Zhuang Bufan finally knew why Xu Shangwen did this, I have such an idea, and I have what I am doing now.

It's just that Zhuang Bufan still can't see one thing clearly, that is, Xu Shangwen went to the imperial city.

According to what he said before, he was going to find the second princess and show his heart to the second princess.

Of course, this kind of result is definitely a failure, and it makes people feel strange, why did this happen?

And, when this kind of thing can end, Zhuang Bufan wants to know.

He knew that Xu Shangwen had many opportunities to estimate according to his own ideas, but he still didn't understand it.

I think I must smile bitterly, no one knows what is hidden in a person's mind, so I gritted my teeth and kept doing it.

However, because of various problems, he appeared in front of everyone, and how much he wanted to get ahead.

It's a real pity that this is a person, at least in a poor rural place.

For a while, he didn't want to care about this kind of thing, sometimes he was stimulated, why?

No one knows where the place is?

It seems, people.

He didn't want to think about what to say, where else did he go?

Strange expressions, little bit of play, sometimes varied, many things but nothing.

Probably, there is nothing to say, but what to do?

Twitter, blushing and hot, I have to say that people want to do something, do something idle, there is no reason, as long as it is possible, there will be an impulse to do it.

There is no way, this kind of thing will definitely happen, perhaps, they will see a lot, and if they want to solve it, there is really no way.

Quietly, moving forward, if you have a relaxed mind, it will not lead to this.

Zhuang Bufan walked forward, he touched the minibus and said, "What you said is quite right, but what does this do to me? I just want to rest for a while." ”

However, he stayed in a certain room, in the corner, wanting to vent his dissatisfaction, but could not find an opportunity, drank wine, his heart was a little drunk, he wanted to indulge himself, but he could not find the answer he wanted to pursue.

Even if it is to make money, it is good, it is the trend of this era, and the trend is irreversible.

But so what?

Little by little, how to do the inner self-indulgence, knowing that he is doing this, but still want to use some means to tell him, it's okay, do it well, you must be able to.

However, he no longer thinks about some places that he can't take care of, after all, he, as a person, is a fool, and he wants to know what to do.

Xu Shangwen touched his head and said to him, "Didn't I tell you before?

Zhuang Bufan especially wanted to repeat a sentence to him, he didn't forget, he just wanted to listen to him carefully, listen to him seriously, and say this clearly.

Otherwise, he really didn't know when it would be over.

Xu Shangwen had a happy smile on his face, but there was still nothing he could do.

What's so good? For a while, even he didn't know very well.

He knew that this matter was in a good state, but he still couldn't figure it out, and in a little bit of the game, he forgot what he longed for, what it was.

I don't know why, but when I saw this state, it was getting better little by little, and the whole person's state was much better.

The headache has decreased slightly, so what?

Xu Shangwen told Zhuang Bufan the deep-seated reason why he did this, but Zhuang Bufan still couldn't understand that Xu Shangwen would show nervousness because of this......

But I had to make a choice in this regard.

At the same time, Zhuang Bufan touched his chin and thought nervously, "Yes, but the key to this is not as simple as Xu Shangwen said. ”

Zhuang Bufan didn't believe in metaphysics, any kind of wonderful state, so he had a good impression of Zhuang Bufan.

This is more terrifying than seducing a person and indulging him in his mind.

It really gave them an indescribable horror that roamed around the world.

I hope that one day, they can solve this matter well, so that he will not be blinded by strange temptations.

"Well, I know your mind, and I know that you are squandering your credibility in this way, and it is difficult to see what you see, how to grasp it? I can't talk about the bitterness. ”

Why, why people want to be noticed, I didn't know before, maybe it's caused by suffering, and once this strange thought arises, there is no way to stop it.

At this time, Xu Shangwen appeared, and in front of Zhuang Bufan, explained to him the possibility of this matter.

However, Zhuang Bufan didn't believe in this set of arguments at all, he only hoped to be able to go to the next level in this regard,...... So much for. ”

The two are on the street, side by side, and they seem to be a pair of friends who are like brothers.

But who knows, a few days ago, the two were still regarded as fire and water, and they wanted to put each other to death!

The most important thing is that he often feels the embarrassment of being powerful and has nowhere to go, and wants to urgently show a bright smile in front of everyone, but he can't find a reason.

