Chapter 136: No First Love

When Wang Qi pushed Mao Zimiao away, he found that the girl opposite her was a little red, and she was so happy that she almost cried.

Wang Qi scratched his head. At this time, he didn't know what he should say, so he had to say, "Eh, Azmeow, why are you here?"

"I ...... I...... I listened to Sister Ai...... Meow" Mao Zimiao's nose twitched slightly, and she seemed to be very excited: "You finally ...... You're finally back meow. ”

Wang Qi scratched his head, and then sighed softly: "Originally, I did want to say hello to you after I came back, but I felt that it was too late to be suitable, so I decided to go again tomorrow morning...... Forget it, come in and sit down, shall we?"

This statement is indeed true. After Wang Qi came back, it was already dusk, and he was looking for a warehouse or something, and the sun was about to go down after he was done. In addition, he wanted to come back and rest first, so he didn't tell Mao Zimiao at the first time.

But now that I think about it, I still do things ...... Not enough.

Mao Zimiao nodded: "I know...... Ozaki, you've always been like this. However, I am glad to know that you have come back safely. ”

Wang Qi took a step back: "Come in?"

Mao Zimiao seemed to be a little moved, but quickly shook her head: "I'm entering your house now, I don't look like it." ”

Wang Qi seemed to breathe a sigh of relief. I don't know why, his expression is a little unnatural: "That's it...... That's ......."

Mao Zimiao's face flushed, and she scolded in her heart: "Stupid, meow!"

――Actually, as long as you're interesting...... Just ask for a few more times...... I'll just ...... I can just say yes......

Mao Zimiao's ears kept fluttering, and with her head down, she stood at the door of Wang Qi. Wang Qi looked down at the girl. Slightly at a loss.

The atmosphere began to be beautiful. But over time. Slowly turned to depression.

Mao Zimiao never waited for what she wanted to hear.

The girl drooped her ears in disappointment, turned around and said, "That'...... I'll go first. ”

Wang Qi closed his eyes, as if thinking about something: "That, I'll send you." ”

Mao Zimiao's home is not far from here, and she herself is also a monk in the foundation building period, so she only needs a few jumps to get home. And Wang Qi is a monk in the Jindan period, and the distance from his residence to Mao Zimiao's house can really be described as "one step" for him.

But surprisingly, neither of them mentioned it. It's as if they're mortal. Walking together on the streets of Roundtown.

Monks don't need to follow mortal biological clocks, so the center of Rounde is still brightly lit. Although it is not as exaggerated as the metropolis of the earth, it does reach the level of "light pollution" that the earth calls "light pollution". Red, white, and golden aura intertwine over there, as if it is the legendary "red dust".

However, if you look at it from a distance in a quiet place, the light of the "red dust" color is a little lovely.

Under the not-so-conspicuous starry sky, the two of them moved slowly, step by step.

Mao Zimiao thought at first that Wang Qi would express something. But Wang Qi walked on the road. All the time I didn't say a word. Eventually, she felt a little agitated.

- This guy. Stupid meow!

Eventually, she decided to take the initiative.

Mao Zimiao opened her mouth lightly and said, "Xiao Qi...... I have something to say to you......"

Wang Qi smiled slightly bitterly: "Ah, it's just right, it's just right...... Actually, I also have a few things I want to say to you. ”

"I ...... Meow, Kosaki, I'm ...... Actually, I'm ...... to you I'll ...... you" For a moment, Mao Zimiao seemed to have made Chen Youjia's mistake of not knowing how to speak.

Wang Qi nodded: "I, and you, will always be best friends." ”

Mao Zimiao's body stiffened, and only her ears moved slightly: "Friend?"

"Yes, friend. ”

When this sentence blurted out, Wang Qi suddenly felt a little heavy. He regretted it a little, but soon, this regret was suppressed by more intense emotions.

- I...... I'm so sorry......

Mao Zimiao suddenly took two quick steps forward, shook off Wang Qi's position, and then lowered his head, turned his back to Wang Qi, and said with a little cry: "Friend?"

"Yes, friend. When he said this sentence for the second time, Wang Qi's tone regained a bit of a cynical and indifferent tone.

Even looking at Mao Zimiao's back.

"Sometimes, I feel like I'm pretty ...... myself Well, it's a bastard......"

Mao Zimiao shook her head: "You don't have to tell me. You're not doing anything wrong......"

"No, I never felt like I had done anything wrong. Wang Qi's voice was clear, and his mind seemed to be as clear as a mirror: "At least when I grow up, I don't feel like I've done anything wrong." At the very least, everything is based on the 'point in time' of what I did, and it is not wrong. ”

Mao Zimiao laughed out loud with a hint of crying, and her voice trembled a little: "Xiaoqi, you...... Looking at me like this, you can still say that. ”

Wang Qi looked up at the sky: "I'm actually not good at 'controlling myself'. This 'self-control' doesn't mean controlling distractions, concentration, or controlling one's emotions – that's pretty simple to me. I couldn't control my subjective thinking, and sometimes I was too unrestrained. I couldn't restrain my thoughts. ”

"Doing what you want from your heart and not exceeding the rules is the highest level of mind cultivation. Mao Zimiao washed her nose and finally returned to her usual tone: "Xiaoqi, you don't have to be too ...... This thing ......"

