Chapter 347: Give Yourself a Chance
Since there is such a meaning, it must be done, otherwise, where to find such a good opportunity?
With this experience, I believe that I can do it.
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I hate myself, why should I live in nothingness?
I couldn't control myself, and I fell into a deeper swamp again and again.
At the same time, I knew that I had no chance to continue, and I was tired!
The mood is shabby, there is no taste, and step by step into the world of horror.
What's going on?
He saw the moment, disgusting and novel, and he didn't seem to notice what life was all about.
Sometimes it's right, seeing something too dark, sometimes it's ...... , I can't think about how many days I have left to live.
It seems that winning is an opportunity, and if you lose, you will continue to lose.
He didn't know why he was doing it.
He saw himself hungry, and again he saw the wind looking at the sky, fluttering.
That's right, you didn't think this way before, can't you even speak clearly?
Oh my God! I don't know what to do.
I've never been so depressed.
It seems that you care too much about yourself?
That's right, I didn't arrange my life well, and I didn't suddenly want to work hard until late at night.
But you, why are you like this?
Why is it?
Forget everything! You take the past so seriously that you don't even have what you want to do.
Before, in order to be competitive, I looked at all kinds of people and all kinds of touting, and I felt disgusted.
After thinking about it, it's still alone, if there is a survival game.
He was thinking that having an income of three or four thousand a month was already good.
He thought, this is good.
It's chaotic, I can't see the front clearly, sometimes it's because the world is changing too fast, which leads to extreme anxiety.
Number 2827 has always been a very powerful figure in our eyes, however, this time, we have to say that he made the problem a little nervous, what else can he continue to do except do this?
He didn't know very well himself, maybe he had fainted, which caused him to be in a state of confusion about this matter all the time, but so what? When he was alone, he was often in an indescribable feeling, but at that time, he didn't know what it meant.
I am a killer, but I didn't expect that I encountered such a depressing thing, so that I never realized that I had such a terrible result in my life.
At first, I always thought that it was worth it, but after encountering this incident, I became suspicious, didn't I know that this thing would continue forever?
But I still can't believe it, this incident is completely on my head, it happened!
Alas, I should have been happy if I knew it would be like this, however, there are still many boring things that appear in front of me, and I think that in this game, there will not be much to do with it, but unfortunately, I am still too stupid.
Man, in this regard, it is really not as good as a small bug.
That's what I used to think.
Suddenly, he wanted to do something different, at least, very differently in your eyes right now.
Before, he was a big stupid pig, but now, I just want to say to you, big stupid pig!
I know it myself, it's not good.
Jiucheng has always said this, "Don't let my patience run out, I'm a well-behaved person, and you, have always bothered me." If it weren't for your father's sake, you would have died. ”
As soon as I heard it, I knew that he was right, and I lowered my head and felt sad, "Why? Why is this happening?"
I've always thought that a heartache is nothing, so what is it?
He fell in love with water, did he have desire?
It's not that he has any desire, but that for the first time, he feels that his power is so great.
He always thought that he could go on with his life, but he still couldn't do it, he was a fool.
"You, since I saw you grow up, you have such a strong temper, won't you restrain yourself?"
When he heard this, he shouted, "No, why do you want me to restrain yourself, when you are with your aunt, why don't you restrain yourself and make love in front of my eyes, don't you know that I am very uncomfortable?"
As soon as he spoke, he said no more, and for the first time he understood how stupid he was, and why did he care in the first place? He didn't understand. ”
From then on, he walked alone, from day to night, it was always like this, his own wind was blowing in his face, and perhaps, there would be better people.
I stayed at night, next to his dorm, hoping to see her show up.
However, I saw that her room was lit up for a while, and the door was never opened.
Looks like he hates me so much!
I lowered my head and shook my head, "Why, it's always me who gets hurt?"
He couldn't figure it out, he had worked so hard, but he still didn't get him, I love her! ”
I waited for her for a long time, longing for a chance to see him appear, but unfortunately, until he waited until midnight, he was the only one left on the street, and a security guard came to ask him, why did he come here?