Perhaps, he deserves to be affirmed, and wants to use this way to accumulate strength in his own way.

When you get rid of this pain of survival, you finally ...... You can implement it according to your own ideas, and in order to complete it, you will try your best to conspire in every possible way to succeed in your goal.

This point, in Zhuang Bufan's heart, is like being engraved in the soul.

This makes him believe what Xu Shangwen said, just because of a little inspiration, in an instant, a puff of smoke was seen.

Thus, a person's temperament changes greatly, from an enemy to a friend.

At this point, no one will believe it.

It was originally an idea, a small idea, if it could be completed, it would naturally make many people happy, but what about it! Zhuang Bufan frowned.

He is not interested in these things, and can even read some of their inner thoughts.

It's really strange for people to sometimes, they need to use all their strength for this goal, even if they have to die, they will not forget.

It seems that only by doing this can people feel happy.

Alas, what a desire to be noticed!

This sentence exhausts the origin of a person's world, and in the final analysis, man lives for this.

Sometimes, it's really hard to tell who is good and who is bad.

If he had the opportunity to give him, he would definitely use all his strength to do it well.

However, no one understands him, understands what you are going to do, however, whether it is important or not, is not needed.

Nowadays, the tolerance of this age is very interesting, why not do your best and do what you hope can happen?

Perhaps, the door of another world is opening up to you.

Zhuang Bufan is sincere, he really doesn't know what Xu Shangwen is thinking in his head, and at the same time, he will give interesting advice to other people.

"I hope you can go along the way according to your own wishes. It will make you happy and it will make a person motivated. ”

He was thinking that even in a very small moment, he would rush forward because of some trivial things, and finally, he got what he longed for.

This may be a source of strength for a person, but no one knows exactly how much you will give for what you want to do.

For this, he thought that it was okay to give up everything, and under the dual drive of pressure and motivation, he believed that he could do it.

For example, if you set a goal for yourself every day, no matter if it is windy, rainy, or sunny, you will implement it in an orderly manner.

What if he is in the habit of being scolded, noisy, and painful in his heart?

He was thinking, fortunately, fortunately, he could live such a life, and it didn't have to be too long.

If it takes too long, you can see some subtle differences, as well as overall repetition.

Zhuang Bufan turned around and smiled at Xu Shangwen, "Okay, I know your thoughts, but I don't understand your heart." However, I am sure that I will understand you in the future. Rest assured, I'm never a liar. ”

Zhuang Bufan clenched his fists and said to Xu Shangwen.

Xu Shangwen was stunned for a while, looked at the distant sky, and sighed, "Repeat, the days are repeating again and again, in order to desire to have a friend to play with him, sometimes he is distressed, and sometimes he feels painful." ”

That's right, I just want to talk to myself, and I don't even have the desire to communicate.

I've been making mistakes all the time, and only now did I suddenly say, "I see, I don't have to suffer because of this layer of dreams." and will not be attached to him. ”

Perhaps, he saw something different, in the past, they would pursue it, however, there was still no good way.

It seems that once it is written, it can't be stopped. It's a really amazing feeling.

There are so many things in my head, and I confide them all at once, how good!

He was thinking, what was he thinking?

Zhuang Bufan shook his hair and continued to walk forward, and all kinds of things came to his mind.

Sometimes, he can't help but laugh at these little things.

Alone, secretly laughing, but I don't understand what it's for.

In fact, you can do anything, you can live this day however you want, and even some of the previous thoughts are also for physical and environmental factors to make excuses for yourself.

It doesn't matter, after a lifetime of suffering, when he looks back, he will find that things have reappeared, and he can't find a good way to implement it.

Sometimes, I can't find a good way at all, and I spend my whole life doing it, just to find a better version of myself.

I hope that someone is around, watching what I have done, and a lot of distractions come to mind, interesting, or rather, is this a boring life?

Some people don't seem to realize that the formula for happiness is so simple.

It's a good thing to work hard for what you want, regardless of what everyone thinks.

However, there will be another way, look at him......

He seemed to see a wonderful scene, by the flower pond, enjoying the care that the sun brought him.

Hell, you've never made progress.

In such a little time, Zhuang Bufan talked with him for a long time, and sometimes sighed that his knowledge was profound, which was indeed admirable.

Especially on the way to martial arts, there is a unique view.

The most important thing is the understanding of history, I didn't expect Xu Shangwen to have heard of the history of Shiguo, many countries on this continent.

