Some things are like that, no matter where you live, no matter what kind of person you are, whether it was past or present, as long as you are alive, you have to face this way, and such things are adapted to all situations, whether it is Lu Jin or other people.

On the twenty-first day of the lunar month, the sun is still good today and people can't open their eyes, I slept until the three poles of the sun again, this time it was very willing, two days and nights, exhaustion completely captured my body, soreness surged from all levels, and I surrendered without blood. This made me involuntarily and wickedly think that a lot of happiness is built on the suffering of others.

Originally, I wanted to work hard to have a spring and autumn dream on my warm two-meter-square incense collapse, so as to waste this boring day, but my mother's order came down, let me get up right away, and get up now. For the woman with white temples, I obey my words. From the moment I was born, I was destined to never pay her back.

Although I wasn't very positive, I was able to get dressed quickly. In the second half of the third semester of the junior year, no one in our dormitory skipped class.

The reason why this is so is due to our counselor, who once angrily informed our class that if anyone skips class and does not issue a graduation certificate, in the face of such a menopausal old woman's naked threat, we are as docile as a sheep to obey her words, and no one dares to provoke a nervous sensitivity who doesn't know what he will do in the next second.

In fact, this can't be completely blamed on the counselor, everyone in our class has escaped class, and many of them are in danger of being dropped out of school. She is only doing this to save us young people who have fallen on the edge of the cliff, and she has good intentions. In such an environment, we are caught in a contradiction, on the one hand, we have to get up, and on the other hand, we still want to sleep again.

Especially in winter, every morning we have to fight to the death against another self, and when we are dying, there are only ten minutes left before class, so we hurriedly get dressed and washed, and then stumble into the classroom, many times we are panting to the ten-second class bell, looking at the teacher's helpless expression I know that I have escaped again.

This trait disappeared on the first day I opened the store, as if it had never been, which made me sigh a lot. Our house is about five miles away from the store, and I get up at seven o'clock every morning, and after a few bites of food in a hurry, I roll out my lamb and set off non-stop, and every day I am so cold that I don't know where my hands are.

Especially on a snowy day, it was called a cold, when I walked into the store I was already cold, except for the hot breath in my mouth to prove that I was alive, all other places were unconscious, I had more than once missed college life, that day was really happy to death! At noon, my cousin led my little daughter-in-law to our house to play, maybe because I was not familiar with it, my brother and sister were shy.

Looking at their happy appearance, these two young people are no longer just children, they have become wives and wives, and they will have to shoulder a responsibility that they have never had before. I love church-style weddings, when the pastor asks whether he is rich or poor, healthy or sick, would you be there for him?

It's not a problem, it's not a vow, it's not a promise, it's love, it's the greatest thing in the world, even though it has a lot of kinds, in the final analysis, it's back to family affection, the Buddha says: 500 times of looking back in the past life in exchange for a rubbing shoulders in this life. So how much fate does it take to become a family? Responsibility is everywhere.

We have to take on all kinds of responsibilities from the day we are sensible, and I used to be naïve to think that selling something is just a process of selling, and once the cash on delivery is made, there is no relationship between the two parties. This thought made me fall on my heels.

There are some problems with the quality of the first batch of goods, I didn't find it on the shelves at the beginning, and it sold quickly, which made me secretly happy, thinking that a good day was coming, but in less than a day, they all returned the goods, although I gave them money back and said a lot of apologies, but they were full of displeasure written on each face, which brought a heavy blow to the name of my store. Although in the end, others also returned the goods and returned the money to me, on the surface I did not have any loss.

But I knew it was on the inside, and it was deadly. Reputation is naturally very important to the future of a store, and the formation of reputation is not an overnight thing, just like a towering building to be high, you have to accumulate bricks and tiles over time, on the other hand, if you want to destroy it, you only need a brick.

As soon as this incident came out, my shop made matters worse, and the poor people who were already few gradually became extinct. At first I was depressed, thinking that these customers were too aggressive, and the slightest mistake would kill me, but I remedied everything. I've been complaining about this for a long time. Now that I think about it, it should have been like this, even if I got the nails off the board, the pores would still be there.