I left helplessly, and before leaving, I secretly looked at the door, which was still closed, too annoying.
Yes, I have reached the limit of what I should have, there is nothing to continue to break through, however, I looked at the material myself, and realized that it could be faster.
Before, he met a lot of people to help me, and I was quite happy.
I left the neighborhood and was very disappointed, "Girl, why don't you look at me? It's okay to let me in." ”
However, his words were heard only by one person, and that was himself.
He hung his head, it was already three o'clock in the morning, but he didn't feel sleepy.
Her shadow is in my mind, and her audio smile has never been able to get rid of her.
This time, he learned to make a trade-off, maybe I'm not good enough, yes, I've been by his side, I must have put too much pressure on him, I shouldn't have done it.=
He himself is such a fool, and now there is another fool, when will it end?
"This time, I hope I can continue and not put me at a disadvantage all the time. ”
And now, I just want to have a good rest, and I don't want to do anything too big.
He said, "Hello, I hope to stay tuned to you." ”
"It would be nice if I had always met you, or if I could marry you from him. ”
"It's a pity that your heart has always been on him, which has made me depressed for a long time. ”
I remember it's not my fault, I really want to get it, but why not give me a chance?"
He said, "Yes, I thought about giving you a chance, but you didn't cherish it." ”
Why didn't I cherish it?
I asked myself for a moment, why?
Suddenly, I encountered something dangerous, terrible! I really felt that I still had too much to work on in this regard.
Zhuang Bufan, as a very powerful character, is still a little uncomfortable when he does it again at this moment, yes! He didn't expect that he would be so embarrassed, what should he do when he encounters this kind of thing?
You still have to be harder, before, I talked to you about these things, but unfortunately you haven't listened, so I have always wondered if you haven't listened, now, I saw that you actually talked about this, and I felt even more depressed.
Finally, he came to his senses and knew that he still had a way to go, as long as he worked harder.
This time, I'm afraid no one will be able to save you.
When he finished speaking, he stopped thinking about him, squinted his eyes, and walked back.
"Actually, it's not that I don't know, but I pretend not to. ”
At this moment, after he left, the woman in the house appeared, saw his back, and felt pain in her heart.
"Well, how I wish I could go to Huangquan with you! Unfortunately, I have parents, my love, and everything. It's just that you're so obsessed, I just want to be friends with you. ”
If he looked back, he would see her teary-eyed face.
Well, someone has to be held accountable for what I did before, I was wrong at the beginning, and now, I want to make amends, but it's too late.
At the beginning, it would have been nice if I had been braver.
Has he worked hard? In various conditions, he has done his best, but unfortunately, the sky is not as good as people want, and he still has to rush forward.
If one day, you can really look back and continue to greet you with your own smile, maybe the result will be different.
So, do you love him?
Love, of course love to death, otherwise, how could I stay in front of her dorm all night, just hoping that she could see me!
This touching melody, as well as the words full of love, immediately infected everyone present.
At this time, in a luxurious hall, dozens of people sat on high seats, looking at him with their eyes open.
This is the scene of storytelling, and he was invited here by a respected white-bearded old man.
What kind of person is he who is invited, especially himself?
He couldn't help but say all these heart-wrenching words.
That's right, the people here, everybody wears a mask, they look like a headless person, no one knows your past, you can talk about it as much as you want.
Pain, numbness, and the feeling of being close to death, no one knows what you're doing, and maybe, later, you'll know.
This time, he was quite happy, however, would anyone care?
He couldn't figure it out himself, and his mood was even worse, he had told others before, some people were because of his wife's cheating, and some people were because of blood feuds.
More people are in danger in their careers, as well as in various gardens, accompanied by boyfriends, named Xiaogua.
This little girl, who grew up in a broken family, finally got a good result through continuous hard work.
Why did he come here this time?
In an instant, he thought of a lot, some because he was often alone, for the unscrupulous means?
Is there still a familiar process, in order to go to the shooting?
But there will always be a few people who leave, and no one understands what his current mood is, and he gets it through hard work?
He didn't know, the process didn't matter, in the days before, and later, he thought about a lot.