This surprised Zhuang Bufan, he didn't expect Xu Shangwen to be so good in this regard.

It seems that everyone will have their own opinions in the world they live in, and the most important thing is whether you have worked hard for him.

The two finally arrived at the fork in East Street, Xu Shangwen was going home, and Zhuang Bufan originally wanted to walk around Yancheng.

After all, he had to relax for a while and make himself happy for some things before.

If not, his face will be ugly.

For some reason, I talked with Xu Shangwen for a long time, and my mood was much better.

At the same time, a lot of strange events appeared in my head, and it felt like something could replace them.

It's just that Zhuang Bufan doesn't know what way to use.

A fire was burning inside him, waiting for someone to help him.

Otherwise, he will feel anxious and don't know what to do.

With this exchange, he found himself a little lonely.

This had never been seen before, and in the past, he had always been alone, and he had never felt it.

Perhaps, this time living in the city.

And before, he and Yan Liu were together, and the two talked together, although it was Yan Liu who was chirping in his ear all the time.

And he didn't say a word, but he was quite happy, which made him feel comfortable.

He didn't want any of this.

No matter what, I used something, but I still didn't want to do it.

I can't say anything, I can't even breathe out, why is this happening?

However, his head suddenly fell into a heavy one, and his head fell.

Why? Obviously I was in a good state just now, but because of some noise.

The interference from the outside world made him squat on the ground again, clutching his hair.

"Why? Why? Why is this happening? ”

Once this happens, all kinds of strange things that I didn't dare to do in the past appear.

They found out that if there was a way to do it, he had a chance to do it.

But so what? Still washed out by impulse, all of a sudden, someone shouted in a frantically concerned ear.

Keep walking, and you? Exhausted efforts and still no benefit.

Ahhh Why is this the case?

Obviously, he didn't want this at all, but he had to deal with these tricky, difficult and painful things.

Why is this happening? You know? You know?

With tears in his eyes, he told everyone that he wanted to know what he was doing in his heart.

Unfortunately, he didn't know, really, he didn't know how it happened.

They know it's wrong, but no one acts according to their own thoughts and thoughts.

Someone will know, but no more will know.

What's the point, exactly? Why would anyone be obsessed with these things?

It turns out that this kind of thing, as well as the nature of transmission, carries the pathological symptoms of this bacterium.

But no one thought that more people would be infected, forming a huge disease.

Until there is no way to spread it again.

Not knowing, not understanding, he tugged at his hair and waited until the pain had subsided a little before he could breathe.

Finally better, great! There are no surprises, and I believe that I will be able to sleep well in the near future.

Zhuang Bufan raised his head, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and sighed, "Great, you can sleep well." ”

He knew that his disease would not be cured from the beginning.

Unless, you can fulfill your wish, otherwise, you will be like this for the rest of your life.

"Before, I would have thought that what you said was all, all nonsense. However, now I look at her, cold sweat is pouring out from my forehead, but there is no good towel to wipe it for me. ”

Zhuang Bufan's mouth moved, and he wanted to say something, but finally stopped.

He got up from the ground, clapped his hands, and went in the other direction, he saw the sky approaching evening, and thought of resting.

As for the rest, he didn't have much thought, so he lowered his head and squinted for a while.

This is his greatest wish at the moment.

"It's like going to sleep! It's a real rest, not a light sleep. ”

This point has never been done in Zhuang Bufan's past life.

He has never been able to settle down, and even when he is sleeping, he is shallow sleeping.

If anything happens, he will definitely wake him up.

I have long been accustomed to the habits over the years, and it is difficult to get rid of them.

What to do?

Zhuang Bufan said to Shen Ye, "I hope you can help me." ”

Nightowl Deadwood sent a message to him, "I can't help you, I can assure you that I'll observe the outside world for you when you fall asleep." ”

"But, I don't know why? ”

Nightowl Deadwood looked at his transparent appearance and explained.

Among them, there are also some voiceovers that he doesn't say.

That is, deep in Zhuang Bufan's heart, no one believes it subconsciously.

This also includes the nightowl deadwood that haunts him.

Obviously, he has already concluded a contract with him, and he will not betray him for the rest of his life.

However, Zhuang Bufan still won't believe these notes in the world.

He didn't believe that it was the root cause of his current situation.

(End of chapter)