"Sometimes, I know I'm not alone, but I still feel lonely. That's probably it. But I'm a little more serious. Wang Qi smiled bitterly: "I know what is 'right' and 'wrong', but I don't strictly follow it - of course, I don't deliberately violate it." Sometimes, when I think something is interesting, I will definitely run to do it. ”

"This and ...... Is our topic related?"

Wang Qi shrugged: "Actually, at the beginning...... In the beginning, when we met, I didn't see myself as human beings. I just feel that everyone in this world is not the same as me. So I didn't care what people thought of me at all. I don't care what the consequences will be. As long as it's fun, you'll do it. For me. I just need to achieve some end goal. ”

"The ultimate goal?"

"I was in a state of confusion. Wang Qi shrugged: "At the beginning, all I had in mind was 'fun' and 'revenge'. ”

"Really, I can't see it. Mao Zimiao said: "You don't have a proper shape every day." ”

"Then, it was when I was in Xinyue that I felt a bit like a human. Wang Qi said: "Except for my deceased parents and grandfather, you are the first person who makes me feel that this world is very cute." ”

Mao Zimiao actually wanted to say, "Just because there are girls with cat ears in this world", but this joke choked in her throat and couldn't say it at all.

"I used to think the world was twisted and crazy. There is no reason at all. But it was Senior Brother Su who taught us what it meant to be 'the joy of seeking the Tao' and what it meant to be 'true self is the same, and the original intention is not easy', and I realized it...... The earth under your feet and the starry sky above your head actually have its beauty. He taught me to know this world, so from then on, I respected Senior Brother Su as a brother. Wang Qi's voice was very calm: "Then, it was you at first, and then there were many people, including Shiqin." Taught me how to know this world and made me feel. Little red dust, so cute. I think that what I dismiss actually has its own brilliance. Then I learned how to love others. ”

Mao Zimiao said in a low voice: "That's the case...... Is it?"

"Haven't you noticed? I'm actually a very indifferent person in my bones. In the beginning, I was very deliberate to amuse myself - of course, I don't need it now, but some words and deeds are like a habit to me, and I can't change it. Wang Qi continued: "I used to think a long time ago that it was impossible for me to find the opposite sex for reasons other than 'physiological needs' and 'thrill pursuits' in my life. ”

"Is that so?"

"That's it. Wang Qi said: "You are my first, pure, not mixed with any other factors. You taught me 'love' and then ...... I'm in love with someone else. ”

"Is that so?" asked the same question for the third time, and Mao Zimiao had calmed down. He turned his head and faced Wang Qi, just a wry smile on his lips: "Then, I can only congratulate you." ”

"Azmeow ......"

"Don't feel too guilty. Mao Zimiao said: "Actually, it's not a big deal to have such a thing. It's just a pity. ”

"I'm sorry. ”

"Now, Kosaki. Mao Zimiao asked, "Can you tell me, what is the name of the girl you like?"

Wang Qi scratched his head: "You may know." Her name is Chen Youjia. ”

"Senior Sister Chen......" Mao Zimiao thought thoughtfully: "No wonder when I mentioned you a few days ago, she was very ...... Strange meow. But speaking of which, Senior Sister Chen's temperament will sometimes be by you, right?"

Wang Qi showed a rare smile on his face: "Ah, that's it. Don't look at her iceberg face, it's actually quite cute, she just likes to make awkward noise, but when it's critical...... Well...... I'm sorry. ”

"It's okay. Mao Zimiao took a deep breath, and then waved his hand: "Actually, you don't have to worry too much." I'm a meow, I'm stupid, and I'll forget about this kind of trivial thing in a month at most. Since there is Senior Sister Chen, don't make her sad anymore, I have to go. ”

"Goodbye. Wang Qi nodded, and left.

Mao Zimiao also turned her head, and then, the smile on her face disappeared.

One-step, two-step, three-step, four-step, five-step......

A tear fell. Mao Zimiao wiped away her tears with some regret, and then said, "I lost, meow." ”

"That...... It's true...... I'm sorry. A nice voice fell into Mao Zimiao's ears. Chen Youjia did not show up, but hid in the dark, and said: "Although I don't think I did anything wrong, but ...... I can only say that I am sorry about this. ”

When Chen Youjia and Wang Qi were together, Wang Qi did not swear an alliance with any girl. Chen Youjia didn't know about Mao Zimiao. Logically speaking, no one has done anything wrong. Emotionally speaking, it is even more impossible for her to dump Wang Qi because of Mao Zimiao.

However, Chen Youjia didn't want Mao Zimiao to be sad.

She suddenly felt that it would be nice if Mao Zimiao was really just a "stealing cat".

"It's really okay!" Mao Zimiao had already wiped away her tears: "It's not like I can't live without Kosaki!" Chen Youjia's skills are several times higher than Mao Zimiao's, Mao Zimiao really couldn't find where Chen Youjia was, so he had to wave his hand casually at a dark place: "Senior Sister Chen, then, see you tomorrow." (To be continued.) )