This college student, who has not yet graduated, is ready to use his strength to prove that he is still quite promising.
Wait a minute...... , I haven't experienced this, watching him when he is still young, crawling forward little by little, and can't reach the end.
Yes, there is a self-motivated heart, which is often lost due to some unavoidable reasons.
This was true before and it is now.
I thought I could move forward through hard work.
He was wondering, in this way, can it really be obtained?
He doubted for a moment before he realized that he was indeed missing something.
This important thing will never be found.
He's quite happy, there has been this way before, but he doesn't know it.
He was also a little surprised, he wanted to continue, but often for some reason, he had to do bad things.
Occasionally, I saw him in the past few days, climbed up little by little, and as a result, it was over.
Everything will end, nothing is worth it, you want to get it through hard work, and it is you who will disappear in the end.
Ahhhh
Running without direction is like running naked.
Someone had started doing this before, without warning, so what?
Through various ideas, they came up again and again, and then, it ended.
It doesn't matter what the result is.
Suddenly, for some reason, he felt a strong sense of jealousy, why? Why didn't I?
He yelled, but forget it, if anyone really thinks so, it will be bad.
No one can see what this thing is, especially when they see the disgusting faces of many people, and some people are quite innocent.
I sometimes think that compared to disgusting people, when I was a child, I saw that thing, and in the vast life, there will always be it.
So, what about at the top? What would it look like in the eyes of the elites?
From the initial reluctance to the current rapid progress, his calm tone continues to write legends.
Everyone looked at Xiao Wu and felt a trace of sympathy in their hearts.
They are all older than Xiao Wu, and they have all experienced that period of youth.
Now, they saw that Xiao Wu actually continued to live in this way, and they were happy.
However, it is not a question of whether to live or not, it is that I hope that I can use my own ability to realize my dreams.
Even if the result is not good, still move forward relentlessly.
After crying for a while, I finally felt comfortable, touched my chest, and my heart was pounding, as if I felt that I was still alive.
Great! Maybe no one knows what your path will be, and the excitement you used to feel is gone.
Perhaps, no one can see this point, and then, what is the meaning of life?
There was no contact, looking at him blankly, the happiness on his face and heart came all at once.
What would it be like? Sometimes, when the thought arises, it can't be contained, and it wants to continue.
He worked hard to keep moving forward for this dream.
In order to defeat yourself, you must be full of momentum, and he said that there may be people like him, in this way, to accumulate their own strength.
Unfortunately, he was still too young to know why she was climbing up by this.
Xiao Wu continued to stay in the hall, listening to the others talk about the secrets of his heart, how gorgeous this story was, but unfortunately, it seemed that he had heard it a long time ago.
I've seen it before.
The previous mistake, made again, seemed a little depressed, in order to get, and constantly worked hard, it took him a lot of time, however, time was in a hurry, and there was nothing to get him up again.
He was thinking that maybe there were many families, like him, but in fact, there were so many people here who valued this, but no one knew.
It seems that this period of vicissitudes of history is over, and the things that originally valued all this have seen that some people are officials for money and the like, and they know that people are like this.
He said, "Why is it so dangerous?" I don't really understand, and I don't know what it's for.
However, I still think it's too bloody, it's not good, and I don't like boxing.
But what was I thinking? I knew for the first time that it was wrong.
Why? Watching this fierce battle, watching someone get hurt, my heart is sad to death.
However, is it to transcend oneself?
Nobody understands, he's saying, but unfortunately no one knows about it.
Then, watching more and more people appear, the storytellers gradually dispersed, it was already the middle of the night, what was there to be excited about?
Xiao Wu left here, looked at the sky, and couldn't help but recall the story he had just said, that girl, the girl he was waiting for, was also at this time.
I waited until midnight and no one saw me, which was a pity.
He was tired, he lowered his head, and wanted someone to help him, but he leaned on the railing next to him, and he vomited and vomited all over the ground.
Misty eyes, continue to move forward, he knows that Lu Ziye, if you want to do well, you must have momentum.