My cousin played at my house for the afternoon before leaving, we talked a lot together, and my cousin was very mature, which I have to admit. When I was still arrogant and took it for granted, he stopped me speechless, if it was half a year, I would definitely refute him, even if I couldn't convince him, I would stick to my opinion, and I would despise him fiercely in my heart.

I think what I said is all right, at least according to what I do is the most reasonable, shouldn't human beings understand human beings, shouldn't they be different from other species? Half a year ago, I definitely thought that more than ten years of education made me think that I should be like this, and more than ten years of student life made me think that the world should be like this.

Now I don't have the slightest courage, and in theory two months shouldn't be too long, but it has more effect than I imagined: two months has almost subverted all my ideas. A lot of times I suddenly wonder what I got in school, why my heart hurts, my mind spins...

Whenever my cousin talks about a part-time job, there is always a little sadness on his face, which is the case with my younger siblings, even my brother and sister-in-law who have a good job. My cousin said that you are a machine at work, and at first the boss sees you like this, and after a while you will also see yourself like this, repeating a set of actions for more than ten hours a day, and they lose their youth and all the things related to youth in this mechanical swing.

It's good that we're all alive, and it's good that we're all suffering differently. When I was in school, whenever my classmates were unhappy, I would stand up for the first time, comfort them as a confidant sister, once I felt that I was very powerful, explained to them the relationship, told them that there was no need to be sad at all, I thought I understood the truth I said, and everyone believed it.

Later, I realized how hateful I was, the normal feelings of joy and sorrow, what ability do I have to deprive life of what it should have, in fact, I have done more than that, my so-called comfort is just a forced sprinkling of salt on the wound, whether there is a disinfectant effect does not decide, the pain is certain...

My after-effects are still raging, it's in my blood, and there's nothing I can do about it. I'm not a strong person, my cowardice goes deep into the marrow, and I'm still a vain person, the two are compatible, and I use another attitude to disguise it: optimism.

People who know me will think that a heartless girl like me must also be a natural positive, in fact, they were deceived by me, not to blame them, it is life that provides me with sufficient conditions, so that my performance is enough to be fake and real, after a long time I myself am also in a trance, thinking that I am very strong, and at the same time I also know that my strength will be revealed in its original form when something happens.

This result looms for two months, so it can continue only waiting for an opportunity, a chance to either die or be reborn, although I don't know when, but it will definitely come. I still dare not imagine what it was like at that time, and this is another proof of this.

We can always easily see the crux of others, but we can never find our own faults, to be precise, we dare not admit it. It's like the relationship between the school and the students, the school is a place where you can scold it as a pig and a dog and don't allow others to say half a word, everyone is like this, life is like this, as for the reason, I don't know where to start, maybe this is nature.

After sending my cousin away, my symptoms were comprehensive again, there was no machine in my body, my brain was like paste, my eyes did not have any exposed essence, and I looked like six gods without an owner from anywhere. It happened without warning, as if the soul had been drained away in an instant, and when the mind was a little clearer, it began to flash a lot of irregular flowers quickly.

I instinctively felt that I was sick, and the root of the disease should be in my heart, because now it is starting to ache again. In the first half a month of the small shop, this situation happened three times, each time it was heartbreaking, and even made me think that it was really painful to live, and the result each time was to shed some tears happily, dredge the stasis in my heart, and then recover.

This happens occasionally after the third time, and my heart is still very blocked, but I don't cry anymore. It taught me that anything, even if it's sad for a long time, can be adapted. Dealing with people is a science, and the role is extraordinary, if you can master this way, the achievement will be famous in the world, even if you learn one or two, it is enough to leave and right Fengyuan to rise to the top.

Human beings are a complex ensemble, with their own independent consciousness and being easily influenced by the outside world, which makes it difficult to do. Doing business is dealing with people, I don't know if I can still persevere, if I can't persevere, what else can I do. People have no long-term worries than near-term worries, and the true meaning of this sentence may be whether it is a long pain or a short pain.

"Man!" I sighed, in a desolate tone. When I felt someone move my quilt, I was dreaming, this dream was enough to make my heart speed more than three times: in the dream, I was in a space full of gold, my eyes were full of yellow light, and gold ingots as big as bricks were flying in front of me, I subconsciously swallowed my saliva, instinctively stretched out my hands to grab, and my face could smile flowers, just when I was about to catch it, a strange wind protruded behind me, and the gold gradually blurred.