say to her, but she didn't know what she would say. Her mind was full of how he had deceived herself.
After a long time, Xihua Shenzun spoke: "Yinyin, don't you think I've changed a lot recently?"
Shaoyin replied: "It's a good thing that I noticed it and became more motivated and positive. ”
Isn't it a good thing that he is self-motivated, so if he wants to leave Xitian, she will not object, let alone stop him.
She didn't have any reason to object to Xi Huajun working hard for his future, even if she didn't want him to do so.
"The last time you were forced to go to the Demon Realm to be a proton, I suddenly realized that sometimes you have no status or power, and you can't protect the people you love at all. Xihua Shenzun turned his face to look at Shaoyin, his deep eyes shone with dazzling light, at this moment, Shaoyin seemed to see the Xihua Venerable who did everything possible to make himself happy, no matter what excessive conditions met her, and always put her first. His voice was very soft and soft, and he said slowly: "Actually, it's really tiring to force yourself to do things you don't want to do, to become something you don't like, but when I think of the days I have to give you peace and security, I feel that it is all worth it." ”
Shaoyin suddenly understood why after returning from the Demon Realm, he always felt that Xihuajun seemed to be a different person.
In the past, he never liked to fight for power, let alone flattery, but now he has these things at his fingertips.
But a person will not change in his bones, and she does feel that such a day is not what Xihuajun wants.
Is it really for her?
Shaoyin looked at Xihua, "If it's for me, there's really no need to do this, Xihuajun, you're so good, don't become a nuisance because of me." ”
Hearing this, Xihua Shenzun's heart suddenly hurt, so she hates herself a little now?
Also, how could a fairy who is so clean and pure like him the way he is? The person she likes will always be as pure as the sun as she is.