Before, he talked to another person, this person's experience is the same as his, he once said, "A man chasing a woman, or rather, doing anything, must abide by three conditions, bold and thin-skinned." ”
As long as these three conditions are followed, plus persistence, nothing is impossible.
Before, there was a good theme, but unfortunately I forgot, and even the previous good story was forgotten together.
He said, "I'm depressed, I want to do good things, but I can't do it, am I lacking the above factors?"
The old man said, "Yes, that's right. It's the same in everything you do. If you like it, chase it, and when you experience it, you will know. ”
He suddenly thought, the girl's gentle, soft feeling, so comfortable, just like a quilt, comfortable to touch, comfortable to hold, everything feels so comfortable.
He looked through his clothes, looked at the white and tender skin, hooked her with his fingers, and for a moment, he remembered something.
I don't know, he doesn't express his feelings, I know that I need to be brave about certain things.
For a while, I still can't figure it out, try harder?
The previous contact made him know that he still lacked some social experience, and if he could communicate with others and be with more peers, he might not have this kind of uneasy feeling.
Deserted, quiet, as if it would never change for a lifetime.
Unfortunately, though, things will change.
This was the case before, and for those who miss the old, perhaps because of this, they have a sense of pain.
This time, he has a little confidence, if he wants to do something big, will he have a chance?
Before, I used this way to break myself, and my previous thoughts came to an end one after another.
Maybe, even he didn't know that he was so brave, and his original appearance was quite stupid, as if the scenery he saw on this road was not the same as he thought before.
After that, he succeeded, learned a lot of things, and after a lot of practice, he knew what the method was, so he moved on.
"Alas, in a way, I'm not strong and helpless. ”
"I have to hold on, stand up, and not be so decadent." ”
But what am I capable of? What I am most proud of is worthless in the eyes of others.
It made me doubt myself and not know what to do.
Alas, those who go crazy are incomprehensible.
Maybe I don't know what's going to happen next.
This time, as before, I tried to solve it in various ways, but I failed.
Different perceptions have different opinions, but I can't see many people appearing, a little idiot, but I am brave to move forward.
In the end, who is dying? Only the stupid guys.
In the past, how much we believed in him, but now we are constantly doubting, insisting on what we can do, and trying our best to do it.
Don't worry about anything else, no matter what, you are a living person, not inferior, be brave, what I don't want to do, no one can force you.
You have to remember that, why? He doesn't want to communicate with people, so what can he do?
One person, how many people, day by day, no one is uncertain, maybe we think that the content that can help us will lose in the end.
Just to look good, someone will do something seriously, I think it's amazing!
Nobody can say, I just want to try harder, I know I've failed, but I want to get back up.
That's a certainty, I'm going to make it, right?
He kept asking himself, asking himself, thinking about what was wrong with him, and continuing to revise it.
He suddenly realized how stupid I was before, what right do you have to care?
There's only one thing you want to do, and that's to write it down.
There is impulse, there is confusion, and I hope you can stand up.
Otherwise, what use do you want from me?
What do you want to do? I can help you, I want to overcome myself, I love writing, I love it, I love it, I love it, but why can't I do it?
It's a little annoying, once the mood is there, but there's not much to say, so what's more?
Saying this, he himself was a little stunned, more because he realized that life is not easy, and at the same time, he shouted in his own body, "Why? Why can't I do it?"
Like a child, I have never experienced what the hardships of life are!
However, I have already experienced it, but what do I have to do to be better?
He couldn't figure it out, maybe he hated it because he hated it to continue, or maybe it was the first time I knew about my life, and it turned out to be like this.
No, it may dissipate for a lifetime, however, life is a bit annoying.
What is life?
As soon as Xiao Wu opened his eyes, he knew that he still had no choice.
Still thinking about him, however, if not, you have to do it.
"What are you happy about?
But this time, I really lost.
He kept recalling what had just happened, and decided that he still had to fight.
If it weren't for this, he probably wouldn't have done it, but maybe it was fate!
Since God has given me a chance, I have to do it, and now, even if I lose, I am willing, I just hope that I don't regret it!